Part- 4 Fear
After breakfast , both of them get in to the car and went...... Meanwhile in car they were discussing about where should go next........ Then Sharanya said excitedly.........
Sharanya : vyom....... Kyu na hum mandir chale....... Asked excitedly
( Why don't we go to temple)
Vyom just look at her and says nothing......
Sharanya : mujhe pata hai tum bhagwan ko nahi manti........par Meri tasalli keliye toh aa sakti ho na......
( I know you don't believe in all this........ But can't u came for my satisfaction)
And vyom can't deny her wish....... So that he said ok and went to temple.......
They entered inside temple walking towards then suddenly Sharanya stopped vyom by holding his hands...... He looks at her and asks......... Kya?....... (What)
Sharanya : vyom..... Mein tum eh ache se jaanti hoon.......... Tum eh bhagwan pe vishwaas nahi yai........ Par meri mano...... Agar tum sachi dil se bhagwan se kuch bhi maangoge na........ toh bhagwan tumeh zaroor dengi....... Her words had an effect on him...... And je just smilingly nodes and they went inside.......
(Vyom...... I know u verywell ...... U don't believe in god ......... But trust my words ........... If u ask anything with a true heart .......... God will definitely give u)
Both were standing infront of God Sharanya hold both her hands in praying symbol closing her eyes....... She was praying so deeply but vyom was looking at god for longtime then look at her then he also hold his hands looks at her then closed his eyes pray in his mind.......
Vyom : Abhi.... Shranya ne kaha...... Jo bhi aapse sache dil se kuch maanga jata hai toh app zaroor dete hai......... Agar aisa hai........ Toh Sharanya ko uski dar se bhar nikaliye...... Usse kushi dejiiye......... Main nahi chaati ki wo apni zindagi koi bhi dar se aur dard se jiye......... Kya Aap uski saari dard aur sari gham mujhe de sakte hai (he literally asked in a chidish tone) Wo mere liye ek saza hai ........ ki ap tak main kuch nahi kar para hoon........ Aap sab thik kar sakti hai ?.......
Sharanya told me that ........ If i wish with a true heart U'll give everything what we ask ........ If it is so ........ Then please help Sharanya to came out of her scare....... Keep her happy ......... I can't see her suffering from any pain and scare ......... What if u give all her pain and suffering to me (he literally asks in a childish tone) it feels like a punishment to me that i can't do anything for her ........ Can u please make it all well?...........
Sharanya opened her eyes looks at vyom...... He is praying sincerely with closed eyes and joined hands it was not less than a shocking surprise to shranya witness this version of vyom...... Same time she's so happy...... Then vyom also opened his eyes and notice how Sharanya is looking at him and they heard bell sound both of them came to normal......... And returned to their car....... Drove to next destination....... Meanwhile in car......
Sharanya: lagta hai kuch bada maanga hai bhagwan se.......said looks at him
Vyom didn't said anything just smile..
Vyom : aage kaha jaana hai?.......... Questioned her......... (Where next)
Sharanya : mera ek favourite jaga hai....... Waha chale?........ She asked........
( I have a favourite place .......... Shall we go there)
Vyom nodes and says......... Jaise aap kahe.....
( As ur wish )
Then they went to a park...... It was so big so beautiful, greenery everywhere trees were closing the places beautifully...... People were walking , couples were sitting on the benches , kids were playing .......... over all there's a calm feel..... They sat on a bench Sharanya was sitting straightly and vyom sit facing towards Sharanya keeping his hand around her on the bench...... Vyom saw there so many couples are sitting and imagining themselves as couple and blushing himself............ Then looks at Sharanya and thinks she might feel not comfortable being among couples and asks......
Vyom : Sharanya tum thik ho..... Kya hum kahi aur ja sakte hai....... He asks her unsurely
(Sharanya are u ok?........ Shall we go somewhere else)
Sharanya : kya hua vyom?....... (What happened vyom)
Vyom : nahi Sharanya....... aas paas dekho bohot sari couples hai tumeh acha nahi lagega na isliye.........
(No it's........ Look at ur side so many couples are there...... U won't feel good...... That's why)
Sharanya : vyom baat kuch aisi hai ki..... mujhe pyaar se nafrat nahi........ bas dar hai aur....... woh bhi isliye kyuki ......... Aaj kal ki logon ka pyaar dekar mujhe pyaar se hi dar lagne lagti hai ......... Log kuch bhi karke........ usko pyaar ka naam dedete hai........ Pyaar ka matlab hi badal diya hai......... Aur main..... old school ladki......... aaj kal ki aisi pyaar mein fasna nahi chaati .......... Mere liye pyaar ka matlab hi kuch aur hai ........ Aur main in sab logon se ye sab bataungi na........ toh log mujhe alien jaisa dekhne lagenge .................. Said Smilingly.......
