I have no one to talk to,
I'm here with myself.
I don't want to be.
The one person I can't trust I'm with.
Me.
My thoughts are eating me alive.
And I can't get rid of the darkness.
It almost hurts,
I can't stop the thoughts.

You're not worth it.

Stupid.

Ugly.

Bitch.

I feel like I can't breathe,
And my sight blurs as I stumble to the bathroom.
I struggle to fight back all the pain I keep hidden.
Hoping if I hide it long enough,
It might go away.
I fight back tears as my eyes burn.i can't look at myself in the mirror.

I splash myself in the face and take a deep breath.

I hope it gets better.

God I hope.