Vyom is back to mussorie he was sitting in his cabin and working ....... Rajan was coming worried and entered inside his cabin vyom was working on his laptop ...... Rajan came and cupped his cheeks and says .......

Rajan : vyom .........

Vyom : dad !....... Kya hua dad ?....... Aap ......
        (What happened dad? ....... you ......)

Rajan : tum kal kaha thi tum ....... Khanna ne bola ki kal tum bohot stressed thi aur achanak se kahi chali gayi ......... Kisiko kuch nahi bataya ......... Pata hai ghar main sab kitna pareshan thi ........
                       (Where u have been yesterday ............Khanna said that yesterday you were so stressed and suddenly went .........Didn't tell anyone anything ......... did u know how everyone was disturbed in the house ........ )

Vyom : am sorry dad but .......

Rajan : kya hua sab thik toh haina ........ Vyom doesn't know what to say ........ Rajan says ...... Kya koi badi baat hai ...........
            (What happened? ..... Is Everything fine ........ Vyom Dosen't know what to say ........ Rajan says ......... Is there any big problem ....... )

Vyom : nahi dad ......... Baat badi nahi hai ...... Par ....... (No Dad ......... the matter is not so big ...... but ...... ) .......... Vyom tells everything that happens yesterday ....... Rajan looks at vyom with an unbelievable reaction ....... Vyom asks ..... Kya hua dad ?....... Aap aise kyu dekh rahi hai ......... Kya aapko lagta hai ki main itni choti choti baaton pe overreact kar raha hoon ...... Vyom looks at Rajan with a unsure face ........ Par aap jaanti haina main Sharanya ki safety pe koi chance nahi le sakta na dad ......... He said in a weak tone ........
            (What happened, Dad? ....... Why are you looking at me like this .........Do you think I am over reacting on such small things .......But you know right dad , I can't take any chance on safety of sharanya ......)

Rajan : agar tumhe Sharanya ki safety pe itna pareshani hai toh tum waha Sharanya ke saath reh sakti ho na ....... Yaha main sab handle kar lunga ........
            (If you r so much worried about her safety ........ then you can be with her ......... i'll handle everything here .......)

Vyom : nahi dad .........
            (No dad .............)

Rajan : par kyu ?.........( But why) Vyom looks down didn't say anything ........ Bolo vyom ........ Sharanya ke saath rehne mein kya problem kya hai tumhe ?........
            (Tell me Vyom ........ what's ur problem to be with her ?............)

Vyom : looks up slowly and says ........ Agar main Sharanya ke saath hota toh main ...... Main apni feelings ko kafi din chupa nahi paunga dad ........ He says in a weak tone ........ agar sharanya ko meri pyaar ka pata chal gaya toh main apni pyaar ke saath saath apni dost ko bhi .........
        
             (If I were with her , then I wouldn't be able to hide my feelings for a long time ...... Dad.... He says in a weak tone ........ If Sharanya comes to know about my love, then along with my love, i'll loose my friend ......... )
                  
          He couldn't finish his words ....... main apni pyaar ko apni dosti pe bhari nahi padne dunga dad .........
            ( I will not let my love outweigh my friendship Dad ......... )

            Rajan looks at vyom worriedly then turned ........ vyom asks ..... Kya dad ?...... Aap pareshan kyu .......

              (What happen dad? ... Why you so anxious ......)

Rajan : vyom ........ Cupped his cheeks and says ........ Mera bacha ......... Kya main tumse ek baat bolu ?...... Vyom nods ......... Tumhari pyaar Sharanya keliye galat nahi hai ......... Tumhari fikr uskeliye galat nahi hai ........ Maine tumhari pyar ko hamesha support kiya hai ...... Par ........ mujhe iss baat se dar hai ki ....... Tumhari pyaar uskeliye badta hi ja ra hai .......... tera pyaar teri junoon hai ....... aur uss junoon ki kudrat hum sab jaante hai ........ Kabhi na kabhi tum sharanya ko apni pyaar ka confess karogi ........ Par uske baad kya Sharanya tumhari pyaar ko samjhegi ........ Acha samajhna toh dur ........ Uske baad Kya woh tumhari saath kam se kam dost bankar toh rahegi ......... agar woh tumse dur chali gayi toh ...... Vyom is looking at Rajan with moist eyes ........ He knows what Rajan meant .........
              (My boy ......... Can I tell you one thing? ...... Vyom Nods ......... Your love isn't wrong for sharanya ........ Nor ur care for her ........ I have always supported your love ...... .. but I am afraid that .......... Your love continues to grow for her everytime ........ Your love is your passion and we all know the nature of ur passion ....... Sometimes you will confess your love to her ...... but after that, will sharanya understand your love .......It is far from understanding ........ After that, will she remain friends with you at least ......... If she walks away from you then ...... )

