okay so there's straight smut in this chapter. ik none of us likes that. i marked it with #### so you can skip it if you get triggered by girls. :3

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"Dad", Taejeon said, being all serious as he walked into the living room. "I think I am a duck."
Jungkook looked up from his maths book and gave his son a weird look, "Why?"

"Look, when I walk my feet waddle like duck feet-", Taejeon said and started purposely walking like a duck. "You're faking it", Jungkook sighed deeply. "Come here, you weirdo. Let's watch a movie-"

"Only if I can choose", Taejeon grumbled as he hopped onto the couch and took Jungkook's hand with a big, loud sigh. "Daddy I'm sorry", he rolled his eyes, obviously struggling with speaking it out.

"What for?"

"I was mean. I like you and I am very much sorry I said I don't go home with you today", Taejeon hummed, pressing his head into Jungkook's chest. "You're my favorite Dad even though Taehyungie is more fun", he smiled brattily, poking Jungkook's cheeks.

"I feel honored", Jungkook chuckled, relief coming over him.

"Aaaaand-", he said quietly and trailed with his fingers along his own tiny legs. "I want a frog."
Jungkook couldn't help but laugh amused by that, "A frog? That's.. special", he smiled while he ruffled through the boy's hair softly.

"Special froggie for special Taejeonie", the kid giggled. "I would name it Kookie."

"That's my nickname!", Jungkook pouted.
"No, then it's my frog's name", Taejeon snapped.

"Stop stealing my name", Jungkook grinned, shaking his head slowly. "Stop stealing my name", Taejeon imitated him and then punched Jungkook's leg. "Mommy will say yes."

"She would definitely not buy you a frog!"

"She would, Mommy loves me!"

"But she hates frogs", Jungkook laughed.
"But she hates frogs", Taejeon snickered, stucking his tongue out as he got on his father's lap and looked straight into his eyes. "Look. I want a frog named Kookie, you buy me one and I will be nice for 1 hour. That's the deal", Taejeon said firmly, nodding to underline his statement as Jungkook blurted out in laughter.

"Quite the business man, I see", he hummed, wrapping his arms around the little one. "God I love you so much, my little one", Kook sighed as he nuzzled his face into his kid's neck.

"You love your peepee?", Taejeon asked confused. "Dad you're G R O S S."

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"Oh shit I'm drunk", Taehyung stumbled back, plopping on the nearest chair, the beer bottle still in his by now shaking hands. Jimin hurrying after him, "Dude you can't even stand-", he grumbled, wrapping his arms around the younger to keep his balance, he looked like falling off the chair every second though.

"Like Jungkookie after I fucked him", Taehyung giggled, rolling his eyes playfully. "I fucked him soooo good~"
"Mhm sure you did", Jimin sighed, taking the beer bottle away. He pressed it into some dude's hand who dropped by, "Take it and run", he snapped at the boy who indeed ran away.

"You're drunk as fuck and still all you think about is Jungkook?", he then groaned.

"Jungkook", Taehyung repeated, face going blank. "This Jungkook guy broke my heart", he pouted and sighed deeply. "But he's cute-"

"Let's go home", Jimin sighed.

"No, I wanna hook up with a sweetie~", Taehyung sang, clapping his hands before he pointed on Jimin. "With you~", he grinned cheekily.

"No one wants to hook up with you if you keep talking about your fucking Ex", Jimin hissed, "Including me."

"So you'd let me fuck you if I will stop talking about my Kookiebaby?", Taehyung wiggled his eyebrows as he pulled Jimin on his lap, holding the smaller boy by his waist.

"I'm a top", Jimin grumbled. "So it's a no from me."

"But we could make out, yeah?", Taehyung teased, sliding his hands beneath Jimin's shirt.

"Dude I've got two boyfriends, I'm not into cheating-, look for a single one for once", Jimin hummed and got off the older's lap. "But you've been there for me for days now?! Isn't it because you want me to-"

"No, Taehyung for fuck's sake, not everyone wants you for sex. You mean the world to me and I love you but right now you're seriously annoying. I'll be at the bar, hit me up when you wanna go home", and with that Jimin just walked away from Taehyung, pissed off the older's attitude when he was drunk.

Taehyung tsked and turned away, eyes shifting through the mass of people until his eyes glued to a smaller boy with the cutest, most adorable smile on his pretty face. He came second after Jungkook obviously but he was pretty adorable.
"Hey, you", he pointed on the boy who was somehow looking into his direction. "Get your cute ass over here", he chuckled.

