I finally got back from physical therapy. It kicked my butt. I'm just glad that my upper body strength is so good because if not it would have been a lot harder. "You did good." Doc smith said as he helped me back into my bed. "Your brothers  will come back in, in just a second." Doc smith said. I nodded  thanks to him. He turned on his heels then walked out the door. The door opened and in walked the one and only Dallas Winston. I thought I was dreaming. Mostly because he looked like a few tears had run down his face. "Sam, I'm here baby doll." Dal said hugging me. At this moment I knew my dal was with me and that it was going to be ok. "How? I thought you was in the cooler." I asked in disbelief. "They musta decided that it was stupid or something. That or Jamie threatened them with everything under the sun." Dal said with a smirk. Dal kissed me and I knew that I was going to be ok. After we pulled away soda and Darry walked in. They must have been talking to the doctor. They both had a smile on their faces. "The doctor said that you are going to have to go in for a surgery but provided that all of that goes good then you can come home the day after." Darry exclaimed. I looked at dal who was smiling. "That's great!!" I said while looking at dal. We were both happy to be together. Sure it had only been a few days since he got put in the cooler, but it feels like a lifetime. There has been a few people I have thought I needed before but, dal. Thats a whole different story. It almost killed me going a few days with out him let alone a real lifetime. Dallas Winston is the only person i know for sure now that i couldn't survive with out. Yea, I need my brothers, and Jamie and the gang but if worse came to worse i could live. But with out Dallas, I am nothing. Just anouther human being put on this earth for no reason except just to breath and get told how worthless i am by people that don't don't even know me. I am a fighter and i am a greaser, but most of all, I am Dallas Winston's girl. I can't belive it took all of this to teach me who i really am on the inside. But ya know, I also learned that all of the things that have happened in the past few years have been to help me grow up, to help me see what the world is really like. A cold, harsh, place that always has something bad to say about the way i'm growing, but the truth I think the way i'm growing up is the best way to grow up. You learn so much, not just about the world or what you need to survive. "Doll what ya thinking about?" Dal asked breaking into my thoughts. "Nothing thats important right now." i said. He nodded. This is the way life is meant to be. Around the ones you love. Thats what i spent the rest of the night thinking about. I thought about how lucky i truly am and how much of a fighter i am. As soon as i get out of this hospital you can bet Im gonna be walking down the street and fighting in rumbles just like always have and always will.

Ok yall i know that its been forever since i have updated this or much of anything really and school is to blame for that. if i wasnt in school yall could bet on a update every day but since i have to go there updates are gonna be slow coming. Sry about this being short but i had to get this up. i promise the next one will either be sooner or longer.

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