She opened her eyes hearing Mrs. Hara calling her. Opening her eyes , she furrowed her eyebrows and discovered herself inside a room.

 It was not big enough but the size was perfect for a person. She rolled her eyes in the whole room, though it was not too big but it was decorated very nicely. All the things at their places were holding a different beauty. It had a vintage vibe along as some parts were decorated with woods. It had a beautiful wooden study table and also wooden wardrobe.

 Her eyes went wide when she saw a beautiful view from the window of that room. She got up from the bed and went to the window. It was at the roadside but a lake was also visible from there. It had fresh and soothing air. Even at night, the sky being dim blue and the lake having blue water was visible. 

The road lights were wet all along with the road. It rained hard. That's why the breeze had a different kind of smell, refreshing smell. She stood their holding the edge of window, closing her eyes, trying to feel the breeze which were touching her face and playing along with her hairs. 

She inhaled a huge amount of air, but at that moment she felt a burning sensation at her nape. All she recalled that time caused her to open her eyes with a fear. She started to breath heavily again, inhaling continuously.

" Are you alright?"  Mrs.Hara rushed to her.

" Y-Yeah.. I am alright..... All those memories will just haunt me for some days. But I think I will be fine soon."  She tried to smile.

" I know my child it's always have been hard for you but see now you are with me. No one will hurt you now"  She cupped her face and brushed her thumb softly on her cheeks.

" So this is my new house?"  She smiled sweetly asking that.

" Yes dear.. It is you new destination!" Mrs.Hara messed her hair with adores in her. 

" I already loved this room! Is it mine?"  She asked curiously.

" Yes this is your room"

" I love the view a lot from window.. But wait! How I came in the room? We were at car?" She became confused.

" I took my child in my lap and take her here" She chuckled.

" Yah! You carried me? This heavy person? "

" You are heavy? You are very light weight.. I was afraid if you would stay in that hell what would happen to your health.. Even you also don't take care of your health at your own" She pouted.

" Who will feel to take care of own health when he/she is abused like this? When he/she desires to die first?"

Her voice almost cracked while saying that. Mrs.Hara pulled her close to her chest and started to patt on her head. Yiana buried herself in her chest, she could just feel all the motherly loves from her. She was feeling so bad and also so blessed at the same time that she cried out loud.

" Cry out dear... Cry out all our pains! At least you don't have to cry alone now. You have your mom with you" She kept patting on her head.

While Yiana was crying out her heart. She finally had a shelter , a person for her to care. A person to whom she can share her feelings when she feel bad or good. She took out her face, her whole face was wet and red.

" At least I have someone now to whom I can at least cry freely" Yiana held her hand tightly.

"Yes dear.. Just run to me, say anything you want! For the first time I am going to experience how mothers how to feel when they raise their child"  Her eyes sparkled, tears were waiting at corner to roll off from her eyes.

" Those memories still haunt me Mom! How can a father be like this to his own daughter? His own biological daughter? My mom divorced him that means he also cut all relations with his daughter? I just can't say how I endured each and every monstrous acts of him... How I use to fear sitting only at a corner of my room... How I use to feel when his those dirty gazes fell on me, when he used to roam hands on my body with all those sinful touches"

She broke into tears more! Meanwhile Mr.Hara entered that room. She saw him after many days , watching him she tried to pace herself a bit. She stopped crying and bowed down her head, wiping her tears.

" Don't cry dear! You will be always safe with us from now" Mr.Hara came and placed his hand on her head.

That blissful and lovable touch made her cry more. She was just biting her inner lip to hold on her tears but that fatherly touch she felt at that time, she broke more. She craved for this parental love for years after years. Mr.Hara sat on his Knees and wiped her tears.

"Don't cry dear... For you I will be able to show my hidden fatherly love, which I just kept in myself for years after our baby died. But we have our child with us now! You will never feel the absence of our love my child."

With those tears in eyes , Yiana smiled. She smiled beautifully because this smile really had the gratefulness, a undeniable love towards them.

" What will happen to your Job then?.... D-Dad!"  She addressed him with the position he really deserves.

" I took a job at another company.. even there I have greater position of working. Don't worry" He said with a smile, he also felt a heartfelt pleasure hearing the word 'Dad' from her.

" I love you guys"

Yiana threw her arm out gesturing to hug them together. All of them hugged her with love and adores. Both of them kissed on her head. She finally got a secured, warm shelter to live happily.

Breaking their hug , Mrs. Hara came with a first aid box to cure the scratches which were on her nape. She applied some medicine and bandaged the area with small bandages.

August 23.

