TRIGGER WARNING.

I just

I just miss alot of my friends

Most of them left

Some rejected

Others....

Others suicide...

Others lost it...

I miss my dog

Oh my dog

Cutiepie

Cutie...

Was her name

A sweet dog she was

She is gone

Forever

And ill never get her back...

Sometimes I take out a photo album

Dedicated to her

Its just me and her

Smiling

Always smiling

I still remember that day

That car

Who crushed her

And also my heart.

I remember how I held her tightly, loosing my sanity.

How I sang safe and sound as she died

How I would stay in my room for weeks

With that knife

How the kids at my school bullied me for crying over a dog

She was my friend.

She was there for me

She saw me cry in my room and jumped in my bed and calmed me down

Then there were my two best friends.

We made a comic together

They both did it

Together

Together

I was too young to understand and now that im older...

I dont know...

I miss all of them..

I miss my cousin

Who was the one who made me stop self harm and live.

I miss my friends

Who helped me draw and create comics.

I miss my dog

Who cuddled with me through my panic attacks

More people I love are dying

Im not thinking about..

Suicide...

God loves me

He loves everyone

As long as he loves me

I will live

And keep going..

Theme 7

Heaven