Those words inside her heart was trying to let out from her mouths. She was willing too much to let out all those through a scream. Being such close to him was her dream, and that came true. She really wanted to be cared by him.

They didn't move a single limb, just Jungkook smiled looking at her. A beautiful smile that can heal every wounds of her heart,she can take away every complains from him only watching that smile. They got out of the alley, street lights were still sparkling in the road. Suddenly a rainy breeze started to blow all over the world. The dark world with that slight yellow lights and tiny,swift droplets of rain was making it very much surreal. He still hold her hand. Tightly gripped in his big palm. Her hands were trembling, both of them was getting shiver in them.

They kept walking, intertwining their hands together in that breezy night. They were not talking, it was like they were just connecting their soul. Though he don't know what he feels for her but somewhere he was not feeling to let go her soft hands from his hand, that hand which actually starved to hold on someone like her.

Suddenly it started to rain, they were just drenching in that rain. Suddenly Yiana stopped holding his hand. Jungkook also stopped and looked at her. Yiana slowly came close to him. She left his hand and hugged him wrapping her both hand around his chest. She buried her head in his chest, grabbing his shirt tightly with her fingers. Jungkook was extremely startled with her move. He was standing dumb there, but unknowingly his hand went around her waist. He pulled her more close to him and rested his chin on her shoulder.

They didn't know why they were doing this, even they don't know why they are being so desperate for a this hug, but they did. Even in the cold weather with rains falling on them, they could feel each other's body warmth.

Don't ever let me go, gookie!

She cried inside.

I don't even know why I am doing this but I am helpless, I needed this for a long time from someone like you, yan!

His every heart beat was craving for this.

" I missed you , gookie! I badly missed you these years.." She couldn't keep that more, she cried out.

He didn't utter a word, those words welled up his eyes. With trembling hands he kept hand on Yiana's head and patted slowly, stroke softly.

Please keep me in your arms like this forever love! I don't want to let go this moment, I want to live in this moment only for years. I just want to spend my whole life holding you like this.

They passed some minutes close to each other, holding each other closely in this rain. They broke the hug.

I am now actually realizing the importance of your existence Yan!

They went towards their house, without even waving at each other. They didn't want the moment to finish. But at the end, again they separated. This day went to much for them.

I don't know, why he is being so close to me? Why he is worrying about me? That means I am right! The real Jungkook is still not faded, he is in him himself. Only my acquaintance made him this, it is lot more different from before. That badness in him just whooshed away, I could just see a pure heart which is needy for love and adores.

She entered the house, it was already 11 pm at night. She was drenched in rain again.

" Now I will scold you hard" Mrs. Hara came to her and pouted.

" I am sorry, I was on my way and rain started. Even the sky was not that much cloudy"

"Yes.. It is being very unusual... Winter is knocking the door while still it is raining so heavily"

" Everything is actually so unusual around " She mumbled under her breath.

" Go and change your dress quick" She ordered her.

" yeah, yeah I am going.. I will not take dinner today. I am not hungry at all and I am super sleepy."

" You should eat dear... you will be sick otherwise"

" No I am alright.. I am not just willing to pleaseee" She said with puppy face.

" OKay Okay! As your wish" She frowned.

"Thanks Mommy" She bowed and ran to her room with her wet body.

She quickly took her dress and went to the washroom to change it. She was actually feeling good after that warm hug from the desired one. Like she was energized in a huge way. She changed her dress swiftly and sat on her table, switching of the light of her room and turning on the light of her lamp.

" It's Diary time!"

She happily opened her diary with hude excitement to write down all the wholesome things, changes of emotions, each and everything just happened with her today.

On the other hand Jungkook reached home at night, he changed his clothes. He was trying to cheer himself up but an unknown guilt was gulping him up.

How badly she missed me! But see me, I just forgot her like this! Shame on me... But what I can do then? I was bound to cut off all emotional bonds. And even now I am getting in this bond so impulsively. I shouldn't , it may cause harm to her. I don't believe my fate will be this good to support me. To put my life at a ease, to let me live happily. But truly I felt a peace when she just hugged me. I didn't feel this touch or peace for this long six years. I could feel my heart beat increasing, when she wrapped my body. When her warmth heated up me, when her warmth made me feel cozy. I felt like I felt home in her.

He sighed and went to bed. He closed his eyes reminiscing all the past moments. The moments he used to pass with his parents. The sweet moments in school and in family. Yes he miss all those, he miss them badly. But some reason in his life made him bound. Some cursed reason!
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" Yiana open you eyes " a heavy deep voice scrawled.
" You need to know this... wake up"
Yiana tried to open her eyes. She yawned but her vision was blurry first. She was curious whose voice it was. Because she didn't found it familiar. As she opened her eyes she saw an old man. Her eyebrows furrowed.
Why he seems familiar to me? Seems like I have seen him anywhere! But how he came in my room?

Yiana couldn't understand anything. Everything seemed so surreal to her.