It is the first time someone is healing my wounds. Rather, I used to sit alone at a corner with my wounds in the dark room. Just making loneliness and darkness my best friend.

Well, Diary don't cry , You are my best friend too.. LoL

Many things happened today..

You wanna know the whole?

But I am too tired also.......

Let me share it with you in shortcut hehe!

The thing which shocked me today the most is HE NOTICED ME! I mean he actually saw me noticing him. At first I was so shocked that I started to stammer, I choked on my food. But when I saw him again those intimate tormenting scene with that girl, I just thought he didn't even care about that. I actually became sad, although I was nervous when he caught me but that had a different kind of happiness. I was just trying to forget everything but secondly when I again noticed him staring at me my heart came out of my body. He was looking at me with an intense gaze, I was so surprised with such a sudden thing that that I can't just even say that in words. I mean I just shared with you that I wanted to know what will be his reaction if he caught me noticing him and see what happened the next day? It's like God just granted my wish...

The stare game today almost killed me! Gush!

And the second thing which happened very well today is, I came out of that hell finally. I just get rid of that monster. He was so wild today that for a moment I thought my death is going to be in his hand. But luckily I was saved by my new parents Mr. and Mrs. Hara. They helped me to get out of here. I am so blessed that at least I got someone in life who will adore me, help me out, will put a hand of shelter on my head. Somehow now I feel like to live with this beautiful hearted people, to spend my life happily with them. I don't want any obstacle to create in their happiness for me. My desire to live is growing, I also found a very good friend and also a good family. I am almost full with the all happiness now. But you know why I said almost? Because I still don't have him with me, close to me.

I want him!

I don't what will these obsession turn to but I actually want him. Even I don't know that our fate will make us together or not. And I don't have that much trust in my fate because it always have been too much harsh to me. Who knows what happens?

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Though she is not used with all these cares but she enjoying it a better. She got up from sleep and saw Mrs. Hara is already in her room, keeping one of her hand on her forehead she slept sitting next to her. She was a bit confused first, she got up from bed and sat there. She yawned but she felt an intolerable pain on her neck and shoulder. She was not even able to move it properly. She rolled her eyes and saw a bowl of water with a piece of cloth their. She was more confused then. All of a sudden Mrs.Hara's sleep broke. She saw Yiana sitting on the bed,awake. 

"You are awake already?" She rubbed her eyes.

" Yes but what are you doing here, why you are sleeping here?"  She tried to tilt her head but that hurts.

" You had severe fever, you were burning "  Saying that she came and placed her palm on her forehead checking her fever.

" That's may be out of all those wounds, it all happens several time! Don't worry"  She smiled.

"Don't speak... Now I will treat you. All these are not so common that you will not just worry about it " She said strictly.

" Ok . I will not speak a word. hehe" She suddenly laughed.

" Why are you laughing?" She looked at her confusedly.

"I am not used to with all these cares that's why all of these cares to me seems so different"

"Now get used of it , stupid " She chuckled.

Mrs.Hara gave him some medicines to take, mainly painkiller. She also dressed her wounds again. After taking a shower she got ready for school and went to table for breakfast.

" You are going to school?" Mr.Hara asked her.

" Yes.. I mean was I not supposed to go to school?" She tried to smile.

" You are not well Yiana, you have fever and also those wounds are also painful"

" Don't worry dad! I will be alright.. I should not miss school , otherwise my grades will fall which is not good at all"

I can't spend a day without watching him ... Sorry I had to lie hehe!

" Ok then you should be careful and also eat lunch at time in school to avoid weakness ok?"

" Ok Ok ! Don't worry I will eat the lunch propely" She chuckled.

After finishing breakfast, she went out for school. Mrs.Hara was also going along with her but she said not to bother she will be alright so she stayed at home for the household chores. The path towards her school from this side was fully new but she found out it well and entered the school at time. She was happy from this morning although she had a headache what will happen is his father found out her. She was going to enter the class and someone from back bumped on her shoulder. More than she was flinched , she was hurt. All those wounds were already very painful and that bump took her soul out. She couldn't but she just groaned. It was Nam Joo Hyuk. He was very startled watching her like this. He was scared more.

" Did I hurt you Yiana?" He looked scared and worried.

" A-ah! I mean ... I got hurt here and you just bumped from nowhere. It's okay...I am fine"

" I am sorry Yiana! I actually didn't knew , I just tried to do fun" He immediately bowed down his head.

" Ahh! It's okay.... Don't be sorry" She messed his hair and chuckled.

That made him smile too.

Both of them entered the classroom together. As they entered something caught Yiana's attention. A lovely tune just lingered in her ears, it was Jungkook's vocal. He was sitting at a top of a bench and was singing along with playing guitar. She stoppped at her place when she saw that scene.