Vyom : chod dunga dad ........ Rajan looks vyom shockingly ........ Jeena chod dunga ...... Uski bigar meri zindagi main hai kya jis keliye main jiyu ......... Dad main nahi janti ki agar meri pyaar ke baare mein usko pata chalega toh woh kya karegi ....... main nahi jaanti woh meri pyaar ko kabhi samjegi ya nahi ...... par ..... Par main usse kabhi dur nahi reh sakta dad .......... Pagal ho jaunga uske bina ........ woh chahe jitna bhi dard de ...... taklif de ...... Kabhi na samjhe mujhe ........ Mujhe farak nahi padta ......... Uski zindagi ka chota sa hissa banke uski saaya bankar uske saath apni zindagi kushi se jee lunga .........
             (I will give up dad ........ I will give up my life .......... Rajan Looks Vyom shockingly .......... Without her , what is in my life for which I live ......... I don't know what she would do if she knew about my love ....... I do not know whether she'll ever love me or not ........... but I can never stay away from her ....... i'll go crazy without her ........ No matter how much pain she gives ...... and never understands me ...... I don't mind ......... By becoming a small part of her life, I will live my life happily ....... with her like her shadow ......)

Rajan : dekho vyom ...... Agar Sharanya ne tumse dur chali gayi ....... Tab kya tum khud ko sambhal paoge ......... Hum sab tumhe aise haal mein nahi dek sakte vyom ........ woh tumhari ek call na uthane se hi tum itna pareshan ho jati ho ....... Agar woh tumse dur chali gayi tab kya karogi ....... ek baar socho vyom ........ Vyom looks down and says ........ Kash aise koi din meri zindagi mein na aaye .......... But I'll do something for u dad ..... He says smilingly ....... Rajan left ........
          (Look Vyom ...... if sharanya gone away from you.......... will you able handle yourself ...... we can't see you in such state vyom ........You become so anxious just because she doesn't take ur call ....... what will you do if she walks away from you .......
Think once vyom ........ Vyom looks down and says ..... I wish no such day came in my life ........... But ill do something for u dad ......... He says smilingly ........ Rajan left ......... )

Next day morning vyom was getting ready in his room he got a call it was Khanna ........ He says something to him ..... In return vyom says .....

Vyom : main ja rahi hoon ...... Saying that he cut the call ......... and went to office ........ Rajan came inside to his cabin and asks ......
                (I'm going)

Rajan : vyom Khanna ne bola ki tu ne agla project keliye chennai jaane keliye haan kehdiya hai .........
            (Vyom Khanna said that you have agreed to go to Chennai for the next project .........)

Vyom : haan dad .......... Looking down working down on his laptop ........ Rajan notice that vyom is not excited or happy ........
              (Yes dad ............)

Rajan : kya hua vyom ?......... Tum chennai ja rahi ho par ....... tum kush nahi kya ?.........
               (What happened Vyom? ......... you are going to Chennai but ....... aren't u happy? .........)

Vyom : looks at Rajan and says ........ Jab bhi main usse milne chata tha uske saath ache se time spent karne keliye gaya tha ...... Dil ko sukoon milta tha ..... Par iss bar ....... Iss baar main aapne aapko jaane keliye ja raha hoon dad ......... aapne thik kaha ...... Main bhi jaana chata hoon ...... Ki ....... kya main usse dur reh paunga ya nahi ......... Mujhe pata hai main nahi reh paunga ......... Phir bhi ........ ek chota sa koshish toh karke dekhu ........ Rajan looks at vyom with fearful eyes and says .........
             (Whenever i went to met her just to spent some quality time with her ......
This heart feels so peace with her ........This time I'm going to find myself Dad ....... You are right ...... I also want to know that ....... will I be able to stay away from her or not ........... I know i'll not be able to ......... But still ........ Let me try atleast ........ Rajan looks at vyom with fearful eyes and says .........) the

Rajan : are u sure vyo ........

