The fuck why you are coming too close to me? I mean why I can't just ignore this guy..Ahhhh!!

He kept coming close to her. One step by one step with a smirk on his face. Yiana didn't want to but her face was telling that she was getting too much nervous. She was going behind step by step , both looking into each others eyes.

What do you think I will not win against you ha? I will go over this rudeness easily which every girls like.

He had a smirk on his lips. That was making yiana scared. She startled badly when he put his hands over her waist.

Don't do any wrong deed Jeon Jungkook.. I trust you ! I know you can't do any wrong with me.

His face came closer to her one. Closer , more closer.

Yiana was not able to utter a single word. She was just covered with his sweet and illusive smell. She was breathing heavily, the throbs of her heart could be heard clearly.

The way he looked , set his stare on her lips each and everything was making her crazy.

I have to do something I can't resist this boy .. Just leave me!

She kept her eyes widen but she couldn't move a single step to stop him.

She is actually beautiful, I can't but admire her beauty... Her cherry lips and milk like white skin. Her deep black eyes , It's like picture drawn precisely on a canvas.

His own thoughts in him amazed him. It's been a long time he didn't thought about someone so deeply with such a view. He couldn't take off his eyes from her every features.

I have to get rid of these ! I can't involve myself in this.. I just can't..

Her sudden touch on his chest , her fingers clawing towards his neck and then the intense held on his collar surprised him.

Whole situation reciprocated here. Now Yiana had that smirk and Jungkook had his eyes widen.

He couldn't believe this girl will response to him like this. Slowly she kept coming closer to him , only he could see that beautiful picture on canvas was real. It was moving towards him.

Her stare was making him feel something else, she came closer and whispered in his ears..

"Don't think me like other girls! I am more dangerous than that"

She just hissed that in his ears and winked at him. He kept standing there dumbfounded. What just happened with him now? Watching him like that Yiana chuckled .

" Take the mop and clean the room rude boy" She said with sweet smile.

He was not even able to say anything , he took the mop and started to clean.

This girl is making me more and more amazed with her behaviors! I don't know what she really is !

" At least he started to do the work! My acting worked!" She mumbled inaudibly.

The fuck what just I have to act for this brat to restrain from such things! And see who is blushing like hell... Why even my cheeks are burning? It was just a stare and was not even something like he felt for me.

Ahhhh I have always been crazy for this boy and he is making me more lunatic day by day by all these happenings.

She kept talking to her like this and even her heart was thumping like it was just stopped from it's work for an hour , it is getting crazier at beats.

Stop it ! You are still beating too fast, he is not close to you now! Stop being so crazy just stop.

Both of them finished cleaning it almost took 2 hours. Though after that incident they didn't even talked to each other . Both of them didn't even looked at each other.

It was like they kept ignoring themselves though both of them were stumbling for several times. After finishing Yiana took her bag and tried not to get caught in his sight that she was noticing him. Like always she is being doing this for years , she went out of the classroom.

You suffered enough today Yiana! You are not even at a position to match the puzzles of his behaviors towards you today.

Yah ! Why I just can feel his intense stare still now!! Forget that you also got a new friend today, best swimmer of school. Well I am amazed why he is so friendly to me? I mean no one even notice me in the school. He even know my name.. or I am thinking too much? I don't know maybe I am wrong!.

She was walking through the side path and thinking all that . Leaves from plants were falling like rain due to heavy wind flowing , cold breezes with a different type of smell.

" Rain please rain! " she smiled looking up at the sky and as she turned she saw him.

Yes Jungkook! He was also staring at that desperate black clouded sky which were whining to rain down at any moment.

What is he doing here? Why is he behind me?

Before he could notice her, she turned straight and started to walk fast. Jungkook downed his stare and saw Yiana went quite far away.

Maybe she noticed me!

He smiled.

I really wanted to know more about her. After decades she was the one who made me feel like this today morning. I have seen many girl's crying , going nuts over me for my behavior b-but she is different.

She is like , her behavior is affecting me! Why that will happen with a emotionless boy? I mean I promised myself years ago not to involve myself in any emotion, that may actually harm one b-but in case of this girl...

