"We saved her Mr. Jeon! She regained her sense!" Doctor said with a smile.

He looked at doctor without blinking his eyes. He couldn't believe his ears..

"S-She.. s-survived?" A whisper came out from his mouth with that wet face.

"Yes Mr. Jeon! She survived. She opened her eyes. Still we have to check on her almost 8 hours so that other complications might not build. I hope you will be able to take her home soon. Mainly the thing happened she didn't got many injuries but the one wound that she got on forehead and neck, that was deep and the loss of bloods from those nerves were too much. That's why the situation was so critical. I can assure you that she will be fine soon. But we are worried about one thing. She might have a memory loss."

He said plastering a smile on his face but as soon he said about the memory loss the smiled went out. 

"Can I meet with her now?" He asked wiping his tears, but fearing inside after hearing that. 

" Sure you can meet her. But don't give her pressure to talk and please officer you can't question her anything now. You may come after 8 hours for the further procession" He turned to officer and said him.

"Sure. We will come after 8 hours then we can't delay as it is an important procession order from court"

He said and bid them after bowing.

Jungkook entered the room with trembling feet. He was trying hard not to broke in to tears in front of her though his vision was getting blurry with the tears in his eyes. He saw she was laying with pale face and closed eyes. Her body was connected with several tubes. He slowly went close to her and stood beside her bed. She was still laying with closed eyes , she didn't feel that someone is standing beside her.

"Y-Ya-n" He somehow managed to utter her name. 

Please remember me! I can't bear if you forget me..

She was resting her head at the other side, hearing her name she turned her head slowly towards the direction of sound. 

He ducked down his head, he didn't want to hear that.. "Who are you" But....

"Gookie!" She whispered out his name with her half opened eyes.

But he didn't hear that then. He heard her calling out her name. She knew it was Jungkook. She opened her eyes and saw him standing silently beside her bed, head ducked down and trying hard to hold on his tears. A smile appeared on her lips, a weak smile.

He just stared at her smiling face. Even on that pale face, he was witnessing the most beautiful smile. A smile of victory, the smile was appeared after she won against death. He was not in state to talk or speak out a word. He just leaned his head closer to her. He closed her eyes and kissed on her forehead softly. Tears escaped his eyes and fall on her cheeks. A soft chuckle left her mouth, he heard her voice after so many years in front of him. He smiled revealing his teeth with that welled up eyes. She took up her hand to his cheeks and touched his cheeks, cupping his face, she brushed her trembling thumb upon his skin. He kept his hand on hers.

"Don't cry dear.. I am alive" She whispered those words.

"I- I... just love you yan!" He didn't have any other word.

She nodded listening to him.

"We met right? When that car hit me I thought that maybe some months in my life back then before 4 years were actually the most beautiful phrase. I didn't even expect that I will be able to fight back gookie! I fought my death.. I could see my craved one again" she slowly kept talking and expressing.

The grip on her hand was getting stronger. He want to hold those hands tightly never want to let her go away from him. But that curse?

"You will be fine soon, I am gonna embrace you tightly in myself so that no harm can touch you. Even though if you are harmed for me, but still I will break it!"  He kept one of his hand on her hair, sliding on.

"Why I will be harmed because of you jungkook?"  She frowned her eyebrows, she was looking too much tired to talk more.

"Don't talk more love! You need rest... I will tell you everything after taking you to home" finally he smiled.

At that moment hyuk , Eun ah and Mrs. Hara also entered the room. They came close beside her bed. She could see how messed everyone was.

Mrs. Hara went close to her and kept kissing her face. She was teary but had a smile on face because  her daughter is alive.

She looked at hyuk, he couldn't say anything but his face told her that he want to say many things.

"Hyuk! Come here.."

He went to her. She held his hand tightly.

"I am alive right? You can scold me now! " she smiled.

"I will kill you now bitch..!" He said while tears fall down.

"Scold me hard!" She chuckled.

"Yah! What I can do with this girl.." he whined.

"He gave you blood yan!" Jungkook said keeping his hand on hyuk's shoulder.

" See hyuk .. I told you I need you in my life.. you helped me to get back my life"

"Anything for you girl!" He smiled.

"You should not talk too much Yiana.. you need rest." Eun ah said.

She nodded and closed her eyes.