Vyom : I'm sure dad ........... He said immediately with a small smile .......

Rajan : thik hai ....... Tum apna khayal rakhna ........ Vyom nods like yes ........ Then Rajan left ........
        ( Ok ....... take care of yourself ........)

Vyom was thinking suddenly he got a call he got a big smile on his face suddenly he remember Rajan words ......... His smile got small .......... Finally manage to attend the call ........ vyom says ........

Vyom : Sharanya ...........

Sharanya : vyom .......... In a low tone ........

Vyom : kya hua Sharanya ?.......... Tumhari aawaz kuch thik nahi lagra hai ........ He asked in a worried tone ......... But Sharanya didn't say anything ......... bolo na Sharanya kya hua ?......... he asked in a soft tone
          (What happened sharanya ? ....... Your voice doesn't sound good ...... Tell me ........ What happen ..........! He asked in a soft tone .......)

Sharanya : kuch nahi .......... Subah se kuch thik nahi lagra hai ........ Pata nahi kya karu ?...... Kisse baat karu ?.......... Isiliye tumhe call kiya ........ Socha thoda acha feel hoga .......... pehle tum yeh batao ....... Tum free ho ya kaam meh ho ?........
           (Nothing ....... Nothing seems good since morning ........ Don't know what to do? ....Whom should I talk to? That's why I called you ........ Thought i would feel good ....... first you tell me ....... are u free or in work ..........)

Vyom : ye kya hai ?......... Tum permission kis liye maang rahi ho .......... Main kabhi itna busy nahi hoon ki ....... Tumse baatein na kar saku .........
          (What's this? ...... what are you asking for permission ......... I am never so busy ...... that I can't talk to you ......)

Sharanya : acha baba I'm sorry ......... Main bas aise hi poocha tha ....... Waise subah se kuch thik nahi lagra hai ..........
         (Acha Baba I'm Sorry ... I just asked u ........ by the way I'm not feeling good since morning ............)

Vyom : mujhe bhi subah se kuch thik nahi lagra hai .......... Main bhi tumse baat karna chata tha .........
              (Even I haven't feeling good since morning .... I also wanted to talk to you .........)

Sharanya : acha !........ Sach mein !........ Isse kehte hai telepathy .........
            (Is it! ........ Really! ........ This is what Telepathy .........)

Vyom : telepathy !?......... Confusingly .......

Sharanya : haan ........ Jab do log ek jaise feel kare ........ Ek jaise soche .......... Unki dil ka jo connection hai woh bohot strong hota hai .........
               (Yes ........ when two people feel alike ........ think alike ...... The connection of their heart is very strong ......)

Vyom : acha !.......... he says Surprisingly ........ sach mein Hum dono dil ki connection itni strong hai kya ?.........
             (Really! .......... he says Surprisingly ...... Is the connection of our heart is really strong ?.....)

Sharanya : aur nahi toh kya !.....,... Tumhi batao ........ Subah se main thik nahi thi ....... Mujhe tumhari yaad aayi ........ aur tum bhi thik nahi ......... tumhe meri yaad aayi ........ Ab batao isse dil ki connection nahi toh kya kahogi ........ vyom's worry flied away ...... He's having a face full of smile ............ Vyom says .......
           (What else it can be ! ........ tell me ........ I was not well since morning ....... I missed you ........ and you are also not well ......... and you missed me ........Now tell me, what will you say it if it's not a heart to heart connection .......)

Vyom : haan ....... hai ......... (Yes it is) Smilingly ....... (In mind) kaise meri har bechaini ka chain tumse milti hai Sharanya ......... Then he says ........ Acha main kal chennai aa raha hoon .......
           (How My Every restless gets peace in u Sharanya ......... hey Says ........ I am coming to Chennai tomorrow .......)

Sharanya : acha ........ Happily
(Really ............)

Vyom : haan ........ Smilingly ........
(Yes ............)

Sharanya : acha ......... jaldi aajana hum saath me bohot time spend karengi ........ she said excitedly ........ Vyom thinks .......
              (Okay......... come soon we will spend a lot of time together ........ She said excitedly ...........)

