She didn't expect all those behaviors from him. He kissed on her forehead, dragged her close to him. What he wants to mean? What he wants! Why he wants her closeness? Why he always had the most beautiful smile while caring her, even those frowned eyebrows looked healing when he cared her. As long he held her tightly against his chest, she was could hear her heart beating, thriving hardly against her chest. She was froze on her spot, was not able to move a single limb. Her hands and feet went numb and cold. He kept holding her like that in a caring position. She slowly moved her hands and held him tightly, grabbed his shirt and buried herself in him. She inhaled a long breathe, his intoxicating smell she loved.

"Remember how we slept at the side of a ground after running around" He spoked softly.

"You are still awake?" Yiana flinched a bit and managed to ask in a cracked voice.

"Hmm... We were punished, and you just kept running behind me in the ground saying that it was my fault , that's why teacher punished us" He chuckled sweetly as he kept saying.

" Yes, then we lyed on the ground being super tired, even we don't know when we fall asleep on even a ground" She chuckled too.

" You remember I held you like this, you were sleeping ! " He whispered.

"Yeah.. you always used to treat me like a little girl" She huffed in a sweet way.

He laughed sweetly , she couldn't see his face but could imagine how he was looking. His eyes gone small, slight nose scrunch with that bunny teeth. That's heart melting.

"You recreated the moment gookie" She said.

"Yes and I am..." He stopped before he could say anything else.

"You what?" She asked .

"Nothing just sleep.." He patted her head and closed his eyes with a smile.

Can you please hold me like this forever?

Her heart cried inside the whole time she was in his warmth. She closed her eyes with millions hopes and wishes, and thanking god for letting her have such a precious moment.

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Their sleep broke by the sound of phone. Yiana opened her eyes and saw she is still in his arms, her hairs was messed and some were stuck on his neck. Meanwhile he was still sleeping, grabbing her tightly. She slowly moved herself out from his grip and took the phone which was ringing. Signal was not so poor here. She saw teacher called him many times, it was Jungkook's phone. She took the call and Jungkook's sleep also broke as they were talking. He rubbed his eyes and sat on the couch.

Yiana finished the call.

"You are awake?" She asked.

"Who called? You can get signal here?" He said while yawning.

"Yes, I said the whole to teacher, but she is not even believing that we are in a hut in such a dark forest. She totally said it can't be true, and ordered us to go back as soon as possible, they are too much worried as expected." She said in one breathe.

"Ok, let's just got ready!" He stood up.

"But the thing is why he lives in such a dark forest?" She asked while thinking about that hard.

"We will ask him okay! Now take all the things" He said while fitting his dress.

He found something ticklish on his neck, he roamed his hand their and found hairs. He smiled without any reason. After getting ready, they called the man before leaving, he was in some sorts of meditation or something, deeply immersed in thinkings.

"Sir, We are leaving!" Jungkook cleared his throat and said that for his attention.

He opened his eyes being a bit bothered, but his stare was locked on Yiana. He looked with furrowed eyebrows at her that made her feel awkward.

"Sir, why you live in such a dark forest alone?" She asked .

"Don't put yourself in danger, have control on your cravings, that will never give you the good result"

He said such words without any context, that startled both of them. They didn't understand what and why he was saying but his deep gaze was scary. Yiana was trying hard to figure out his words while Jungkook's eyes went wide. Something in his mind snapped. He just dragged her out of their and rushed towards the way back.

"What happened gookie?" She asked while going.

Jungkook didn't utter a word.

"Why are you dragging me like that what happened?" She still blabbered.

"Stay quiet yan! We have to go quick" His sudden raised voice flinched her severely.

She went quiet, after some moments he left her hand. They kept walking following the map with all the silence. Yiana felt nervous, why he is behaving like this again. But she didn't talk more watching him disturbed with any reason.

That all my fault, I was so flowed in the emotion! I just forgot that cursed reason! I can't let her in pain, or can't push her in danger for me.. She already endured too much pain.

After almost an hour they came to the resthouse. Finally they were with all of the other students, after a whole freaking night. Teachers rushed to them.

"Are you all right? We were so scared, if you didn't found you back! You should be more responsible!" She scolded being such concerned.

Both of them bowed and asked for pardon.

"Okay students, as they have came now and obviously with the box...that means they are the winner! Their group own the competition. And you 4 will be given the worth prize"

All of them applaud for them, even after spending such a hectic situation , yiana smiled, felt a peace. But she noticed something on jungkook was changed at a sudden. He was not being like he was yesterday. He looked worried, nervous for any sort of reason.