"Jungkook you should go to home and take some rest. Come after taking some rest. We will be here"

He was going to say something but Mrs. Hara cut off his words.

"Jungkook you will go to your home now and rest for the whole day. As far I know Yiana will not be released today. So we are here please have a sound sleep for a day and just know that she is better now right? You don't need to worry we will give you the news. You need to rest well to take her care okay?"
She came and pat his head.

He said nothing but nodded his head. He went to Yiana and gave a peck on her forehead before leaving.

He went out of hospital and called his car to go to home. Getting in to the car he rested his head on the car seat feeling too much exhausted. Though he was badly exhausted but he was relieved that she got back her sense. He was hoping that soon he will be able to take her home.

But if Mrs.Hara took her to home then how I will be with her? I mean it will feel a bit weird to live in her house. What so I do then?

As those thoughts were running through his mind, he suddenly got an email. He clicked his phone and saw it was from Eun ah. After reading the whole he was so overwhelmed that he couldn't utter a word.

She made a dream house? For us! She designed it for us to live together?

He decided to visit the house after getting up fresh. And at that moment his mind snapped an idea.

What if I take her to that house? I mean that is our house right? I don't care we will be married soon.

He smiled as he thought that. Still fighting with himself that the curse might not ruin anything. He is still afraid but as Yiana is alive he got some courage in him. Started to trust himself, that he can overcome that. But those memories haunt him badly. On one hand he don't want to trust that but at another hand he has no other way then believing it. Because he clearly remember the wish he made then.

Let my love ones, my family be demolished by that burning flames in which I pushed him! Whoever come in my life may suffer that bad, let me have my life alone!

He just recalled the whole wish line by line as he closed his eyes.

Why even I made that wish? I just want to know! That is still haunting me...

He squeaked in a corner as he was having that tormenting pain inside him. He wants to leave those memories before 12 years. He want to focus on his future, want to focus on Yiana.

He left a sigh and closed his eyes resting his head back.

After sometimes he went to his house , took a fresh shower and ate lunch with his parents. They are also having good relationship in between them as they started to understand each other more. They started to really care about him, Jungkook also started to take all the things positively.

After having some foods he head to the house. As he reached their, he saw a huge bungalow having a wide lane in front of the house. It was two floored and the upper floor was made with glass wall. The sunlight was reflecting good on them, making them sparkle. He entered the house and he was astonished with interiors setting. He started to roam and see the every single thing. He touched every furniture which left him surprised. After looking at the whole floor he went towards the room of 2nd floor leading the spiral stairs made of white glasses. He could feel warm sunlight on the 2nd floor for glass wall. He pushed a door and went inside the room. He was not prepared a bit to watch the thing in that room. His eyes roamed all over the walls of the room.

It was preciously designed with all his portraits. He remembered she used to draw his portrait. Even the very first memory when he caught her with his portrait. He chuckled recalling them. But he again recalled that her all portraits were burnt by his dad. So she again drew them? He starts to check each of them carefully, how she even highlighted the mole under his lower lip. Even the wrinkles near his eyes when he smile, the nose scrunch. Everything, every details! Even she drew a sketch of him where it shows he is sleeping.

How insanely she loves me? Would I be ever able to love her back this much?

His eyes glimmered with hot tears. He turned around and saw another wall was decorated with all their photos. All the precious photos they took in those past months. He just stared at their smile. How happy they looked together.... how genuine the smile is!

He kept looking at them and stepped backward to have the whole view. He kept going and going back until he smacked his back with another wall behind. He turn immediately and his mouth hung down as he saw a whole huge sketch on the wall. It was their sketch , both of their postures were drawn their. Their very favorite one. Jungkook laying his head on her lap and she is looking at him with all the adores in her eyes and stroking his hairs. He is peacefully sleeping in her lap. 

"Why it seems so real..like I am living the moment again" he whispered out those words. 

Whatever happens Yan.. We will never apart from each other, never! 

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Jungkook entered the cabin where Yiana was shifted lately from the ICU. As he entered he saw her almost ready to leave the hospital. She noticed him and a sweet smile appeared on her lips. A peace giving smile. Jungkook smiled back and rushed to her. He hugged her tightly wrapping his whole arm around her body and so Yiana did. Both of them rest their chin on their shoulder, closing their eyes. 

"I missed you" Yiana whispered out that in his ears. 

"So do I Yan" He whispered back. 