And so did the boy, smiling widely as he approached Taehyung. "Taehyung, huh. Haven't seen you around a lot lately", he said as he put his hand on the boy's shoulder.
"Mhm", Taehyung said, sight going blurry while his hands traveled to the boy's waist. "You're Baekhyun, right?", he asked, pulling him closer as he got up as well.

"Yup, the one and only", he said as he slowly started dragging Taehyung into a corner of the room. "Since when are you out without your puppy?"

"I have a puppy?!", Taehyung asked, eyes going all big and doey. "How great! What's his name? Fuck I want to see my doggie~"

"I'm talking about Jungkook", Baekhyun sighed, leaning back against a wall as his hand wandered down into his own pockets, fiddling until he found his phone in there.
"Jungkook is a puppy?", Taehyung asked, too drunk to get what was happening.

"Yeah, he follows you around and is nothing without you", Baekhyun hummed.
"We're over~", Taehyung said, pouting sadly. "I miss Jungkookie so much.."

"Did you fuck him a lot?", Baekhyun asked interested, always leaning back when Taehyung got too close. "I personally think he's disgusting."

"He's not", Taehyung whined. "Jungoo is perfect. Can everyone just stop insulting him all the time!"

"But he's seriously dumb. Is he whiny in bed? Probably like a girl-", Baekhyun chuckled, side-eyeing Chanyeol who just stood a few meters away and watched them amused. Taehyung far too gone with his mind to even realise that Baekhyun didn't leave the music to be alone with Taehyung, he rather used it to press the record button on his phone.

"Noo", Taehyung chuckled. "Jungkook is a little whiny yeah, but his moans aren't girly", he smiled, completely in love. "He's so good in bed, but anyway that's not what I like the most about him, no no no wait what I love the most about him. He's amazing and soo unique, so pretty!!! When he smiles wow", Taehyung sighed, a big smile plastering on his lips.

Baekhyun scrunched his nose, disgusted by the whole boy love shit he had to witness.

"And!! he's so cute when he wants attention, it's adorable when he gets jealous too! He always tries to keep it lowkey but he's so obvious and it's beautiful-"

"Dude didn't you try to hook up with me? Why are you talking about your faggot of a boyfriend nonstop?", Baekhyun hissed and that's when Taehyung got a little irritated. "Faggot? Aren't you into boys too?"

"What the fuck", Baekhyun cringed as he pushed Taehyung away, now him slamming against the wall. Chanyeol came over as well, chuckling. "You fucking idiot brought our friend into a fucking hospital, did you seriously think I'd invite you here because you're cool? Fucking faggot."
Chanyeol now grabbed Taehyung by his collar as he pushed him so hard that he fell on the ground. Baekhyun stepped back, "Well I'm not from your school but I like sucking Chanyeol off so I guess I'll join in", he chuckled and kicked Taehyung against his head, which made him crash against the wall behind him.

"We recorded your bullshit, can't wait to let the whole school hear it", Chanyeol laughed, pulling the boy back up who was somehow dazing off, the punches and the alcohol clearly showing it's effect.
"Stop", a girl's voice made the boys flinch around and look up. "Fuck off for once", she yelled at them. "Taehyung did nothing wrong", with that she got on her knees as she helped Taehyung up. "Let's go", she tried to lead him outside, the boys stunned and not doing anything further when a girl was in between.

"Lyza?", Taehyung asked confused, holding onto her shoulder. "Why?", he asked. Not having the slightest clue why she would help him at all.

"Jungkook would hate me even more if he knew I didn't do shit again", she whispered as they walked along the sidewalk, leaving the party.
Both were quite drunk, stumbling several times along the way.

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"I-I'll go", Lyza said quietly after she brought Taehyung to bed and made sure he was tucked into blankets. "Help me put my clothes off they're icky", Taehyung pouted, reaching for her hand as she was about to leave.
"Please", he blinked his eyeslashes which made Lyza blush a little. "I really think I should go", she hesitated, still unsure of what to do.

Taehyung bit his lips, looking up at her, only seeing her side profile in the darkness. The only light that got into the room was from the living room, shining onto the girl.
And again, he shyly grabbed her hand and pulled her closer. "Talk to me please, please you're the only one who understands how much it hurts."

"I don't want to talk Taehyung", Lyza sighed as she sat down next to him. "I just want to never think of everything that happened again."

