Chapter 16|| Stress

Now-a-days Dallas was hyperactive in his everyday work; from morning to evening and especially until before sleeping, he was a mixed bag of emotions and feelings. Sometimes he was anxious, but at the same time he was happy too; sometimes, without any reason, he was crying, but sometimes he was super focused. All were symptoms of getting influenced by the vibe of the exam. Yes, his internship was ready to take an exam for all interns. Dallas this time wasn't prepared 100%, even though somehow, he wasn't 100% okay with his everyday life because it was monotonous.

Dallas, since his childhood, has never had a monotonous lifestyle, nor has his culture offered him the idea of being monotonous. School never forced him to stay longer in the same tone, nor did the family have the system of enjoying monotony. Because Dallas was a super smart kid, he just needed to spend 30 minutes at most to understand the school's lessons his teacher taught him. For homework too, he needed less time compared to others, so he never needed to sit long at the same table for studying. Even if we say culturally, then their culture gave more importance to happiness and health than others stuff of life. Vacations, parties, get-togethers, no-study weekends, dinner/lunch out etc. were the basic parts of his culture. He grew up in that culture, but suddenly he was in Japan, so the culture and expectations there were far different than in his culture.

In his society, everyone was happy with limited resources; they were happy with the concept that "fun in life must go on, no matter what," but suddenly in a new place, the concept of life changed. Now the moto was 'work first, then fun." Well, it was not only because of the culture but also because of the age and expectations too. Dallas was a teen earlier, where the liability was far less compared to than for the newly adult guy. Earlier, he wasn't responsible for having good food by cooking himself, planning laundry, shopping every day with budget, etc. But now he was fully responsible for his every decision, from eating to laundry; he was in charge. And those were so parallel to each other that sometimes he was too tired to carry himself at a fast and furious level of life.

Apart from that, the weather was his main villain. As we know, Dallas had a beautiful sunny day in his homeland, but in the new place there was all-time cloudy weather. Sun visibility was only 30%, even less sometimes. Rain was a friendly guest who was always knocking on Dallas door as a surprise. Sometime in the early morning, as well as during the whole day or evening, rain was showering over the head of Dallas. He was very friendly of sunny days, but the place where he was living was habitually without sunlight every day. The people there were okay with not having sun every day, but how? Dallas was so confused: how can someone be happy without everyday sunlight, without everyday outings, or with a monotonous life? He was clueless.

But life was teaching him, how life will be or is going to be during his permanent work life. 9-5 every day, the same work, report, presentation, and client meeting will all be there in his life; it was just a trailer; the real picture was waiting for him. Dallas was growing slowly, as we all used to do, but he was smart enough to know the upcoming events of his life earlier. He knew how his work profile was going to be after all; he knew his subjects and fields of work. But even if we know the facts, sometimes our brain grabs us down with low-key vibes and we fail to control our emotions, which leads us to breakdown in respect of our joyful life.

Dallas knew that everyone needs to go through that phase, but still, he was expecting a happy life regarding his profession, but unfortunately, the profession was fucking him hardly. It was too hard to balance the assignments, R, projects, etc.; even reading a single report was more than 30 slides at times. Some were only a diagram with more than 50 sub-diagrams included, which needed to be decoded within 40 minutes max. Because there was a lot pending waiting for him. It was countless stress; even when he joined a flash team to quickly solve his assignments, it was more or less the same. Well, to be honest, it was helpful for him; at least some of the topics were automatically covered under that flash team. But for that, he had to pay. Well, payment was like droplets on the ocean for him. But still, he was managing his budget well; he was the best budget planner of his batch.

Dallas in general was super strong, but the stress of finishing the assignments and projects was making him tired; they were endless. Dallas' sleep was ups and downs like the tides of the sea; sometimes his hunger index was too high. But sometimes the hunger vanished. Fruits, cheese, and pizza were on his food list for cravings, but sometimes all vanished. Water intake was good enough for him, but sometimes the body temperature was uncontrolled. All in all, Dallas was confused about his body signals; they were mixed signals for him.

But Curvy was there for him, as always. She was observing the vibes and the ups and downs of emotions that Dallas was going through. She was trying to hold him to calm him down. Every hug and kisses were especially designed to calm him down. Exercises of intimacy, naughty pokes, long nights, whole-day talks, movie nights, porn evenings—all she dropped for a while Because Curvy was supporting him, she didn't want to disturb him or distract him from his aim, which was to complete all the pending he had from interns. She was unintentionally sometimes hurting him, but without a delay of seconds, Curvy was always there to sort it out so that at least Dallas could easily study/sleep. Curvy was taking care of Dallas regarding his food menu; she was inspiring him by showing the value of fruits and vegetables. She was trying to balance the meals of the day and night. If the day was heavy, Curvy was suggesting light for dinner, and vice versa. Because she knew food is everything for our body. Dallas too appreciated Curvy's attempts regarding food, health, personal intimacy, etc.

But after all, they are both human beings, so of course, sometimes the level of misunderstanding or fight could sure cross the limit of the scale, and already the same had happened many times with them. But both lovers were smart; somehow, they always managed the negative vibe between them. They both knew that the level of love between them was higher than the level of their ego, and the level of trust for each other was higher than other feelings. Curvy knew that if Dallas was mad or his actions were making her mad, there must be some reason behind it. So, she always tried to listen to him first and explain her point of view on that topic and solve the spot where the misunderstanding came from. Dallas, too, was trying to listen to Curvy first. And voila, the misunderstanding died easily. Curvy used to talk about the exact topic that was making Dallas stressed and anxious so that she could melt the flow of the unnecessary thoughts that Dallas had. Dallas was too easily openable to Curvy so that they both could blast the tumor of stress, which always tries to grow in both Dallas and Curvy. Slowly, Dallas was great on balancing the stress with his new techniques for doing assignments, cooking the best home food, and taking care of his body because now he knew happiness is a journey how we reach 'In Search Of LIFE-UNDERCOVER'.

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//How was Dallas alone so far from all? Well, stay connected with the upcoming chapters.//

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