"Never leave me from now on! Please" Tears escaped her eyes. The tear of contentment that he is in her arms, she is intertwined with him, close to him. 

"Never gonna leave you my girl. Never" he rubbed his palm on her back giving her warmth. 

That more felt like a shelter, a care, felt like she is safe now from whatever. 

They broke the hug as Mr and Mrs. Hara entered the room. Hyuk and Eun ah also entered following them.

"So Yiana is well now right?" Eun ah came and held her arm. 

"Yeah dear! Completely fine" She smiled. 

"So we are going home finally Yiana.." Mrs.Hara smiled saying that. 

Jungkook felt the heat coming up out of tension. He was nervous how to say that. Even though they are apart from each other for years over but still they are not married so how they will take her living with him alone. Still he cleared his throat catching everyone's attention. 

"Ah.. actually I want to take her care, as we were already far away over years so.. I want to take her with me if you don't mind." He said having a nervous smile. 

"But.. What about your parents Jungkook? I mean will they accept her to live her with you even without..." She just stuttered as Mrs.Hara was speaking. 

"I am planning to take her to the house she presented me" He said back on defense. 

Yiana was feeling nervous as he said that all of a sudden but her eyes went wide as he said that he wants to live in that house that she build up by her own hands. She build that up for them, she was nervous though he will like it or not and finally she got her answer, he liked it. Honestly, she also wanted to spend some times with Jungkook, these years were a fine mess for her without him. She wants to live peacefully by cherishing him beside her. She really wants to breath the air of relief. 

Both of them were expecting a positive answer from her parents. Though they are grown up now, perfect adult , they can make their own decisions but they think asking their parents will never be a bad idea. This also show the love, respect they hold towards them. 

"If yiana wants surely you can live together" 

The positive answer from them just changed the situation in a second. The joy just availed in all of them. All of them looked as much happy as Jungkook and Yiana. 

" I will pack the her all belongings, you two may take them on the way to your home" She said. 

"Sure " Jungkook smiled and bowed. 

Jungkook looked at Yiana and left a sigh of relief holding her hand tightly, intertwining the fingers.   Waving all of them they started to went downstairs with all the medicines she required to be perfectly fit and fine. They encountered with doctor for the last time and he said soon she will recover soon. The scar on her head and neck will take much time to went out but she will soon overcome the pains and the loose. 

They reached close to the car, though they didn't talk with each other that much but the smile couldn't be replaced with any other smile they were holding on their lips at that time. Finally they had the time to spend with each other alone. Both of them stopped before the car. Jungkook kept staring at her for late minutes while yiana frowned his brows, tilting her head at side a bit. 

He kept looking at her every features from closely. From head to toe, how pretty she looked. The white top exposing her collarbone and shoulder, revealing her milk white skin. Her honey brown silky hair extending to her waist, some of them on her forehead made her beauty glorified. Her dark coffee colored pupils was sparkling, looking at him with the same affection and love as she used to look at him years ago. It could be seen in her eyes how deep was her love for him, how deep the wound was in her heart for staying such far away from her these years. As his eyes keep memorizing all the features, she smiled looking his amazed eyes. 

This smile! It pains my heart.. I missed this smile for year... how...

"How beautiful look" He almost whispered out that feel, he uttered the words which were whirling in his mind that time. 

"Yah gookie! Stop looking at me like this.. Now let's go" She chuckled. 

He giggled and was about to open the car door but at that moment police came and stood in front of them. 

I just forgot about that matter shit! She don't even know who caused her accident. And she now have to give statement, how can I forgot such I big thing.. She must not be ready to hear about her murderer!

Jungkook was just rolling his eyes here and there while Yiana looked at police with frowned eyes at police. 

"Ms.Yiana... I think you can give us the statement now" Officer asked her. 

She didn't understand him. 

"Sorry officer about which statement I can't remember" She asked being confused. 

"So you don't know yet? " officer told her. 

"No I don't actually understand.. What you are saying? Can you please clear me?" Yiana asked again. 

While Jungkook was getting more and more worried. 

"Do you know Mrs.Yiana who caused your accident?" He asked. 

"Who? " she looked super serious this time. 

"Mr. Cheong , Your father" He said finally. 

Hearing that, she like got a thunder attack. Her eyes went more wide expressing that she can't believe that. She kept stepping backwards, trying to balance herself. Jungkook hurried and held her shoulder. 

