But she was not even ready when he wiped his wet lips and their eyes meet. He caught her staring at him with that smile.

She came to sense when she actually saw, he has caught her today noticing him. At that very moment, she took off her eyes. She was so shocked in that situation she choked on her food. She started to cough hard meanwhile Joo Hyuk starts to pat on her back. He helped her with water.

The fuck he saw me noticing! OMG, how he will react now?

She took water from Joo Hyuk and drank up all. She still looks nervous, all of that was written on her face.

" Are you alright what happened Yiana? " He asked her in a concerned tone,

" Yeah, yeah I am alright, Don't worry! " She stammered keeping her eyesight down.

She could feel Jungkook is staring at her with a confused gaze. She is not even able to look at him out of nervousness. She could feel everyone is staring at her. She stood out of nervousness.

" I have finished eating, I will be going now" Saying that she tried to look at him for a moment.

She saw he was not more confused but looking at her with a very different gaze.

Of course there eyes met again, but soon she lowered his eyes and went away with the food tray. Nam Joo Hyuk followed her and also went away.

Why she was even smiling like that while staring at me? I mean was she day dreaming or something like that?

Jungkook kept thinking of that forgetting his food. His concentration broke when girls around him started to chirp like birds.

" Jungkookah! Why you are not eating?" One of them said.

" Are you feeling sick? " Another one also asked.

" Wait let me see , if you have a fever!"

She touched on his forehead, while Jungkook was enjoying that fangirling thing on him. As the girl touched his forehead he immediately took her hand and stared on that hands.

" This beautiful hand should experience the touch of my lips not forehead" He smirked and kissed on the upper side of her hand. The girl blushed hard while everyone around just made a sound.

"Wooo"

Other girls around her just cursed themselves under their breath for not getting the chance. Yiana's eyes also didn't escape the situation. While giving the food tray back she noticed all with her corner sight and sighed in herself.

He just saw me, didn't notice me that I was staring at him. I know that will never happen.

I did noticed Yiana you were staring at me.

Jungkook rolled his eyes on Yiana when she was at the counter line, eating his foods.

After giving the food tray, Yiana and Joo Hyuk went towards the classroom.

" Why you just suddenly choked on your food?"

" I don't know, all happened at a sudden. Don't worry I am alright now " She gave a relieving smile.

" Well that smile relieves me." He also smiled.

" Hey smile again.. Smile again" Yiana stopped on the way looking at him.

" Why?" He tilted his head a bit with a confused look.

" Ahhh Just smile , I want to see something" She forced him.

" How can I person smile like this? Without any context?" He pouted.

" See how to smile, now smile" She showed him by smiling.

He was overwhelmed with her whine and cuteness, a smile just formed on his lips immediately out of that.

" Yes you smiled, now let me see..." She took her face close to his one.

" Now I understand, those wrinkles around your lips make your smile more beautiful. You look very beautiful when you smile" She chuckled.

" Ah! You were trying to make me smile for this?"

" Yes I noticed this several times just wanted to be sure "

They started walking while talking and end up siting on their seats in classroom.

Joo Hyuk was going to sit on his seat but suddenly he went to yiana and called her.

" Yiana! "

She turned around as he called her.

" Please make me smile like this always" He smiled very differently.

Yiana was a bit flinched with that sudden smile and words.

" Y-Yeah Of course.." She smiled confusedly and replied.

He was standing in front of her putting one of his hand in his pocket with that same different smile. His smile widen as she said that and he patted on her head, messed her hairs a bit then went to his seat.

Yiana also sat with a confused mind.

"He was a bit different from other times today." She mumbled but as long she saw Jungkook staring at her she was extremely flinched. She turned her look away while Jungkook couldn't but smile slightly watchin her nervousness.

Why he is staring at me now? Oh my heart , that didn't end their! He did thought about that.. Ahhh What should I do now? Heart please calm down brat! You are ridiculous... You just beats fast when I need to be calm.

She placed her on hand on her chest and inhaled air closing her eyes.

Calm down, Calm down Yiana! Just don't look at him now.. This staring thing is bothering me now! God what you want to do with this... Aishhh!

Jungkook kept staring at all her cute actions and that slight smile went wider, He was smiling completely unknowingly. He just understood a moment later that he is actually smiling looking at that girl. He was even shocked with his such emotion.

