Chapter 5: To Live or Not to Live.

Carly was feeling happy that she knew more about Axle and she was starting to develop some kind of feeling, she just wasn't sure what it was.

Axle had just returned from his day at school and he was pissed. Nobody knows why he was. He just was. Carly looked at him and she could feel the anger coming radiating from his souk. She wondered why he was in such a bad mood. (Carly don't bother yourself. I'm the author and not even I know why Axle is so pissed.)

The student just slumped down on his bed and yelled into his pillow with pure rage and hatred. She looked at him worriedly and quietly asked, "Axle, is everything okay?"

"I hate humans!" He growled while getting up. "Why do you hate humans? If you don't mind my asking." This behaviour made her curious. She knew Axle was a loner but she didn't ever expect to hear those words coming from him, with an emotion so strong as well.

"Humans are nothing but a disgraceful display of a species. Look what people do everyday. Bully, lie, cheat, steal, kill. They make so much conflict and act like the victims are at fault!!"

He started ranting in anger while holding a few tears back which would suggest that he should be left alone but Carly wanted to hear this. "Honestly, how this stupid fucking species survived up till now is beyond me!! These fucking block heads contribute to genocide, terrorism, unnecessary war, grudges, fights and worst part is that there is literally no one who can try to stop it!!

Honestly, they piss me off so much getting entertainment off of somone's shortcomings, misery and death. They see an illness and make a huge joke out of it and make a joke out of those who suffer with it!!

Worse of all is that it starts with kids as young a three years old!! These assholes are so immature, incompetent, and down right stupid that it wouldn't surprise me if they already drove someone to suicide... Oh wait, they have!! They have no regards to another person's emotions and the world's already on a verge of collapse because of their stupid shit!!

These fucking idiotic assholes are without a doubt a write off of a species and the world would be better off with each and every one of them dead. After all, they're all a plague. Nothing but insufferable and by my standards, that's grounds to exterminate the species!!!"

Axle stopped before he started twitching and started laughing maniacally. This startled Carly a bit. He looked insane at the moment. He got up and said, "Carly, you might want to go to Laura's room for a bit. You're not gonna like what's about to happen."

Carly didn't like how Axle sounded nor did she like that look on his face so immediately after he said those words she left his room and he lost all control once she was out.

Carly was right outside of Axle's room and she heard him yelling and she also heard things breaking. The sounds of the walls banging, the sound of the bed flipping. To sum it all up in one word, it was absolute chaos. The banging on the walls and the screaming continued until it all died down.

The only thing that could be heard in the silence was faint breathing. It wouldn't be heard by anyone else but Carly managed to hear it. Carly slowly entered the room and saw Axle with a bloodied knife in his right hand. Five slashes on his left arm with the scarlet liquid pouring out of it and they were vertical, not horizontal.

"Axle!!" She cried out, worried and upset. He looked up at her with a weak smile. "If I end things right now, do you think the world would be better when I'm gone?"

She grabbed the knife and tossed it out of the room, keeping it as far away from Axle as she could possibly think. "What's wrong with you Axle?" She asked with a weak voice. Tears were in her eyes, threatening to be released. She didn't like what she saw. She's actually happy that she came back in when she did because if she didn't, Axle would be dead before anyone else could have said die.

"I'm giving up Carly." He said in a weaker voice than hers, as if all the life had been drained from his being. "I won't allow it you idiot. While I do agree with you on humans being a write off of a species, some show that they're better." Carly said sinking her head into his chest, tears coming out like a river, soaking and staining his shirt.

"You're a prime example Axle. You're a good person... You can't let anyone put you down because of it, you're flawed like all humans but those flaws make you perfect." She hugged him tightly, hoping that he wouldn't bleed out.

"Axle, can I ask you a question?" Carly had asked him, refusing to let go of him.

"Yeah." He said with a raspy voice.

"Would you live for me?" He looked at her. He wouldn't admit it but his life had become significantly better ever since Carly popped into it. He looked at his arm and realised how much of an idiot he was being. Thinking on Carly's question he came up with an answer since he didn't know what he did would make her worry about him so bad. Then again, she had nobody else.

"Yes, I would." He told her.

Carly who was still sobbing then spoke up after he gave his answer. "Sorry for being selfish but can I make this request?"

"What is it?"

"Can you live for me?" She caught him off guard. "I didn't like what I saw just now. I don't want you die."

"Why do you care whether I live or die?" This was baffling for him.

"Because I don't want to lose you, you idiot." Those words made Axle's eyes shoot wide open. He looked at Carly who was looking at him with tears in her eyes and tears running down her cheeks. Did he really mean that much to her? And honestly, did she mean that much to him?

It was a huge scramble of emotions going on within Axle. Maybe this is the reason why he worried so much during the past week. He cared about Carly. The extent to that was only realised now. He then shook his head for being an inconsiderate idiot for trying to off himself.

On instinct, Axle pulled Carly in closer and stroked his fingers through her hair. "I'll live." He said quietly, but it was loud enough so that Carly could hear it. A small smile appeared on her face which made him smile.

Could that be it? Do they like each other? Who really knows. (Seriously, I'm the author here and I don't even fucking know. Oh well, I guess we'll have to find out next chapter)

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