Ek aur important reason bhi hai ........... all the time vyom was listening into her sincerely.....
(Vyom actually it's not like that....... i hate love ....... I'm just scared of love ....... And that's also bcoz of today's people and their love made me scared of falling in love ......... People do anything and name it as love....... They changed actual meaning of love......... And here me...... Old school girl...... I don't want to get trapped in all these ........ Love means more to me ....... If i start to tell all these people start looking at me like a alien....... Said Smilingly......
And I've one more reason....... All the time vyom was listening to her sincerely...........)
Vyom : aur woh tumhariliye pyaar ka matlab kya hai ....... He asked in intention to know her....
( And what is love mean to u)......... He asked in intention to know her
Sharanya : vyom ......... Pyaar toh bas apne aap ek khoobsurat ehsaas hai ........... Jis ehsaas ke bina ham jeeye na payenge ......... Bohot gehra aur gahan hoti hai....... koi wajah nahi chayiye unhe pyaar karnekeliye....... Aur pyaar mein physical attraction ki koi jagah hi nahi hoti.......... din bar din badta jaata hai ....... Chahakar bhi khud ko nahi rok pate ........ Hamari khushi unki se depend karti rahenge ........ Khud se jyada chane lagenge hum ......... aise boht zyada hai vyom ........... ye sab define karne keliye puri zindagi bhi kafi nahi hai ........... Par tum samajh rahi ho na main kya kehna chahta hoon....... Ek aur zaroori baat ....... Mujhe pyaar bohot pasand hai........
(Vyom ............ Love itself is a beautiful feeling ........... We can't live without that feel....... It's very deep and intense.......... We don't need any reason to love them....... There's no place for any physical attraction........ It will increase day by day....... U can't stop urself from loving them........ Our happiness depends upon them ............ We need them more than ourselves....... Lot more there like this....... Whole life isn't enough to explain all this.....but u understand right what I'm saying...........)
While she's expressing about her thoughts about love ......... Vyom was listening to her each word carefully ....... And her every words having a deep effect on him ............ Sharanya loos at him....... and he was keep looking at her only ............ Sharanya snapped her fingers infront of him........ vyom to come back his senses ....... And asks......
Vyom : toh..... tumhari dar ki wajah yahi hai ...... He asks her to confirm......... And Sharanya nods and says yes..... A small smile crept on his face...... Aur woh..... dusri zaroori wajah...... Woh kya hai...... He asks...... (And what's second important reason........he asks)
Suddenly Sharanya face turned into serious ....... But immediately she changed it into normal one and says......
Sharanya : tum janti ho na vyom ........ Meri parents bohot strict hai .......... Unko ye love aur love marriage bilkul pasand nahi hai...... Nafrat karte hai in sab cheez ho se ....... Aur main aisa kisi se pyaar karunga toh unko bohot dard honge ........ Aur main unko kabhi dard main nahi dek sakthi ....... Isliye mein aapne aapse kehdiya ki mein kisi se bhi pyaar nahi karungi........ Meri toh bas....... ek choti si duniya hai ........ Uss duniya mein choti choti sapna hai ......... Jaise ki ......... Pehle Apne pair oh pe khade hona ........ Family ko ache se care karna ......... Unhe kush rakhna ........ Apni is dost aur dosti ko .......while telling She entangled her hand in his hand hold his arms....... puri zindagi saath hokar apni dosti nibhana ..........
Vyom was surprised at her last words .......... Looks at how his hand entangled with hers in his arms........ And he's looking at her.....
Aisi bohot saari sapna hai meri....... She said dreamingly looking at the sky .............
( Vyom u know that my parents are very strict ........they hate love and love marriage things completely.......... if i love someone then They'll feel bad....... And i can't give any pain to them........ So that i make a strong decision on myself that I'll never fall in love ............ My world is so small....... In that small world I've small small dreams....... Like first I've to stand on my own legs....... Taking good care of my family .......... Keep them happy......... To uphold this friend and friendship for life.....
Vyom was surprised at her last words...... Looks at how his hand is entangled with hers in his arms ........ And he's looking at her.........
Vyom was still in that....... what she just said ............ He was on cloud nine and very happy to know that he's also a part of her small world ......... on his face it is well written that how happy he's to be a part of her small world........ trying to hide Smile but fail......
Sharanya : kya dekh rahi ho?........... Nibhaoge na apni dosti hamesha ?........ She asked questioningly.......
( What r u looking........ U'll uphold our friendship forever right....... She asked questioningly)
Vyom : holds her hand by his both hand and says .......... Aakhri saans tak nibhaunga...... He assure her ......... Sharanya nods.... Both of them smiled..... Then vyom asks again......
(Until my last breath)
Vyom : uhh..kya?........ Sach mein... tumhari woh....... choti si duniya mein main bhi ek hissa hon kya .......... He just wants to confirm one more time from her......... and His heart is yearning to hear it one one more time.......
