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Taehyung's Pov

Kanina pa ako kinakabahan dito. Kung ano ano ng pumapasok sa isip ko e. Kung pupunta ba siya, galit ba siya sakin, hindi na ba niya ako kakausapin, papansinin, kung ayaw niya na ako maging kaibigan.

Fuck hindi ko naman alam na mangyayari pala 'to e. Pinagbigyan ko lang naman si hyung kasi hindi ko na uli siya makakasama. I really feel bad for kookie, I promised to him but look what I did.

"Taehyung." Napatigil ako sa pag-iisip ng marinig ko yung boses niya.

Nung sinabi palang niya yung pangalan ko, alam kong galit siya. Hindi naman niya ako tatawagin ng ganon kung naiinis o nagagalit siya e.

Lumapit ako sa kaniya, I just want to hold him atleast for the last time

"Stop, don't come near me." I know its coming, yung magiging ganito yung trato niya.

"Kookie."

"Call me Jungkook." I nodded.

"Jungkook, I'm so—."

"I don't need your sorry, i want your explanation."

"O-okay."

"Ko–, Jungkook kaya ako pumayag kay hyung na makipagkita kasi last na yon, hindi na uli kami magkikita and magsasama. Yon yung binigay sa kaniyang last project ng prof kasi aalis na siya. That's the last time I'll see my childhood bestfriend kasi aalis na siya bukas." Nakatingin lang siya sakin ng walang emosyon. My bottom lip starts to quiver. Please don't cry, you better than this, Tae.

"Okay. That's all? Pwede na ba akong umalis?" Biglang kumirot yung puso ko, ano ganon-ganon nalang?

"Jungkook you know, I hate you! Pinag-eexplain mo ako tapos hindi ka maniniwala? Wala kang ibang sasabihin kundi yon lang?!"

Nilapitan niya ako at hinawakan sa magkabilang braso. "Bakit ano bang gusto mong sabihin ko? Na okay sige, I'll forgive you? Ilang beses na kitang pinagbigyan pero sobra na e! Lagi mo nalang akong iniiwan sa ere pagdating kay Bogum na yon!"

"Sinabi ko na nga yung reason ko diba?! Ano pa bang gusto mong marinig? Gusto mo lumuhod ako sa harapan mo para lang patawarin mo ako?! Gusto mo bang gawin ko yon?!" Hindi siya umimik.

"Fine, I'll do it, yon gusto mo d–."

"Stop! Don't you dare." Naguguluhan na ako huh! Ano ba talagang gusto niya?!

"Okay, pero sana naman sabihin mo sakin kung anong problema please? Kookie don't do this to me. Ayokong masira yung meron tayo dahil lang sa away na 'to." Tuloy tuloy na umagos yung luha. I know na bawal sakin yung ganitong sitwasyon pero ano namang magagawa ko diba?

"Ang mahirap kasi sayo pagdating kay Bogum ang bilis-bilis mo. Nakakaya mo kaming ipagpalit para sa kaniya! Lalo na sakin! Kapag nagrerequest ako na maghang-out tayo lagi kang bawal kasi kasama mo si Bogum!" Si Bogum hyung lang ba yung issue dito?

"Bakit lagi bang si hyung yung sinisisi mo?! Ano bang ginawa niya sayo para maging ganiyang ka kagalit sa kaniya!" A pain shoot my chest. Fuck. Calm the fuck down, Tae. You can do it, it will end soon.

"Inaagaw ka niya kasi sakin, Tae! Hindi mo ba naiintindihan yon?! Nagseselos ako na siya lagi yung kasama mo! Nagseselos ako kasi baka ipagpalit mo na ako sa kaniya!" He pulled his hair because of frustration.

"Ako din naman nagseselos ah! Pero tinulungan parin kita para maging close kayo ni Jimin kahit masakit! Nasasaktan ako sa mga chat mo kapag si Jimin yung pinag-uusapan! Kaya ako umaalis kasi ayokong nakikita kita kung gaano mo kagusto si Jimin! Hinayaan ko yon, kook! Tiniis ko yon kasi alam kong doon ka masaya! Naiinis ako, nasasaktan ako kasi bestfriend lang ako sayo!"

"Hindi kita naiintindihan, Tae."

"Ako din kook, hindi rin kita naiintindihan!"

"Cause I love you, goddammit!" I give him a confuse look.

Long silenced. Only our heavy breathing can be heard.

"You know, it doesn't matter anymore. Bumalik ka na don kay Bogum hyung mo." He start to walk away from me.

"Please s-stop. I–" I paused.

"I l-love you too k-kookie."

"What?" He paused and looked at me.

"Kookie it's okay if you don't want me anymore. Siguro nga hindi tayo para sa isa't-isa. But always remember that I st—." He cuts me by kiss.

My eyes widened from the sudden kiss. What should I do? Push him away? Kiss him back?

He hadn't leave me no choice but to respond to him. Our lips moved perfectly against each other. The kiss was full of love and passion.

But the kiss began to get sloppy and he licked my bottom lip. I parted my lips, allowing Jungkook's tongue to slid in.

Jungkook smirked as he explored my hot and wet cavern. Then his hand began to roam.

I shivered as I felt his cold hand slid under my shirt. The kiss is getting more intense as his other hand made it's way down.

I moaned at the sudden contact. His hands softly pinched and squeezed my ass.

He then pulled away from the kiss, a string of saliva connects us. (a/n: gross.) He looked at me and smiled proudly.

"Of course, I still want you." He blurted out and my mouth hangs ajar to catch my breathe.

"Y-you asshole." But I still managed to say it between my gasps  for air.

Napayuko nalang ako dahil sa kahihiyan, fuck Tae what you have done?

Jungkook grabbed my chin carefully, lifting my head up and I look up to stare at him, fuck he looks even better up close. He has black hair and a sharp jawline, a muscular body and his handsome face feature. Damn kapag hinawakan ko siguro yung jawline niya feeling ko masusugatan ako e. Why does he needs to be handsome? Couldn't he be ugly?

"Like what you see, babe? Then take a picture, it'll last longer." He smirks and I look away flustered. Nakakahiya ka talaga Taehyung!

"Don't be shy baby, it's all yours. I'm all yours." Magsasalita na sana ako pero walang lumabas sa bibig ko.

"Talk baby, hmm?" He cupped my face and he brush his thumb in a slow manner.

"I love you, Jungkook." He chuckled.

"Ayan yung gusto ko uling marinig. I love you very much, Tae."

"Mahigit 1 buwan ko ng tinatago 'to. Hindi ko lang talaga alam kung pano ko sasabihin sayo. Heck, natatakot kasi akong mariject, natatakot din ako mawala ka sakin kahit kaibigan lang." So ako yung tinutukoy ni chim na nagpapaconfused sa feelings niya?

"Yes baby, ikaw yon."

"What?"

"You say it at loud, Tae." I feel my face turns into crimson red. Grabeng kahihiyan na 'to ah.

He grabbed my face and give me a peck.

"Tae, alam kong walang proper courting na naganap, but can you be my boyfriend?" My eyes widened again. Tangina totoo ba 'to? Kung panaginip 'to wag niyo na akong gisingin please!

"Baby?"

"Y-yes, kookie." This time I kiss him but he pulled my nape so he can kiss me passionately.

God I love this boy so much.

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a fun fact: it should be in third person's pov but masyado akong nacringed, and hindi rin ako sanay baka magmukhang soco e

anddddd

this is the longest chap i ever wrote in this story, i'm so proud of myself hahaha