Chapter 15: Trauma

He kept stroking her hairs. After a long time she took up her head, she looked at him with that teary eyes. Jungkook looked at her, touched her cheeks. Her whole face was wet. She held his hand when he touched her cheeks.
Don't be like this jungkook ... I know that I will never get you...if you keep doing all these how I will manage myself? How I will pace myself when you will go away with another person!
Why it hurts me when you cry yan... the first day when you cry in front of me, the ache I felt in my heart was unexplainable. Please don't cry like this please yan!

Jungkook kept his hands on her cheeks. He slowly wiped her tears with his thumbs softly. He made her messed hair. He moved the hairs from her temple.

Why you are doing this gookie? I feel more pain...don't do that... I just can't let you go from my closeness if you keep caring me like this.. the pain will be increased to thousand times...please for gods sake!

Jungkook was not even in his real sense. His feelings , his mind and soul all were only devoted to her. He was feeling like to adore her more, care her more. His craves were increasing to get her more closest. So that he can press his lips on that beautiful wet cheeks. Unknowingly his hands went around her, pulling her more closer. Yiana's eyes went wide.

What are you doing! Jungkook don't you please....!

His another hand went to her nape. The soft press of his palm and the warmth was intoxicating. Even Jungkook was totally intoxicated in her. He didn't even notice when they came so close to each other. There face was some inch away. Yiana should resist herself from that but she was not even able to. The care, the touch she needed from him , he was doing all that. How can she go against the will of her own, what she craved for so long.

Breathes went fast between them, chest going up and down continuously. Yiana had the same tight grip on him. She was not even willing to left him, she wants to hold him like this forever. Till her last breathe. They were coming close, more closer and when their lips were about to touch each other's suddenly one of the teacher started to talk. They were flinched severely as both of them left each other. Teacher announced that they will reach Busan in 10 minutes.

What you were going to do Jungkook? Control yourself, she is just your childhood friend, yes you feel for her but you can't involve yourself! Just keep that in mind..

God... I- I.. We were about to .... I knew I always wanted you to be mine only to stay closest to me! But I don't want that it will be a mere attraction like other .. like you use others... I believe you , you can't do that with me! But still I am scared, I fear of this more.. It will cause me more pain.

The lights in the bus was lighted up. They were so immersed in their world that the people around them were just having fun, screaming, singing their heart out they didn't even notice. When the bus was lighted up both of them were trying to look at each other but they couldn't even look at them. Something in their heart was distracting them to look at each other. But still Jungkook looked at her and also for lighting the heavy air, he cracked , laughed a bit.

"Why you are laughing?" She furrowed her eyebrows.

"Look at yourself... your mascara is ruined all over the face" He kept laughing.

"What?" She took out her phone and saw her face in the camera.

"Shit.. I look a mad"

"That you are" He actually couldn't hold his laugh.

"What? " She pouted and looked at him.

"Aigoo she is angry "

"Yah! Jungkookah... I will choke you!" She yelled at him.

" I got scared .. too much scared.. Yan will choke me"

"Stop acting like this... This annoying brat"

She wiped her face with a tissue and freshen up herself.

" let me see how much it is smeared." He held her chin.

"Yah! Don't touch me " She said angrily.

"Aigoo my little Yan in angry" He exactly said that as he used to tease her in childhood.

As he said that she couldn't stay angry with him. She left a breath and looked at him.

"Why can't you be like this always gookie? Why can't we just..."

She stopped while saying the whole.

I am sorry Yan! Maybe I can be friendly with you but not to that extent like we used to be ago.. I don't want to make it more painful

He just tried to smile looking at her. Before she could say anything , all of them started to get off the bus. They already reached Busan and they were near the Hwangnyeongsan mountain. He got up from the seat and left the place with all others.

Why he smiled like that? How beautifully he smiled.. yeah Jeon Jungkook you are illegal!

She was sitting their dumbfounded, she didn't understand why he smiled. Meanwhile Joo Hyuk came towards her.

"Hey won't you go?" He asked watching her sitting their lost in herself.

"O-Oh! Yeah.. I will " She got up from the seat and kept following him.

"How was the journey? Were you comfortable?" He asked.

"Y-Yeah.. I was" She bowed her head as she said that.

The whole time I was in his arms, resting my head on his chest.. How much comfort I will need? Isn't it enough for my lifetime?

She smiled as she thought that. All the students were going in a row through that mountain place. The whole situation was so beautiful with that darkness and slight breezes. All the students just 'Wowed' looking around.

How peaceful the place is! Only sounds of breezes can be heard. I wish I could stay here forever away from everything. Of course I am having a way more better life than before but still I just want to stay alone in places like this!