Why I am smiling? Why even I am looking at that girl? What is happening with me right now? I-I am involving myself in emotions.. You can't Jungkook! You can't...

He looked away as he said that.

Yiana looked again taking a little bit courage in her heart and saw he was not staring still now.
"Oh that's a relief now" she mumbled .

It has been a stare game the whole time God!!

She sighed as she felt her heart is calm now. While the classes went like always. She still didn't stop noticing him. She did it, each and when every time she got that chance. She didn't want to spare herself from that peace. Nobody will understand what peace it holds to memorize ones every feature of the person whom you like, how each and every single moment you feel mesmerized by all the little happening of that person. How you can feel your heart thriving hard against your chest when he smiles.

Yes she did know this peace only!

She don't even want it to end. She closed her eyes and pictured the most favorite feature of him. His smile. She can completely see that, feel that warmness in his smile even though it is just in her imagination.

School bell rang.

Another day went out, she will not be able to watch on him again for the rest day. Again she has to wait till the next day to get that peace. She started to walk towards her home.

Why I love you so much why? Why! Why I am so passionate in case of yours? Why I am so obsessed? How this feel became so strong? When it happened I don't know !

Leaving a deep breath she kept walking towards home. It was noon, weather was sunny today, breezes were fine. But she was not feeling good at all. An unknown emptiness was gulping her up. She don't know why she was feeling like that, but that feel was so strong that she can't also deny that.

She entered her home at 3 pm. She saw her father's shoe in front of the door. A thrill went on her spine. She opened the door slowly, without making any sound. She peeped at her father's room. It was close, she inhaled some air to calm herself down. She walked towards her room with tipsy toes. She is really afraid of that monster. She twisted the knob of the door and someone from behind pulled her hairs, dragged her towards the back.

No wonder it was her father.

This monster again!

"How you have been dear these 2 days? Missed me?" His father hissed in her ears, pulling her hair tightly causing her scream out.

" leave me! That hurts please!" Her tone clearly says she is begging. She is afraid what he will do next.

" Awww! That hurts? So what should I do give you some pleasure? Ha?" He left her hairs and turned her around, facing him. He twisted her both wrists and held it tightly behind her.

" This guy missed you badly these days.. You know what happens to a guy when he is not attending that physical pleasure for some days? He become lustful to have that" His fingers were roaming badly on her face towards her neck.

" Please don't be a monster please! You are my father... Please try to understand" 

She cried out.

" You are just a girl living in my house... I don't share any such relationships now with you. Your mother divorced me that means you are clearly of no blood relationship with me! But as you live in this house you're gonna do what I say , I am gonna do what I want with you"

A creepy smile formed on his lips. That lustful sight of him was piercing out through Yiana's soul. His hands already started to unbutton her shirt. She was moving continuously so that she can distract him. But she was nothing compared to his power.

Yiana lost her mind when he was coming close with all those sinful touches. She lose her temper and bit down on his shoulder strongly.

Her father screamed and left his one hand from her wrist, still keeping a hard grip with another hand. Yiana calculated in her mind quickly and without even thinking a moment she took the her bag off her shoulder and bashed that on his head.

The hit went perfect somehow he went senseless.

Yiana's hand was trembling out of fear. Fear that she really did it! She almost hit her father badly that he is unconscious now. Without wasting a second she went to her room without bothering her father lying on the floor. She went inside her room and locked the room.

She was crying, she was scared and alone. Although loneliness is her habit but still she was flinching even hearing the sound of her own breathe. Her lips were trembling... She was not even able to drink water. Suddenly she thought why she is not calling Mrs. Hara still now? She may help her out anyhow...

She found out her phone and dialed her number as fast as she could. The phone was ringing, but she didn't took it at first. But she took it at the second attempt.

"H-Hello! Mrs. Hara?" She literally stammered out of fear.

"Hello, Yiana? What happened? Why your voice sounds like this?" She asked being hyped.

" Mrs. Hara save me from this please! I beg you... Get me out of it..." She began to cry.

" why are you crying dear? What happened to you? He did something wrong again?"

" I just can't bear all these sinful touches anymore! Please get me out of here anyhow.., I beg"
She was weeping badly.