(What am i really a part of ur small world)
Sharanya : haa ..... tum eh shak hai kya?.......... She asked innocently
( Yes.......... Do u have doubts?......)
Vyom : nahi bas aise hi poocha .........
(No just like that........)
Sharanya : acha tum batao .......... Tumhara bhi sapne honge na ....... Bada bada ......... Showing widening her hands...... Bade bade business deals crack karna ........ pani business ko aur badana......Aur apni music carieer mein isse bhi bada star banna....... Aise bohot kuch....... Aur main bhagwan se kahungi ki woh tumhari ye saare wishes puri kare......... She said smilingly
(Okay u tell me........... U too have dreams right......... Big big ....... Showing widening her hands........ To crack big deals....... To enlarge ur business........ To become even more bigger star in ur music career........ So many........ And i wish god to fullfill all ur wishes....... She said Smilingly)
Vyom in mind : ye business deal aur wo sab meri kaam aur music meri passion hai pagli..... Waise ek baat sach hai....... meri sapna toh bada hi hai ................ Meri sabse badi sapne toh tum ho ......... Aur tumhari pyaar ........ Tumhari pyaar.......... meri zindagi ka manzil hai ....... uss manzil mein hi apni puri zindagi jeena chaata hoon....... he was about to tell something but Sharanya hold his hands drag him to somewhere.........
These businesses deals and music is my work and passion......u crazy gal........ But it's true that my dream is actually big one...... U and ur love is my biggest dream ........... Ur love is the destination of my lyf.......... I want to live for that destination........ He was about to tell something but Sharanya hold his hands drag him to somewhere..........
Sharanya : woh dekho.......she point out the swing and says ........... Mujhe jhule jhul na hai........ She said Smilingly and went to swing........ She's happily swinging and smiling
(See there ............ She point out the swing and says........ I want to swing......)
Vyom looks at her ......... How happily she's swinging ......... he's happy looking at her how she's swinging ...... then Sharanya called him to accompany her in swing he first denied then Sharanya gives an fake angry stare .......... then he agreed...... It was a small swing that both of them manage to sit ......... He holds her from back safely ....... Then start to swing....... They were happily swinging........ Both of them were smiling and laughing carefreely...... And they played some other plays too ....... But this time he didn't hesitate even a little bit he was enthusiastic and excited more than her.........
. He wanna live like this ......... By spending all his precious time with her ...... He want this happy , carefree , childish , lover boy vyom all his life........ And she only can bring out this side of him effortlessly.........after sometime both of them get down and the same bench is waiting for them....... both of them sat there.......
Sharanya : bohot acha laga na......... Asked excitedly .......... vyom smiled and nod....... Then suddenly she says ........ Vyom ........ Maine kya poocha aur tum bhi aagayi mere saath khel ne mein.,...... Bhul gaya ki tu kon hai ........ Kitni badi business man......... aur uparse itne badi rockstar bhi ......... Puri duniya janti hai tumeh ............ Kisine dekhliya toh tumhare liye problem hojaye ........... And vyom interrupt.......
It was so fun right ......... She asked excitedly......... Vyom smiled and nod........ Then suddenly She asks......vyom...... Why u came to play .........did u forgot..........U are a business man........ On top of that a rockstar too ........ Whole World knows u.......... What if someone find u then u'll be on big trouble.......... Vyom interrupt......
Vyom : Bas bas ............ Kisine dekha tho nahi na ........ Agar dekha bhi hai......Toh koi problem nahi hai .......... Tum fikar mat karo........ He said casually...... Somewhere Sharanya got relif
(Relax .......... Nobody saw us right ........... Even if they saw ........... Then I've no problem ........... U don't stress urself........... He said casually ........... Somewhere Sharanya got relif........
Suddenly Sharanya went somewhere without telling ............ Vyom look at her on the way she went ........... She's buying something ........... Then came and sat ....... Handed him a folded paper cone ........ opens and smells the aroma of fried peanut ............. Vyom looks her having hers then asks......
Vyom :. Do kyu li ....... ek hi lelete .........
(Why two....... One is enough......)
Sharanya : looks at him confusing ........ And says...... Vyombedi Maana ki tum bohot badi business man hi lekin itni kanjhoos kaise ho sakti ho ........... She said in disbelief...... listening to her vyom hit his forhead........... And opened her packet poured one cone into another and says......
(Vyombedi............ I know that u r a big business man but u can't be so kanjhoos.......)
Vyom : then vyom says..... Ye hi kaha ... ham dono ek mein khayenge ......... Sharanya bit her tongue and smile at him sheepishly........
(Both playing throw throw peanut at each other's mouth sometimes she put it hit his nose sometimes then he's throw on her mouth it hit on her cheek , sometimes on forhead sometimes faraway........... (Idu Dan makkale kadala podradhe 😁😂) they were playing and laughing at each other's not caring about anything ........ )
Sharanya look at her watch and it was 5pm ........... Then she got tensed and says......