Vyom : ye kya kar rahi ho vyom ........ Tumhe Sharanya se dur rehna hai ....... Par tum usse milne mein hi itni kush ho rahi ho ......... Thinks closing his eyes ......... Hearing Sharanya's voice he opens his eyes ........
           (What you doing Vyom ........ you have to stay away from her....... but you are  getting so happy on the thought meeting her itself .........)

Sharanya : acha vyom hum kal milte hai ........ Vyom says haan and both of them cut the call ......... Vyom thinks about what gonna happen ........
                 (Okay Vyom ......... Let's meet tomorrow ........ Vyom Say Yes and both of them cut the call ......... Vyom Thinks about what Gonna Happen ........)

Next day :

Vyom arrived chennai he was calling her since landed but she didn't take the call on the way he thought to give her a small gift so he told the driver to drive shopping mall while he was walking on the corridor ........ While crossing a person he saw that the person is scolding someone vyom listens that shout turned to see he can't see the other person that person was silently sobbing .......he was facing that person's back ........ Don't know why but his heart isn't allowing him to move from that place ....... He tries to look at the other person ....... He moves a bit and saw that person having eyes full of tears ........ vyom's phone fell from his hand in shock ........ He just standing there like statue ........ every drop of tear of that person breaks his heart into pieces ........ all he manage to say is SHARANYA ............. that sounds like a mere whisper ........... yes it was Sharanya ......... and the person scolding her is none other than her father ......... Actually while purchasing a vase got broke on the shop mistakenly by Sharanya that made her father so annoyed so he shouts at her on the same place so badly ....... Sharanya being a naive girl couldn't take the humiliation she started to cry ....... Sawing her cry her father scold her even more ........ She's taking all that scold silently ....... Couldn't bear her cry anymore vyom shouts ........

( Guys other than Sharanya no family member or friends of Sharanya doesn't know hindi ....... So their conversation will be on English only but I'll write both Hindi and English ......)

Vyom : bas ......... (Enough) ........ His voice sounds like a roar ........ Sharanya's father turned to see a person is standing but ........ Sharanya is having all shock on her face ...... She just looking at vyom with shock and tear filled eyes .......... Vyom looks at her state he's boiling in anger .......... Then he speaks ....... Ye aap kya kar rahi ho ........ Aisa kya guna kar diya usne aap uss par aise chilla rahi ho ....... Aapko uski aasu dikhayi nahi de raha hai kya ....... haan ......... aap uska baap hai iska matlab ye thodi hai ki uske saath aise behave karenge ........
                (What are you doing ........What did she've done that You are shouting at her like this .......can't u see her tears ...... haan ...... you can be her father, it it doesn't meant that u'll behave with her like this ........)

Sharanya's father : tum kaun ho ?.........
(Who r u ..........)

Vyom : ab baat meri nahi ......... Uski aasu ki hai ........ He was about hold the collar ....... Sharanya came in between and says .......
           (Now it's not about me ............. It's about her tears .......)

Sharanya : ruko ......... (Stop) .......... vyom just looking at her ...... Sharanya nods like no ........ She turned to her father and says ........ Aap jaiye main abhi aayi ......... (U go I'll be coming ) ......... Sharanya's father left giving a look to vyom ......... Here vyom was furming in anger ...... Sharanya turned to see vyom ....... With red wet eyes ......... His heart feel the pain in her eyes .........

Vyom : ye kya hai Sharanya ..........
(What's this Sharanya .........)

Sharanya : tum ne ye kya kiya ?......... Tum un par haath kaise uthayi ........ Tum janti ho wo meri papa hai phir bhi ........
           (What u have done ? ......... How did you raise your hands on my father ........ You know that he's my father still ........)

Vyom : haan !.......... Phir bhi !.......... Kyunki woh tumhe hurt kar raha tha .......... Kaise daat rahi thi tumse ......... Unhone dekha tum kaise ro rahi thi ........ Tumhari halat dekhar bhi unhone chup nahi hua .......... Tumhe aise kaise dekhu main ........ He literally shouting on anger ....... Tumhari aansu ki wajah jo koi bhi hai usk keemat unhe chuka na hi hoga ..........
           (Yes! .......... still! ....... Because he was hurting you ....... how was he scolding you ......... he saw how you were crying ........ Still He didn't shut up even after seeing your condition ...... How can I see you like this ........ Whoever is the reason for your tears, they have to pay for it ........)

