Crying

Everyone was still asleep when I went inside the house. I easily found Dal and went and laid down next to him. I snuggled into his chest while crying. He woke up, I guess from my tears because I forgot he wasn't wearing a shirt, I was still crying and Dal was slowly rubbing my back. After a few moments of silence Dally asked me, "What happened?" he was whispering so that way no one would wake up. I couldn't answer at first and after awhile I could only say one word, "Sunrise." Dally knew why I refuse to watch sunrises and sunsets. When I said sunrise he continued to rub my back and I continued to cry, the reason why I refuse to watch them is because when I was little my parents and I always watched the sunset and sunrise together, but when they died I stopped watching because it was too painful to watch because it reminded me of them. Other than Dally, only Jeremy, little Darry, and Sean know why. I was still crying when Johnny and blondie came back inside. I could tell blondie was hurt, I wanted to tell them why I didn't want to see the sunrise, but I just couldn't. It hurts too much to remember.

Blondie came over and was lying on my other side rubbing my back, after a few minutes of silence blondie breaks it, "Why didn't you want to see the sunrise with us?" Dally smacked the back of his head but I gave him a look and took a deep breath and started explaining. "When I was little I always watched the sunset and sunrise with my parents, but when they died I stopped because it hurt to much to watch without remembering my parents." He just looked at me with sorrow in his eyes and he gave me a hug. I was starting to feel better and was starting to fall back asleep when, unfortunately, the rest of the gang woke up. Unfortunately, the gang saw that I was crying... this is going to be a LONG day.

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