He bought guitar? He made his dream come true? Even he learned playing it?

She smiled beautifully watching him so happy with that guitar.

"It was his dream since childhood" she mumbled.

" How you know that?" Hyuk asked her. 

Shit that was audible!

"A-ah actually he said to everyone one day , I just remembered" She tried to ignore that.

" Really , I didn't hear it though" He looked confused.

They went to theirs seats while Yiana couldn't take her eyes off from that happy Jungkook.

Why I always feel like that when you sing I find my Jungkook in you? You are completely different from before but when you sing, I just feel like.. Yes that is my old Jungkook, My Gookie... Who used to sing with me happily and used to smile like a cute little bunny!

Nam Joo hyuk sat to the next seat of Yiana.

" You changed your seat here?" She asked .

" Yes madam , I will be able to notice you more closely from here" He chuckled.

" What?"  She furrowed her eyebrows.

" Ah Nothing I just ... " He laughed.

" Not funny" She said with poker face and bowed her head down.

I want to hear you Jungkook, I will just hear you from this far.

Gradually, Nam Joo Hyuk's face turned into a cold and worried one. He kept staring at her.

I don't know Yiana, when you will understand my feelings...

He sighed.

But his gaze turned confused when he saw several bandages on her nape.

" Why so many bandages? How she turned to have so many wounds their?" He mumbled.

" I will ask her for sure" He said in himself .

Jungkook stopped singing as the teacher came in class. Yiana took up her head, she groaned a bit as she was not even able to move it a bit without feeling the pain.

Yah, this teacher had to come now? I was just enjoying his soothing voice..

Classes went on though she was not able to take out that sweet voice of Jungkook from her head. While the classes she took out her diary. Now she carries the diary with her always.

August 24.

When the chance will come Jungkook , that I will sing with you again? I will just hear your soothing voice alone. Not a single person will hear that song from you, only I will hear you alone. Yeah I know I am just being a stupid that will never happen XD. Why I will have the only right to hear your voice alone?

A BIG STUPID ME!

She closed the diary and kept it in bag. The last class before the school ends was the physical education class. All of the students went to wear their tracksuits. Today they were scheduled to play handball together. After changing their suits all of them were going to the indoor ground. Yiana flinched as she heard a cold voice calling her from behind.

" Yiana right?" She turned.

It was Jungkook.

" Y-Yes.."

" How you got all those wounds on your nape?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows.

Aishhh.. how he noticed this? I kept hairs !

" Ah--ah Actually..." She started to stammer out of nervousness again.

" Hey come on! Why you always stammer like this when you come to talk with me?"

" You came to talk with me, not I went to you. And about the wounds? None of your business right?"  she had no other way without being rude with him for avoiding the questions.

" Aishh ! This rude girl.. Just go to hell"  He rolled his eyes and went away.

She kept standing there quietly while he went away.

You attracted me with your behaviors, now I will notice you always. But how can someone get so much wounds in such a place? She is really a obscure being!

All of them were summoned to the ground . They were divided in a group and all of  them played as per the instructor instructed. Yiana took a break as it she was too tired and movements were causing her pain. So she went at a side of the ground and sat their. All of a sudden someone came and moved the hairs from her nape, she felt the touch very sensitive , she flinched.

" Doesn't it hurt too much?"

As she turned she saw Joo hyuk close to him. She was extremely startled and her eyes widen out as he was too close to him.

" Oh-Oh You? I was surprised " She stuttered.

He sat beside her and suddenly held her one hand tightly. She was more shocked.

" Don't be so surprised! Tell me one thing, Ain't I your friend?" He asked very differently.

"Y-Yeah..!"

" So why you always feel so nervous when I just ..." He stopped.

" When you just what?" 

" Nothing leave that.. Tell me one thing , how all those wounds were caused?"

" Ah... I mean .. "

" Don't make up stories, just tell me the truth. Trust me! "  He held both her hands.

She didn't know but she had a trust in him. She took a breathe and tell him everything. How her Father abuse her physically , how her mother left her ! Each and everything regarding how these wounds she used to endure.

" Why you didn't tell me all these earlier when we met?" He asked,

"You know you were not that known to me. And nobody knows this pain of mine. I don't share with anyone about this."  She sighed.

" Don't worry I am with you now!"  He smiled.

" I am blessed that I got a friend like you" She also smiled.

Bell rang. All of them left the class and went out of the school. Yiana was casually walking towards the gate but suddenly she saw her father standing near the gate. She was so afraid.

What should I do now?