I am not getting in any feel with her but I can't also say that she is not striking on my way!

He sighed.

Remember Jungkook you are a playboy and you always will be. You promised yourself to play with your emotion so play as long and as hard you can. Don't drown in the real thing, it will give the worst consequence.

Those words he recalled in himself , it was THOSE WORDS!

While walking fast , yiana turned around and saw he was not behind her now.

Gosh ! This heart... It beats each and every time badly when I see him. Why it always just assures me that I just ... I just crave for him badly?

Letting a deep breathe she remembered that ,she have to buy a diary. Unfortunately she left all the shops behind and she was almost in an alleyway which was not to known to her. Maybe out of nervousness she took any other path.

" I can find out a way out here... But why this path looks so silent in even this daytime. Like it is close to dawn , beautiful afternoon no one is on this alley "

She started to walk forward to find a way to her home, the whole alley was noiseless , she could only hear the soothing sound of wind and those were touching her skin softly.

She kept walking and suddenly saw a store , she was a little surprised to see that because it was all out of blue for her.

There is a store open here? Stationary store? Yes it is.. Maybe there can be diaries, though the store looks so different from all the stores. It is quite old fashioned and it looks much aristocrat.

She went to that store and entered the store. The moment she entered she felt she just entered into a different world. It was full of old fashioned things and all seems so royal.

Even it was not only a stationary shop , it was mixed of many things. Her eyes caught attention of the person who was maybe the seller of this store. He was old aged and it seemed that he didn't notice that someone entered his store.

Yiana went to him and tried to inform him that she came here for something.

" Hello sir! Can you help me? " She cleared her throat and asked him.

He turned right away , she saw his face. As thought he was an old aged person , with glasses on and with blonde ash small hair.

He looked at yiana as she called and his eyebrows furrowed. Yiana became a bit anxious with his confused stare, she tried not to show her nervousness and talked with a smile on her face.

" Actually I want to buy a diary, do you have one? "

" I knew you will come.." He mumbled in an audible way.

" What? " Yiana was not sure what he said but she somewhat heard like he was expecting her to come.

He , without answering her question took out a diary and gave that to her. She was so greatly exclaimed with wonder that the diary was so aristocrat with the decoration and it had a old vibe that attracted her badly.

She took it in hand and started to check it inside. It had a grand vibe that could attract someone at first sight. The paper of color of the pages were yellowish which made it look like tatty and vintage.

" Okay I am gonna take it ! How much it costs?" She asked.

" You really want to take it?" He spoke with a deep tone.

" Y-Yeah I am taking this , it looks so grand" Saying that he closed the diary and at that moment she saw a spark of light also snapped in that. She didn't understood what she saw , she blinked several times to understand what happened.

" It costs 700 " He broke her concentration.

" Only 700 ? Okay , I am giving you" She took out her purse and gave him the money.

" You were bound to take it " He whispered and a smile appeared on his lips.

" Thanks sir, for the diary! " She smiled and bowed to him , as she didn't heard what he said.

Taking that she went out from the store starting the way to her home.

" It was both of yours fate.. Don't know what almighty prepared for you two further , or why he is going to give that diary... My work ends here finally , finally my soul can leave this world "

He disappeared and with him the store too.

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20th August

So this is my first time with you right? You know you are quite grand , I am having a feel like I am a caught girl in a palace and sharing my feelings in a royal diary. Yeah I am a bit dumb don't dislike me okay? :") Okay then listen my name is Cheong Yiana. I am 18 now and studying at Seoul national high school. Okay I don't have parents... no no ,,, I do have Mrs. Hara is like my mom. My biological Mother left me with her monster husband. He tortures me, you can say just killing me slowly with all the tormenting things. I am relieved he is not at home today, I don't even know he is not at home for 2 days . I don't even want to know , the more I am far away from him , I am happy , I am good.

And now at school? I don't have... yah.. no no ! I do have friend , even he became my friend today. I got two friends, Joohyuk and you.

And about him.

You know I can't define you anything about him just know he is my impeccable obsession, craving and whatever it is in the world. His illusive aura doesn't let me live in peace. I am badly in him .