"H-He did this? H-How? Wasn't he in the cell?" She asked with shaky voice. 

"He was out of the detention center almost a month ago. But he tried to kill you this time and even he also had bad business along with many past records of ill works. So court order him for death sentence. He will be hung soon but we need your final statement about the abuse and the torture he used to do ago. If you give us then the further procession will be easier" 

He said in one breath and stopped, wanting Yiana's answer. 

Her eyes filled with tears, the rage of anger again raised in her. Her blood started to boil as she recalled all those past, tormenting memories. How he used to crawl her dirty hands upon her skin, how he used to torture her, used to cut her down her flesh out of insanity. Her eyes turned red. 

"Kill that monster as soon as possible! He don't deserve to live. He should die a painful death" She gritted with teeth and groaned. 

Jungkook was holding her tightly against him. He was scared, she just got up from such a condition, this might give her mental pressure which is really bad. 

"A father can never touch his child the way he touched me. He used to treat me like a slut. I used to hate his gaze on me, his lustful gaze... He is a sinner. He should have been died long ago!" 

She kept gritting out clenching her palm into a fist. Hot tears ran through her eyes. She knows her father well, but still after hearing that he tried to kill her, it broke her badly. 

Understanding the situation, officer just tried to took that as her final statement without going deep on her more. He bowed and went away.

Jungkook rubbed her arms, trying to comfort her. She was still breathing heavy. 

"Yiana, come inside the car. We have to go home. I heard my secretary  already took your belongings so we don't need to stop by any place, straight to mi casa" 

She named the house Mi casa. 

But any sort of change could not be seen in her behavior or expression. She went cold and numb. Still Jungkook tried to pace up and helped her to seat inside the car. Jungkook went to the driving sit and started to drive it towards home. 

My mother is dead and now that monster is also going to die! I was the cause of my mother's dead and now I fueled the procession of my father's death. I know he should die, should whimper like a dying dog while his death but why it is causing me such unbearable pain? I mean I should even take that easily that he tried to kill me.. then why even it is bothering me? What didn't he do past then? He tried all the way to slowly kill me with fucking pain! Then why it have to bother me when I came to know that he tried to kill me and he is going to be hung tomorrow? Just why? Still why this is so messing me? I am not a teenaged girl that I should mess my heart for such a mere thing.. I have my world beside me, sheltering me, giving me comfort! Then my I have to suffer after having the most peace giving person with me? why? Why I have to feel this then? 

She kept thinking all that looking outside through the window. Her heart was messed up, whirled with pains. She don't want to feel that, she don't want to be upset for that monster's death but her heart is not listening to her. 

Jungkook also didn't talk with her throughout the road. He didn't find any words to comfort her then. He was also in a bad mess, he couldn't bear her like this and also can't get her out of such a situation. 

They finally reached their house and both of them went inside. Where both of them should be happy, cheerful , should have been giggled around after being together after 4 years but all that turned into deep grief only. Both of their sighs could be heard loud not even a single word from mouth. 

Yiana lead towards the bedroom and without even saying anything she layed down on the bed and covered herself with blanket unto her neck. He closed her eyes without even talking to Jungkook. She was feeling to sway it away alone somehow, she don't feel like to even cry more. 

It made Jungkook worried. He went close to her, leaned his head close to her, 

"Are you feeling more unwell Yan?" He asked slowly. 

"Gookie, I just want to be alone today. C-can you please.." Her voice cracked, she couldn't talk more. 

Her words pierced his heart directly. 

After so many year we are together still you want to be alone today?

He slowly went away from her room hanging his head down. Meanwhile yiana kept whimpering on the bed, heart hammering loud against her chest. Wounds digging more. 

He went out and closed the door. 

"Okay I won't come until you don't want me" He whispered and slowly sat down on the floor. 

He rested his head against the door. 

"Aren't we now supposed to feel each others warmth?" He mumbled to himself letting out that painful drop of tear. He closed his eyes tightly. 

Yiana went up from the bed. She went to the window of the room looking outside with wet eyes. 

"We were supposed to enjoy this view together gookie.. but.. for me!" She didn't finished the sentence. 

She went to the door and rested her head against the door, shutting her eyes tightly. 

I don't want to be like this but why I am like this now? 

A/N: Okay I updated after many days.. :(