"First love"

That was I really believe,
I would like to believe,
you are my first love
First real love
You were different,
different from the past whom I had my crush on,
not some puppy love.

As I recalled, I never even care about you,
A guy which being assigned to me as a group partner for college projects.
A guy who leaves a first bad impression only because I saw his name.
I was wrong.