Yes diary you got the first touch of mine, my tears touched you! Don't worry this is going to be several times from now.. I will take care don't worry , you will not be completely drenched. XD

I am not gonna cry more for his behaviors towards me like today morning. I swear I not gonna cry more... Yes I got hurt, more than that of my hands, more than it's physically , I broke mentally.

I just didn't expect such a behavior from you , Love.....

Each and every moments I will pray for you to be that good, noble boy you used to be . I can't tolerate your such behaviors. I just can't , even when you touched me like that , your stare on me.. each and every move was not acceptable Gookie.

I will never let you touch me with all those bad intentions, or with the same feel that you touch other girls. If it happens you never notices me, if you never understands me , I will always crave for you like this but I will never ever let you to be with me like you are now. It is genuinely tormenting for me when I saw you so intimate with others, you were not like this Jungkook. Find your real self.

You don't even know  if I scatter like leaves, even if I broke into pieces , I just think of you and take the next breath closing my eyes , I will always be there for you believe me! I will help you to find your real self. I swear!

I fear that if you notice me, noticing you such immensely what you will think. But you know I just shamelessly stare at you , memories your every features. This love made me shameless. haha~~

Even when you eat at lunch time, I just stare at you forgetting my food ! -_-

I mean how you just still gulp up like a baby and when you just drink milk with those eyes being wide. You look too cute :3 And your that cuteness forces me to look at you each moment. It gives me peace you know !

I just think if you notice me someday staring at you like this while you are eating... What will be your reaction? Will you again come to me and ask me rudely ..

" Why you are staring at me like that?"

And I will just sat there finding me dumb :)

But you know that will never happen.. I am best at spying, you didn't catch me till now.

However I just want to really know what will you do when someday you will catch me!

Ok I wrote much for today.... I should go get some sleep. Bye!

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Next day Yiana was just not expecting that Mrs.Hara will take her to school. She was just overjoyed when she heard that. Both of them went to school gossiping all the way. Mrs. Hara is more like a friend to her. She speaks freely with her , up to her heart content. Although she still don't now about Jungkook. All the way gossiping they reached school.

Suddenly Mrs.Hara cupped Yiana's face and kissed on her forehead. She was so surprised with her sudden action that she was out of words. Mrs. Hara smiled sweetly.

" I am blessed to have you someone like you "

" I am blessed with you dear.... I just want to cherish and admire this blessing of my life"

" Okay bye let me go now.."

Both of them bid themselves and Yiana went to her class with the happiest mood but when she realized she made much late gossiping with her , she just rushed to class and saw class already started. Though she was not punished for being late fortunately.

I don't know what is waiting for me God! I just fear of being happy... I just don't know how I have to pay for this. God spare me from such fear. I don't want to be scared of being happy further.

The classes went out in her nervousness. At lunch time Joohyuk came to him to join her for lunch.

" Well today you will eat lunch with me at the lunch hall . Come with me " He said.

" I-I am not that hungry to eat those all as lunch" She tried to deny .

" No you just always deny the lunch,, You were weak,, You should eat well now" He insisted and took her to the lunch hall.

" You also noticed that? I don't take lunch there often?" She was again amazed of him.

" Ah... I forget that ,,, take the food tray and go sit there.. I am coming with my one"

Yiana understood he totally ignored her question but she didn't asked him further.

He came beside her and sat with his food tray. Both of them started eating , but her eyes were searching for Jungkook.

At a moment she just choked on her food when she saw him straight in front row of her. Someone covered him all this times that's why she couldn't see him. As always she stared at him immensely. It became her habit , she just can't take her eyes off when she saw him.

He was drinking milk in a glass with those wide eyes .

Watching him being such cute she just couldn't stop herself from smiling. She stared at him with a adorable stare and a sweet smile on her face.

I was just thinking of this tomorrow when I was writing... Bitch you are too cute!!

But she was not even ready when he wiped his wet lips and their eyes met. He caught her staring at him with that smile.

A/N: I hope you are not getting tired of my writtings :") Send me feedbacks peep. I love them a lot <3