"Are you in love with him?", Taehyung asked quietly. "Because I really am, I can't get my mind off him for a fucking second and it hurts so bad-"

"I love him", Lyza said in a small voice. "But not anywhere close the way you feel for him, Taehyung."
The boy nodded, tears coming up, "Why can't I have him then?", his voice got all cracky, tears dripping down. "Look, Lyza, I'm so in love with him he keeps me up all night, I'd catch stars for him and bring them down to earth for him because they really look like his eyes when he gets excited", he sniffled, trying to wipe his tears away.

"Please Lyza please I swear I will be good for him and protect him and a-and I just miss him so much", he sobbed but got stopped by the girl wiping his tears away.
"You're drunk, Tae. Try to think of something else, please. We've got a child together, we're about to get married. You need to stop trying", she sighed, eyes trailing down to the floor.

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"Help me", Taehyung asked helpless. "Help me to get my thoughts off him for a while", he practically begged, tears still sparkling in his eyes.
Lyza looked at him for a while before she simply laid down besides him and wrapped her arms around him, "What's your favorite color?", she asked.

"Purple because it's the last color of the rainbow and I see rainbows when I look at Jungkook-"

"Taehyung"

"S-sorry."

"Tell me something about you that does not include Jungkook", Lyza hummed, looking up at the ceiling.

"Well. Once I saw this car which sold ice cream passing by my house. And I really wanted ice cream because it was summer so of course I ran out. I accidentally stumbled upon a baby bunny which run away from home and then I missed the ice cream car but I kept the bunny and I loved it his name was Frank and he was really funny his eyes were so big and doey an-"

He got stopped by Lyza's lips.
On his own.

Oh.

That's all he thought before he slowly started kissing her back, tasting the sweet liquor she obviously drank earlier at the party. Typical girly, rather sweet drinks than beer.

Cute.

Taehyung hesitated a bit, but kept kissing her back, pressing his tongue in demandingly after a while. They melted into each other, bodies pressed together while both zoomed out completely and forgot what the fuck they were doing right there, in the middle of the night in Taehyung's bed. Kissing like there's no tomorrow.

"Oh my god sorry", she breathed out as they pulled apart after a while, gasping for air. Their eyes met, Taehyung's mouth still slightly open. "I shouldn't have--"

This time she got stopped.
By Taehyung's lips on hers.

Wrapping his muscular arms around her as he got on top of her, kissing her rougher than before.
Lyza let out a small moan when she felt Taehyung spreading her legs, hands trailing beneath her short dress, softly caressing her inner thighs.

No one ever touched her like that.

Taehyung completely forgot about reality when he unzipped his own pants, now able to undress himself all out of a sudden. His hand pushing down his pants and boxers at once, revealing his huge ass dick which made Lyza gasp quietly. "Oh", she whispered, only used to Jungkook's. Which wasn't small either!!! But nothing against Taehyung.

"Mhm", Taehyung grinned, pulling her panties down now as well, fingers reaching for her middle.

The boy however quickly grabbed into the drawer of his nightstand with his free hand, looking for a condom.
His by now hard boner carefully holding on distance to her as he pushed the condom on.

"I thought gays don't use condoms-", Lyza let out shyly, obviously surprised by Taehyung's condom selection in his drawer.

"I'm not even gay. Not straight either", Taehyung said quielty, leaning down to place a sweet kiss on her lips. "Still figuring it out", he hummed as they melted back into kissing. Taehyung brought himself into the right position before he pulled back once again. "Are you sure? I want consent-", he asked in a small voice, not wanting to pressure the girl into anything.

"Fuck yes", Lyza let out. "Fuck me up Kim Taehyung", she chuckled, still a little tipsy.

"You sound like your fiancee in bed" Taehyung teased, as he slowly pressed his dick all the way in. "Only you could know", she chuckled and so did Taehyung.
Then her eyes fell shut when she felt completely filled with the boy's cock. Taehyung leaned down, sucking on her neck softly as he started moving, accompanied by deep moans that sent the girl straight to heaven.

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6:37am.

The doorbell rang seven times, hurried and so fucking loud that it made Taehyung sit up in bed. His head hurt like shit and when his eyes glanced to his sides and he saw a naked girl next to him---, "Fuck", he let out, not remembering shit from last night. It was like he completely blacked out.

But this girl right there was his best friend's girlfriend aka fiancee.

"Oh my god", he said, feeling so confused. Did they had sex? Probably. Why? Alcohol.