All of them gradually walked towards their bungalow and all of them were amazed with the hugeness and atristrocrasy of that bungalow. It was huge with beautiful vintage feeling, it was decorated with old kind of lights. Though all of them were mesmerized but Yiana felt a shiver as it reminded her about that shop and also the diary. All of them were asked to go inside the Bungalow. All of them entered and they were more surprised. It looks more huge from inside. How beautifully it was decorated for them.

"Okay students! How you like this place?" Teacher asked.

"Beautifull, It's very beautiful" All of them literally shouted out of joy.

"It is one of the most vintage bungalow here and it is more decorated for you guys!"

"Yayyyy"

They screamed being overwhelmed.

"Okay so today night we will be staying here. Girls and boys have different sections of room. There are 5 rooms for boys and 5 for girls at the second floor. We teacher will be staying at the 1st floor, if you need us you can call us or can also come in our room"

"Okayyyy Miss"

"Okay then go and claim your rooms fast!"

All of them rushed to the second floor whereas Yiana was going slowly and steadily.

"Yeah girl come on! Be quick rooms will be occupied" He held her hand and dragged her towards the second floor.

Yiana ran with him towards the second floor. She kept looking for Jungkook but she couldn't see him in that crowd. Her eyes kept looking for him but all of them went inside the room. She was not able to search him anymore. She then randomly went to a room and saw their was already 7 girls. She went with her back packs and kept all that at a side. She went to the washroom and washed her face. After drying up her face she sat beside the window. The breeze were refreshing, she closed her eyes and inhaled the air peacefully. Someone came and sat beside her , she turned looking at her. It was Joshua.

"Hi.. Yiana.. congrats for your win in the fest" She chuckled.

"Thanks alot.. What about your book? Did you win? " She asked being curious.

"The judging is still on the process. Let's see what happen" She smiled.

" I hope you will be winner. By the way do you have any book of your now? I just want to read."

"Yeah.. of course I will give you the link. It's published at a site. Give me your number then"

Both of them exchanged their numbers and kept on chattering about different things.

" This breeze is so refreshing right?" Yiana said to her.

"Yes.. I feel like it just washes out all the sadness from a person"

"Yes you are right"

As she said she again closed her eyes, and took a long breath. But her eyebrows furrowed as she smell something burning.

" Can you smell something burning?" She asked being worried.

Joshua tried to smell and she also found that burning smell.

"Yes.. I can smell too. Where it is coming from?" She asked.

"Maybe someone is just burning the leaves outside" She thought.

"Yeah. That can be also"

They left the matter and kept talking on , but after some minutes hot breezes started to hit them.

"Why the breeze is so hot now?" She mumbled.

"Even the smell is getting immense now..." She also replied.

While they were figuring out sudden screams they started to hear. All of them in the rooms started to panic hearing that.

" What happened?"

As Joshua said that a spark of fire they could see through the window. Suddenly in just a minute the fire caught their room. Fire started to burn in their room. All of them started to scream out and went out of the room. The whole room started to cover with smoke of fire. All of them came out of the room and locked the door but the fire was spreading very quickly. After coming out of they saw the fire caught first at the boy's room. All were screaming and trying to come out of the room. Fire was burning very hugely in that rooms. All started to rush towards the downstairs. Whole place was covering with black smoke, no one was able to breathe even properly.

Nam Joo hyuk ran to Yiana to see whether she is out or not.

"You came out! Relief"

She was not even responding a bit she was looking for Jungkook. She couldn't see Jungkook out their with all.

"Come on Yiana, let's go outside.. everyone is going out.. we should not be late" He held her hand.

" Where is Jungkook?" She screamed out.

"He is maybe also out.. Just come out now from here " He dragged her.

All were coughing out badly, many of them went out of the bungalow. Yiana suddenly left his hand with a shake.

"Yiana, what are you doing? Why you are not coming?" She yelled.

"I will not go out without Jungkook" She yelled back and rushed to the rooms to find him.

Joo Hyuk held her tightly and asked her several times not to go but she didn't listen. She left his hard grip whereas a teacher came and took Joo hyuk away as only 2 of them were at the 2nd floor. But they didn't reach to her because she was too close to fire. She was literally looking in all the rooms for him. All the teachers were asking her to come down but she didn't hear a single word from them. Even fire close to her body was burning her skin badly, she was somehow searching while escaping the fires. Suddenly she heard some screams and cry from a room.

"Jungkook.. I am sure it's Jungkook their" She screamed.