Sharanya : vyom .......... Bhulna mat tum meri papa ki baare mein baat kar rahi ho ....... aur tumhe itna react karne ki zaroorat nahi .......... Ek baat bolu !........ Ye koi nayi baat nahi ....... Roz hota rehta hai ........ Isiliye kuch bhi bolne se pehle soch lena ..........
                  (don't forget vyom that you're talking about my father .....And you don't need to react so much ... should i tell you one thing !........This is not something new .......... it keep happening everyday ...... so think before you say anything....)

Vyom : vyom was looking at her with confused shocking look ........ he asks her ........ Roz hota rehta hai matlab ....... In an unsure tone ..........
            (It happens every day means ......)

Sharanya : uhh ..... W... Woh sab chodo ...... Tum dobara unse aise behave nahi karogi na ........ vyom didn't say anything keep looking at her ........ She says ...... bolo vyom
                  (Leave that ...... you wont do like this again ok ......)

Vyom : nahi Sharanya ....... Tum chati ho ki ye sab dekhne ke baad bhi main chup chaap dekhti raho ........... Bilkul nahi ........ Uss insaan ko toh main chodungi nahi ....... He said angry tone .......
                 (No sharanya ....... If you say that even after seeing all this, I keep watching silent chaps ........ Not at all ........ i'll not leave him .......)

Sharanya : vyom ......... mujhe meri parivaar logon se zyada important aur koi nahi ........ Isiliye tum .......... hamari parivaar ke beech mat aana ....... tumhareliye yahi thik hoga ........ Apni had mein rehna ........... While saying that a drop of tear fell on her cheeks ........ She went from their immediately .........
                (See , No one else is more important than my family......... So you ....... better u don't interfere in our family things ....... it'll be fine for you ....... stay in your limits ........)

Vyom : he just standing there like a statue ........ her tear filled face coming into his eyes again nd again ........ He thinks How she's being treated by her own family ......... but she never tell him about all these ......... He get into his car driver droves to guest house ......... All the way her words were ring on his mind ........ Once he reached guest house he got down went to hall and start to break things ......... Hearing loud sound Rajan came and saw that it was vyom ........ He was very angry ......... Rajan tries to stop him but he can't ...... Rajan saw that vyom is getting out of control ......... literally he's smashing everything ........ Somehow Rajan manage to hold vyom by his shoulder ....... He saw that his eyes were red , hair was messy , his breathe was heavy ........ He just tightly hugged vyom to make him calm down ....... vyom just closed his eyes ....... Then Rajan made vyom sat on sofa ..... And says ........

Rajan : vyom ......... Kya hua sab thik toh haina ......... He asked worriedly .......
                (What happen is everything okay ?..........)

Vyom : kuch thik nahi hai dad .......... He said in a angry tone ........
               (Nothing's okay dad .......)

Rajan : hua kya hai vyom .......... Saaf saaf batao na .........
                (What happened Vyom .............. Tell me clearly ............)

Vyom : uske saath kuch thik nahi ho raha hai dad ........... Pata hai ......... Jin logon ko beech woh rehti hai ........ jisse woh apna samajh thi hai ....... Sabse zyada fikar karti hai ......... unko uski feelings aur uski izzat ki baare mein Zara sa bhi fikr nahi hai ....... Usko pyaar kya kam se kam izzat bhi mil rahi hai dad ......... aaj tak ...... Aaj tak ...... usne mujhse ye baat chupaye ......... Apne andhar kitna dard dhabake rakha hoga usne ........ Mere hote huyi bhi ........... Usko itna dard sehna pada ......... Toh vyombedi kisliye zinda hai dad ......... he asks with tone full of pain and agony ....... Mujhe ...... Mujhe apne aap par gussa aa raha hai dad ...... Kaise mujhe ye sab pehle hi pata nahi chala ........ kaise Uske saath ye sb hone diya ....... Saying that he break one more flower pot ....... aapko pata haina dad woh kitni masoom hai ....... Agar koi galti se bhi uchi aawaz se chillayi toh woh gabra jati hai ........ Aisi ladki ko woh log bohot buri tarah se treat kar rahi hai dad .......... Ye sab dekhar bhi kuch nahi kar payi ......... woh bhi Sharanya ki wajah se ........ He said in a defeated tone ........ Usne mujhe rokh liya dad ........ Par dobara koi bhi uske saath aisa karne ka koshish bhi ki toh ....... Main chup nahi rahunga dad ......... Sharanya keliye bhi nahi ........ Kal aapne mujhse poocha na dad ...... Ki agar sharanya mujhse dur chaligayi toh kya karunga ........ nahi dad ........ Jitna vyom keliye Sharanya zaroorat hai utna Sharanya ko bhi vyom ki bhi zaroorat hai dad ....... chahe kuch bhi hojaye ....... woh jitna bhi koshish Karle ....... main usse dur nahi jaunga ....... aur na usse jaane dunga ....... Duniya ka saara pyaar main usse dunga .......... Woh chahe ya na chahe ........ Main uski zindagi ko pyaar aur kushi se aise bharunga aur uski koi bhi dard ya taklif ko pehle vyombedi ko hokar guzarna padega ....... uski saara gham mein lunga ........ Vyombedi ka saari deewangi Sharanya tha ........ Sharanya hai ....... Aur sirf sharanya hi rahegi ......... He was so firm in his decision ......... His eyes and words hold such intensity that ....... Rajan looking at vyom with shocking face ...... And he remembers once doctor said that ........ Vyom keliye ye ladki bohot zaroori hai ........ that word hitted his heart ........ Rajan says
               