" O-Ok! Listen... Pack your all necessary things in a bag. Take whatever you want to ... I am coming to take you ... Don't worry.. I will take you with me in my house"

" R-really? I mean if any problem comes out of blue?" 

She stammered out.

" Nothing will happen just do it silently so that your father didn't get to know.. What is he doing now? Where are you?"

As she asked Yiana went silent . What she will tell her now? That he bashed him and he has fallen unconscious... He did it with her father though she didn't do any wrong. This should have been done years ago.

" Why you are not speaking? Tell me want happened? Are you there?"

" I-I actually, he was going to do some wrong I just tried to get out of that and for that reason I hit him with ma bag which made him senseless "

" You did nothing wrong... It's good that he is not in sense now, just pack your things quickly! You are going to get out finally forever from that hell"

" I hope so!"

She cancelled the call . She took a deep breath and started to pack each and every precious things. The things that she will need at least to live well even at a roadside.

 She took her some dresses and also school stuffs. She went out of the room fearing that he might not get conscious. She twisted the knob softly of her fathers room to take the checks of bank account where there was some money deposited in her name. All of them were took by her father, but she did noticed where he kept it and what's all the other documents she need to take it out.

 She entered the room with slight sound and searched for them. She got all of them where she expected. She took that all in a bag and went out of his room in that same silent way.

 He was still unconscious, laying at the floor but how much time he will be like that? It was not that hard hit though . She crossed him safely and was about to get in her room but someone dragged her feet. Her father got his sense again.

Yiana was too much petrified. His father knew that she was the one to make him unconscious and now he will not spare her. She tried her best to leave from his cope but he was too strong in his grip.

" You motherfucker! You hit me? Now see how I kill you..."

He groaned like a wild animal and stood up holding her tightly. Yiana was just finding a chance to Escape but she found none.

His father went too wild and hold her throat with his big fingers, squeezing to take out her breathe. His nails were digging in her nape. She could even make a sound as she was getting out of breathe. 

Her heart was starving for some air, her chest getting up and down.. She opened her mouth to take some through there. But his hard grip was just choking her badly. She tried to move his hands from her throat but instead he pushed her against the wall strongly. The back of her head was hurt badly, even blood drops started to flow as the scratches of the wild animal was too deep. 

She was blithering like a little amount of air is what she need but she got none. The more time was passing his grips was growing hard.

" I will choke you today to death bitch". He scrawled.

Ultimately, she was completely out of air. She was not even able to take a single breath.

𝑰𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆?

She was accepting that it was her death but miraculously Mrs. Hara came at the right time and hit at the back of his head with a strong piece of wood. She consciously hit him at the sensitive place , his head started to bleed as he got a little cut. He screamed holding his head and went out senseless again .

While Yiana was spared out of him. She took a long breath. She felt like she can live her whole life with this only inhale. Mrs. Hara approached to her and saw her throat went red as he squeezed it badly , even there were the marks of his fingers.

" Dear, Let's just flee from here first!" 

Yiana was shocked to watch that Mrs. Hara actually hit him like this. She was extremely exhausted but that scene was making her terrified. She froze at her place.

"Please we can't be late, come on! He can get back sense anytime"

Mrs. Hara shook her and she came in her real sense. 

"H-He..."  She was not even able to talk.

" Don't pay attention there dear! I know it's hard to see him like this, but tell me how would you endure that pain and abuse like this more? It was destined to happen. you should not spare a moment just buck up now.."

She looked at her eyes with that frozen stare, she gulped and nodded of her words.

Yiana went quickly in her room and took all other essential things. She packed up everything and went out of the house with Mrs. Hara.

Is it going to be a new life? Am I going towards the light or something more unexpected gonna happen with me now?

She closed her eyes as she get up in the taxi. Leaned her head on the seat, she could feel those scratches were burning like fire. Her throat was paining like hell.

As she closed her eyes, she saw that person.. Her one and only obsession... Jeon Jungkook.

" I live for you love... I breathe only for you" she mumbled as a mere drop of tears escaped her eyes.

A/N: SO PEEPS! How is it going? Do you feel good while reading it? Is it going good? Sorry for late update.I am going through some problems.
Love this dumb author and her story ❤️✨