She tried to enter that room, somehow she managed to open the door. She saw the room was full of black smoke and fire burning. Jungkook was sitting in the middle of the room, holding his ears and eyes closed. He was literally screaming out of fear. He was fearing to open his eyes.

"Please help me! Please... I will also die here..." He was crying badly.

"Jungkook..Gookie!" She screamed out.

He looked at the door and saw Yiana trying to come in the room.

"Please Yan! Save me from here.. Please. I will also die in this fire... "

"Wait gookie, just wait up I am coming"

She was sweating severely even she was not able to breathe properly. She was coughing often but she managed to get into that room. A wood with fire fell on her hand, she caught a bit fire on her dress. She just tried to put out the fire by her hands. Otherwise her whole body will caught fire. Her palm burned for that. She reached in the middle of the room and held him.

"Gookie, hold me.. I will take you out" She helped him to stood.

"Please Yiana, help me.. I am scared of fire badly." He held her tightly and started to plead.

" I am here right, don't worry.. I will get you out of here"

She held his hand, he wrapped her arms around her shoulder and kept a strong grip on her. She took him out of that escaping the burnings. After getting out of that room, both of them went to downstairs. Jungkook was still holding her tightly, he was so scared that he was fearing like if he leave her , no one will save him.

All were so shocked watching him like this. Even also surprised that Yiana took him out keeping her life at stake.

"Your hands and arms are burnt" Joshua came to her.

"I am alright, don't worry"

Teachers said that they already arranged a rest house near the bungalow and ordered all to go their. All of them started to follow the teachers to that rest house. All were very much panicked, whereas the people their started to extinguish the fire.

All of them reached the rest house, throughout the whole road, Yiana held him close to her. He was still crying silently.

Why he fears fire so much? It feels like he has trauma.

The rest house quite small compared to that bungalow. Teachers asked them to stay their by adjusting with everyone as it was late night and they were close to the mountains. Watching such lack of space, Yiana went to the terrace of the rest house. It was not a moonlit night but slight slice of moon was visible. Both of them went inside and sat on the floor. He was not letting her go a bit away from him, like a child.

"Gookie, don't panic now, We are out of fire see" She tried to make him understand.

Without saying anything, he started to cry like a child. He was crying mess.

"Don't cry dear.. don't cry. I am here with you"

He started to pat him. She was feeling so bad watching him cry like this. She couldn't tolerate that more. She dragged him close to her chest and started to stroke his hairs. He wrapped his both hands around her waist, still crying like baby.

" I am scared Yiana, please don't leave me.. please" He was mumbling all that.

"Okay dear, it's okay. I will never leave you. I am here with you , be calm dear"

She kept sliding her fingers in his hairs. Her dress was getting wet gradually with his tears.

I mean it love, if you hold me like this I will never leave you. I will be with you my whole lifetime!

She kept caring him, after some moments he fall asleep in her chest.

"Gookie.. are you asleep?"

He didn't respond.

He is asleep.

She managed him to lye comfortably. She held him carefully without breaking his sleep, and made him lye in her lap. She kept his head on her lap even he also made a comfortable position for himself in her lap, holding her closer. She looked at his face, tears were on his face. She wiped them softly , brushing her palm on his face. He was looking very calm while sleeping looks like he is sleeping peacefully. She smiled watching him like this.

How sweet and calm you are looking.. I never even wondered that I will spend such a time with you. Who knew such a situation will come and you will just depend on me. Do you know how I feel when you said Yan don't leave me, please. My heart skipped a painful beat. See how comfortable you are in my lap... looks like you were just supposed to sleep here for years! You know, I know that their are lack of love and adores in your life. A little adore, tenderness , love can change you into a complete different person. A person who will be devoted, will respect everyone and also will love others. Why don't we just spend our lifetime like this gookie? I will be the happiest person then, won't you be my happiness? Won't you love me back if I love you? Won't you adore me back, devote yourself in my love if I do so? Tell me!

She chuckled while thinking all that. She was still sliding her fingers in her hairs. Looking at that innocent face she couldn't stop herself. She slowly went close to his face stopping her breath. With her heart beats super fast, she left a soft kiss on her forehead. With that kiss he moved a bit and hold her more tightly. She held her breathe for that moment. She felt like her mere breathe will also break his sleep, but again he felt asleep.

Sleep well my love, I will adore you whole night! Who knows this if this moment never come back? I just want to devote my all to you in this moment! I love you.. I love you badly!


She looked straight , she saw the whole city is lighted up and from this rooftop all were looking so small and beautiful!

"How beautiful it is! How beautiful the moment is!" She mumbled.














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