While thinking all that hyuk and Joshua bumped in front of her.
"Yah , Yiana... we were fucking tensed girl!"
Hyuk came and hugged her.

"Yah...I am here..don't be tensed!" She chuckled and patted his back.

"I was feeling to guilty buddy... all happened for me..". Joshua looked sad.

"Shut up stupid! Nothing happened for you...and we are here now right? So why so worried?"

She comforted both of them.

After sometimes they were given the prize and all the students enjoyed the lunch together their. They were asked to pack everything as they were going back to Seoul at the afternoon. So after finishing their lunch, they started to pack all their things. Many of them were whining like a kid, they want to stay more in such a beautiful place.  The whole environment was so cheerful with all the students happy. But the change what came in Jungkook after that , he was not even able to concentrate in a single thing. The whole time he looked gloomy and seemed like a little more far than he had been to all. 

"Gookie..why are you looking gloomy?"  Yiana asked.

"N-Nothing...mind your buisness" He didn't look at her.

Yiana frowned her eyebrows.

What suddenly get into you?

"You look worried for any reason...why don't you share with me?" She smiled sweetly and looked into his eyes.

Don't look at me like this Yan! I will not be able to resist you then, you are making it hard for me...

"Please leave me alone for sometimes yan! Please" He said to her which forced her to went away without uttering a single word.

Maybe I should leave him alone..how much more you expect from him yiana! You got more than you wanted..don't be greedy... he will be fine soon!

After all the stuffs, they all get in to the bus for departure to Seoul. All of them again enjoyed in the bus, singing , dancing. Even many of them were dragging Yiana to join them. In this little tour she almost became the hero of the school as she saved someone and also won the competition. She also enjoyed with them, she went to them on her own will. She danced and moved her body with the music. She was looking super happy.

Jungkook was lost in his thoughts, suddenly his eyes locked on her. Her happy self, cheerful self, enjoying with such a wholesomeness. He could individually praise her beauties, her lovely , sweet features along with deepness in her feelings which can be clearly seen through her eyes.

He kept staring at her, he smiled, his eyes welled up. Tears obstructing his vision. The painful tears with that smile.

This is getting tormenting for me! I should have not included myself... Now, I am suffering like someone is stabbing my heart with a sharp knife.

He clenched his fist as well as his sobs. Tears were continuously falling but he can't let out the pains through that. He unwillingly moved his stare from her. He closed those welled up eyes and leaned his head at the seat. His breathing was getting heavy gradually, he felt asleep with those tears soaked on his cheeks.

They reached Seoul within 3 hours. It was dawn then, all were coming off from the bus being tired. Yiana was searching for him, who it could be ? Her love , Jungkook. She roamed her eyes around the bus and her eyes stopped on that figure lying on the last seat.

Maybe he is asleep!

She chuckled and went to him. The lights of bus was falling slightly at the last seat. She went close to his face to wake him up. But her eyes frowned when she saw soaked tears at the edge of his eyes. She didn't know why her heart filled with a gloominess. She brushed her fingers on that soaked tears to wipe them. She kept staring at that innocent sleeping face. She smiled with the corner of her lips and her fingers went in his hairs. She messed his hairs, played a bit with that. Suddenly he opened his swollen eyes, they were red but his eyes and heart didn't expected her front of him bowing close to his face. He could feel her hand on his head, he sat immediately.

"We reached Seoul gookie! "

He just looked at her without uttering any word. His eyes just roamed on her eyes to nose to beautiful cherry lips. Every moments he was discovering himself immensely in love with her which he didn't want to realize again and hurt himself. But alas, his soul was crying to himself appealing to love her. His eyes was not allowing him to move his gaze.

"What are you looking at? Won't you go to your house?" She asked.

He felt like a beautiful dream of him just broke as he came to his real sense. He blinked for some moments and looked away.

"Y-Yeah, I-I am going .." He stammered a bit and went away past her.

He quickly went off the bus without talking to her. She pouted her lips feeling sad, but hyuk called her to come out. She came out of bus.

"Won't you go to home?" He asked.

"Yeah, of course.." She nodded.

"Okay, then let me go with you. I will reach you to home" Hyuk smiled.

" Yah! I am not a little girl, I will be able to go" She whined.

"Shut up , you are a little girl and I will go with you " He strictly said.

"Y-Yahhhh! " She frowned.

Hyuk chuckled watching her frowning in such a cute way.

"Now, don't act cute, it's melting my heart" Words slipped from his mouth.