                (Nothing is going right with her Dad ....... U know !...... the people she lives with ......... The people whom she consider as her own ......... PPL Who she care the most .... They doesn't even care a bit about her feelings and her dignity ........ Love, at least she is not getting any respect from her family Dad ...... till today ...... till today ...... she hid this thing from me
How much pain she must have kept up inside herself ....... Despite I am there with her ....... still she had to endure so much pain ....... So for what Vyombedi is alive, dad ....... I ...... I'm getting angry on myself Dad ...... how i didn't get to know all this before ............. Saying that he broke a flower pot ........ You know right how innocent she is ....... If someone accidentally shouts in a loud voice, she got scared ........ They treating such girl very badly Dad.... after witnessing all this, I couldn't do anything ...... that too Because of her ........ She stopped me ........... But again if someone tried treat her like this ... i'll not shut up Dad ...... not even for her ....... Yesterday you ask me, ........ what will I do if Sharanya goes away from me ...... .. No Dad ...... .. how much as Sharanya is necessary for Vyom, as much as Sharanya also needs Vyom, Dad ...... No matter what happens ....... How much she tries ....... I will not get away from her ....... nor I'll let her go ...... I'll give all the love of the world to her...... ..whether she want or not .......... I will fill her life with love and happiness like anything ........ and any pain or discomfort of her will have to pass through vyombedi first .......... I'll take away all her sorrow ........ Vyombedi's sheer madness is sharanya only and she will only remain ................)

Rajan : tumhe jo karna hai karo ....... Tera baap tera saath rahega ........ Mujhe pata hai tumhari pyaar Kitna sacha hai ....... I promise you vyom ........ tumhari pyaar ko tumse koi nahi Chen sakta ........ Saying that he cupped his cheeks ........ And wiped that lone tear and went ........
              (Do what you have to ....... Your dad will be with you ........ I know how true your love is ....... I promise u vyom ........ Nobody can take away your love from you ........)

Here , vyom went to his room sat on the bed and remember how she talked with him ...... a smile crept on his face ......... He thinks

Vyom : Tumhari baatein mujhe zara sa bhi dard nahi diya hai Sharanya ....... Tum kuch keh rahi thi ....... Par tumhari aakhein kuch aur keh rahi thi ......... maine tumhari aakho mein dekha ........ tum sirf mujhe chup karane keliye woh sab bol rahi thi ........ Bhool gayi kya main tumhe khud se zyada janta hoon .......... saying that he let out a chuckle .......... Kal sab thik ho jayega ........
                    (Your words doesn't affect me sharanya ............ You were telling something ....... but your eyes were telling something else .........)

Here Sharanya was sitting on her bed crying hugging her knees ........

Sharanya : am sorry vyom ........ Mujhe tumse aisi baat nahi karni chayiye thi ........ Par ..... Par mere paas aur koi option bhi nahi thi ......... Am sorry vyom ......... The night left with so many emotions .........
                      (Im sorry vyom I'm not supposed to talk to u like that ........ but... I had no other option ......)