Be careful who you trust
People lie and cheat and,

Our feelings get the best of us,
We trust those who are faithless,

Because we are blinded,

And we think love is painless,

But it is not love itself that does us wrong,

It's the people who give you a performance, a swift song

And dance,

And our sight fogs,

We put them on a pedestal instead of seeing reality.

Because we don't want to see the truth.

We want to see a lie.
The best lie.
The worst lie.

Something different.

But, people are cowards,liers,cheaters,actors,players of the worst game.

The most painful game of the universe.

It's sick and twisted when people cheat at the game.
And for the people who play fair,
They get screwed over anyways.

But I am different.

I don't feel bad,
And I will not play the shy upset one anymore.

Never again.
Never again will I.

I'm not hurting.
I am already broken.
Im way too broken for this to hurt.

I have been through so much.

My mother's attempt at suicide.
Almost getting stabed.
Almost getting arrested.
Almost getting beat up.
Being mentally and physically abused.
Almost drowning by choice.
Being told I'm worthless.
Being told nobody would care if I hurt myself.

This is nothing compared to all of that.

One thing, that keeps slipping my mind.

I will not be put down by some stupid hormonal teenage boy who can't keep his hands to himself.

Bet you're reading this.

Fucker.

Just know.
I will not talk to you.
Don't even think you have the right to look at me.
We will never be friends.
I don't want to hear your dumb ass apologies.
Don't expect me to be friendly.
Expect me to be cold.
Because I will be.
Not mad.
Not upset.
But cold.

But later on when you finally start to mature you silly little boy,
I might except your apology.

Your sister and I will still be best friends.
It's not going to be awkward for me.
But I bet it will be for you.

You coward.

I wasn't even important as a human being for you to tell me you sick fuck.

This is the last and only thing I will write about this subject.

Cause honestly now I couldn't give a fuck less.

Bye.

Ps: hope the Instagram girl that you were cheating on me with is a grown male.

Pps:my grandma says your a little shit.