The doorbell rang again and Taehyung got up with a groan, he quickly put his boxers on and then rushed towards the front door, opening it with a pissed off face.
"It's like 6 in the morning what the f--"

Jungkook stood there, sobbing like crazy, tears falling off his cheeks in waterfalls, hands shaking. "Tae", he let out. "Tae Lyza didn't come home last night and she's not answering her phone and I have no one to ask for help but what if something happened to her can you drop me off at the police station she never didn't come home without texting me and I'm sorry I came here I know you hate me now and I fucked everything up but please I have no one and I need help what if something bad happend to her I looked for her all night but I didn't find her and--"

"Taehyung seriously this was a mistake we shouldn't have--", Lyza walked out of the bedroom, fully dressed with her bag in her hands which dropped to the floor the minute she saw Jungkook standing there in tears.

"Jungkook-", Taehyung tried, reaching for his hands but he stepped back, "Oh", he let out in a small voice. "S-sorry", he said, tears falling now even faster. "I-I didn't want to interrupt anything", he said and looked away when he finally realised the hickeys on both of their necks, turning his stomach upsides down.

"Kook-", Lyza said as well, face blank as she hurried over to them.

"No", Jungkook hurried to say, "No I don't want to know it will hurt", he sniffled, hiding his face. "Are you coming? Can we go home now?", he asked in a small voice.

"Ggukie", Taehyung reached for him again, tears falling, "Oh god I can explain this didn't mean anything-"
"It's fine Tae", Jungkook yelled under tears, almost choking on his own sobs. "You're single and I have no right to say shit", he cried out, heart shattering into a million pieces with every time he looked at his neck.

Lyza looked at both boys who were crying so hard and gulped dryly.

"Can we just go now, Lyza", he sobbed, looking at her with sparkly eyes. "Please Lyza it hurts please let's go", he begged, avoiding Taehyung's eyes from now on because it just made him cry harder to see his swollen lips, his bare chest and those huge hickeys.

"Yes, Yes sure", she hurried to say and walked out, not giving Taehyung another glance.
"Kook, I'm so sorry-"

"No don't please don't talk about it", Jungkook cried, almost running along the sidewalk so he could reach home and hide away for the rest of the day. 
"Jungkook we were drunk!"

"And it's fine, as I said", he covered his ears and speeded up even more, almost running away from her.
"It's not fine, you're crying Kook, it was a mistake I swear it won't ever happen again!!"

"What do you expect me to? Do you want me to laugh?", he sniffled as he opened the door of their small apartment. "You slept with the boy I loved all my life what do you fucking expect I'm really trying to keep my shit together right now because I fucking deserve it after all but please just let me cry!"

Lyza nodded quickly, "Yes yes oh god I'm sorry, you can cry I just want you to know I'm sorry and I regret it and oh god Kookie I'm so sorry"

"I really hope it was worth it, Lyza. Unlike you I never cheated without having actual feelings for this person. You already did it twice now", he let out.

"Maybe I just want to feel loved for once as well?", Lyza asked in a small voice. "I've always been with you, I never felt how it is with someone who actually is into me-"

"Taehyung isn't into you, Lyza I don't know from which universe you're from but as far as I know he's in love with me. Just don't take that away from me as well, it's all that kept me alive at times. Take away my kid, take away my freedom, take away my freedom but please, Lyza I beg you, don't take Taehyung's love for me away", he walked away from her, rushing towards the sofa.

"Jungkook", Lyza let out weakly. "Jungkook please just let's talk this through this shit didn't mean anything we were drunk and sad and-"

"No", Jungkook yelled out. "Does anything ever mean something to you, Lyza?"

"Yes", Lyza cried out, tears falling as well. "But Taehyung doesn't!"

"God that only makes it worse", Jungkook whispered, shaking his head. "I know I'm shit as well but I could never cheat randomly on you."

"Daddy", a babie voice appeared from their feet. They didn't even realise that Taejeon randomly walked in, but Jungkook could feel the small boy grabbing his hand. "C-can we go and have donuts outside?", he asked with doey, teary eyes as he avoided to look at his mother.

The kid heard it all.
"And can I stay at Hobi's house then?", he added quietly. "Daddy please I'm scared I don't want to be here everybody always yells and is very mad Daddy can we go?"

Jungkook nodded, breaking into tears all over again when he grabbed the kid and just left the apartment without looking at the girl another time.

"Will you stay there with me?", Taejeon sniffled as he kissed his father's cheek.

"No, Hobi doesn't want me there.."

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