"What?" She looked with wide eyes at him.

"Um.. no nothing, just let's go to home" Hyuk dragged her towards her home.

She became a bit worried, she could understand what he is always trying to express and thought to tell him everything at her own before anything else.

Hyuk dropped her home, both of them waved at themselves. After 2 days she went to house with a wide smile on face and cheerfulness in her. As she entered Mrs.Hara came and hugged her.

"Ahhhh! After so many days I met with my daughter" She said while hugging her tightly.

"I also missed youu" Yiana also said.

"How are you? How was the tour? Everything went well?" She asked after breaking the hug.

"It was a super exciting and adventurous !" She exclaimed whiling going to her room.

Mrs. Hara was also following her with a glass of water.

"I am gonna disturb you today, just to know what happened " Her mother chuckled.

But as she entered the room , the thing that caught her attention was that Diary on that table!

"T-That diary! How it came in my room?" She looked extremely scared.

"Why you left this precious thing like this?" She said having a mysterious smile on her face.

"W-What do you mean?" She stammered.

" I saw that lying at the back of your house, I was cleaning the place... I found it mysterious as well as beautiful . So I opened it to see what is inside it, I didn't want to do that, ahm I mean I had to .. I didn't want to read all your feelings" She teased her .

"You have already read the diary?" She looked a bit nervous as she found out everything.

"Yes, I mean I didn't want to know that you secretly loved someone so deeply" She chuckled.

Yiana's cheek was burning, turning into a red. She kept her gaze low as like she was caught on any crime.

" Come on dear! Why you are being nervous ? You can share everything with your mom right?"

She smiled , holding her chin looking at her eyes. She comforted her for which she smiled immediately.

"So, now I want to know how was your time with Jungkook? As he found out that you are his childhood friend?" She again teased her.

"Yah! Mom... Don't just tease me" She pouted.

" I am not teasing you! " She laughed watching her little daughter blushing like this.

They started to gossip, she shared many memories with her mom. Not every memories of tour but all the cheerful, adventurous moments, about that night and about the fire everything. Mrs.Hara scolded her for doing all such risky works and also thanked that she came out safe. They almost made midnight while talking about all these, even unknowingly she forgot about that diary. She was happy with all the things happened in all these days. She got a chance to go close to Jungkook , to know his pain, to adore him and also to get his adore , care.

She closed her eyes thinking all these having a sweet smile on her face.

Isn't all these enough for you to live peacefully the whole life! I got all the craved things, the way all went I don't think he will be able to go away from me again. We will be close again like our childhood, will make many memories! I know my love and adore can change him into the whole old Jungkook. The Jungkook who used to carry all the kindness and affections in his heart. His old self is returning soon! And yes this made me happy, happiest! The tenderness for you in my heart will never end love, even if my hearts stops beating, even if I stop breathing .. the last heart beat and the last breathe will be of your name love! It will be only for you, I swear!

"I love you Jungkook" She mumbled in herself , leaving a breath.

She slept reminiscing all those sweet moments they passed together. She could imagine him close to her, could smell his that intoxicating aura!

How immensely can someone love someone! How badly~~

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She left the house with a wide smile on her face, towards her school. She is not anymore like that same old messed Yiana. She is the happiest person now. But as soon she was just humming in her mind, the thought of diary hit her mind. A shiver went down in her all nerves. But she tried to think about that with a calm mind. She thought logically that if she doesn't write anything on that diary then nothing will happen. She can keep that with her, but by not getting any harm through it. She left a relieving sigh. Removing all those thoughts she entered the school. She went all the way through the corridor with a smile on face.

But she could hear some students gathered at a corner and making noises. She felt curious to see what is actually happening their. She went inside the crowd, moving all the students and saw....

Jungkook is torturing a boy severely! The boys shirt was ripped, even bloods were coming out from his mouth, and the most shocking thing was Jungkook had a evil smirk on his face all the time. He was smiling like a devil. The people around was cheering him like ago! Even some of them were cheering that "The old boss has returned!"

Yiana stood their speechless, she couldn't believe her eyes. Her hands went cold, she was shivering out! She didn't delayed a minute , she tuned his look around to her and

SLAPPED HIM HARD!

All the students was looking at them with wide eyes... They didn't expect any such thing.

A/N: hey peeppps! How are you? How you enjoyed MOTS ON:E? It was of mixed feelings, I delayed to update for the concert :"(

Ya'all see how he attacked 🙂

He choked me here like......

And he broke me here like.....

You know all I am crying out loud screaming his name☹️☹️