Sharanya : vyom bohot der hogya hai ....... Mujhe jaldi ghar jana hai warna ghar mein bohot gussa hojayenge vyom chalo chalte hai ......... Wake up hurriedly to go back but........
(Vyom its already late ......... I've to go home quickly if not then everyone in home will be upset come lets go.......... Wakeup hurriedly to go bach but...........)
Then only he realise that he suppose to go ........ his face gone down his smile turns into greif .......... He doesn't want to go back...... He can't bear the distance between them.......... His heart screams to not to go........... he's just sitting there completely lost .......... Got stand but not moving Sharanya says........
Sharanya : vyom chalo main tumhare saath airport tak tumeh send off karne keliye aati hoon phir main ghar chali jaungi .......... Kab tumhari flight hai.......... She's asking but he's not answering any of her questions just standing there lost.......... Then she was about to walk vyom hold her wrist and stops her ........... Sharanya looks at him questioningly......
(Vyom let's go I'll come with u till airport I'll go after sending off u ....... When is it flight.........)
Sharanya : kya hua vyom ............
What happened vyom.....)
Vyom : in low tone ....... Uhh.... Sh.. Sharanya mein tumeh tumhari ghar mein drop kar deta hoon ........ Phir mein wapas jata hoon.........
(Uhh... Sh.. Sharanya I'll drop I home .......... then I'll go back)
Sharanya : Nahi vyom tumeh late hojayega ........ Hum airport chalte hai.......
(No vyom u'll be late....... let's go airport........)
Vyom : Sharanya please .......... He asked in a low pleading tone........... Sharanya is very well known of how adament he is .......... Once he decided ........ then no one can change him ........ Not even himself ........
Then Sharanya says yes ........... Then drove towards her house ............ Inside car both of them were silent ......... She notice vyom was silent his face was normal but not happy ............ She doesn't ask anything........ Then finally arrived Sharanya's house both of them get down........ vyom looks at her only with no expression face but ...... She doesn't want to get any doubt...... so tries to put a small smile on his face..........
Sharanya : vyom ......... Aaj ki din keliye thank you soo much......... Aaj main bohot Kush hu ........
(Vyom........ Thankyou so much for today........ Im so happy today.......)
Vyom in mind : Aaj ki din mein bhi Kush hu ....... Thankyou toh mujhe tumeh kehna chayiye .........
(Even I'm also happy today......... I'm supposed to say thankyou to u ............)
Sharanya : tumhari liye mere pass ek choti si gift bhi hai........ She said smiling......... Somewhere his Greif turned into excitement....... Vyom was excited to know what it is....... Ek min......
( I have a small gift for u..... One min)
She opened her bag took a band....... Hide it in her palm ........ Vyom was trying to see what it is
Sharanya : haath dikhao......... She forward her hand vyom also forward his hand..... She tied a band in his band........... Vyom was Smilingly looking at her and his hands excitedly like a kid....... (Show me ur hand)
Sharanya : ye mein tumhari liye specially banwaya hai......... Pata hai iss mein special kya hai...... She asks.......
(I've told this to make specially for u......... U know what's special in this.......)
Vyom : smilingly........ Kya?.......... (What....)
She twist the band slightly inside there's written ........... Both of their names were written ......... Particularly vyom's M and Sharanya's S were entangled with an infinite symbol ........... Vyom saw that...... his eyes were shining in happiness....... and Sharanya says........
Sharanya : shows the designed name and said ........ iska matlab ye hai ki hum dono hamesha aisi jude rahenge ........... Her words made his heart skip a beat.........
(It means that we'll be always entangled together)
He was surprised to hear all these from her ....... He knows that she always care about him ........ He has a special place in her life ........ But as a friend ............ It doesn't matter whether she feels the same for him or not ......... What matters to him is her care and concern and attention that she gives him .......... he's habituat of all that.............. more than habituat he needs all these to keep his sanity lvl .......... He's feels that genuinity and innocence in her which makes him go crazy for her .......... Ending up doing anything for her ...........
Sharanya :. Kaisa hai?.......... ( How's it.......)
Vyom : bohot acha hai .......... Showing all his teeth....... (Very nice......)
Sharanya : vyom........ Tumhari flight ka time nahi hogayi ?............ she Asked questioningly
(Isn't it late for ur flight?.......)
Vyom : then only realized about his flight and says ........ Uhh.... Ha...haaa ....... Cha......chalna hai ....... Then bids a bye to her......... ( Uh..... Ye..... Yes...... I have to go.....)
He sat inside car says bye again...... And drove to airport ...... Sharanya went inside house.................
He's stucking in between his love and her friendship......... Let's see who wins.........
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