" How you came in my room? Who are you? "

" Girl , you are the selected one next.. if you don't remain careful same thing will happen with you"

" what are you saying?" She was too much shocked hearing all those from him.

" I can just careful you... I can't help you in any way". He said with a strong face.

" Can you please elaborate me? I ain't getting anything from you and just tell me how you entered my room?" She shrugged.

" The diary you are using is not any ordinary diary , it's a magical diary"
Her eyes widen out.

" What?"  She shouted.
But suddenly that man started to become blurry in front of her eyes. She was shouting out to tell her the whole but he whooshed out from their.

" Please tell me the whole... what you are actually trying to indicate?"

Her eyes opened and saw she was sweating. She was panting hard.

That was dream? It felt real ... what kind of dream it is? What he was trying to tell me? He said the diary is magical... and his face seemed much familiar to me...

"Where the hell I have seen that man?" She held her head, closing her eyes. She was feeling severe pain in head. She was feeling like her nerves will burst out of pain.
Suddenly she felt something on her nape. She touched their and saw her fingers were smeared with blood.
"What the... How blood came here? "

She could feel pain on their too.

" Is it for the severe head ache? Nerves are really whirling... stress can make this happen. Even it was wounded ago, blood just flew from the cuts. This fucking dream just ruined me"

She got up being disturbed and went to the washroom. She was washing her face with water, she splashed some on face and looked at the mirror. She saw blood flowing off from her nose.

"What the fuck is happening? Yeah I am stressed but is it so stressful that it will result in to this? Though my sub conscious mind is still thinking about that dream"

She was cleaning the blood and suddenly she remembered it was the Same old man from whom she brought the diary.
"That means it's not only a dream it's a sign! The diary ... it's magical?" She mumbled under her breath panting hard.

She got out of washroom, wore her track suit immediately. She kept her hairs open and grabbed her phone. It's only 6 now.
It's too early!

But I have to find out what actually this means. Without delaying a second she went out of house silently so that she might not break anyone's sleep.
I don't remember the path exactly but if I focus I might find the way. It was in a silent alley. Even when I entered that alley the silence was hitting me differently. It was creepy.. quite creepy!
She just shaked up her body thinking of that alley. She kept walking and walking. She didn't even knew how much path she passed, everyone around was jogging and exercising in different places. The wind was cozy in the early morning. Somehow she managed to find that alley.
Finally found you the mysterious alley!
She thought of that but as she entered that alley again that awkward silence hit her.
"Come on... why people are so calm here? They don't even do walk or don't exercise?"
She mumbled and kept walking. Everything was getting acquainted to her now. Plastering a confused look on her face she kept walking and walking and finally came to the place where the shop was.
But she couldn't find any shop their anymore. Even the place was surround with trees and it kinda looks like a deep wood is standing behind that trees.
"It can't be possible! I took the diary from a shop located here! Where it went? I clearly remember this place now! Even here is this apartment. I even marked the place with this clue!" She stuttered.

That means it is actually a magical thing! The whole plot was just imaginary? Or something like this? If it is imaginary then how can be the diary be real? No.. no something is fishy.. I am not getting it..
She was getting completely crazy out of that confusion. Some people was passing the place fortunately, she stopped them and asked about the shop.
"Can you please tell me about the shop situated here..? Why it is not here anymore? It changed its place?"
She asked being nervous and hyped.

"Which shop you are talking about! There is only trees for so many years.. Even you can see how much trees grew here! There is no chance of a shop situated here "

Those words shocked here more. That means is that only her ! She only saw that shop? Or what the thing happened with her?
"No no I saw a shop here. Even I bought a diary from the shop.. it had a vintage vibe. It looked so royal, it mostly belonged antics and old things. Even the salesman was an old aged person too"
She still tried to defend with what she knew.
"Maybe you just understood wrong. We are living here from years.. and we literally didn't saw any sort of this shop here. Maybe you confused yourself with a wrong place."

They went away saying that. She was extremely shocked with all the happenings and the situation. She just froze their for some minutes thinking what actually can happen! She was not able to find any connection. First that dream and now this shop. It's even not here...! She was too much confused and worried.
She looked at the phone and suddenly remembered that it already time for school. She again headed to the house with all those tensions.
It was already 7 and she rushed to house. Entering house she saw everyone was already awake.
"Where you were so early at morning?" Mr.Hara asked.
"Actually Dad I was out for walk..Weather was so fine today! So I wanted to enjoy the weather " she tried to smile hiding her tension .
"That good my daughter! It's good to do walk " he laughed.
"Okay I am coming to the table after changing my dress"
She went to her room. And as she entered she got a message from hyuk .
He wrote today is school off due to preparation of the fest. Audition will be held today afternoon.
"What? Audition is today? I didn't even practice a single ...aishhh! What should I do now?"
All of the tensions were messing her up. Suddenly her mind snapped.
Why not that song? This song has been our favourite since childhood
She smiled and recalled the moment when both of them used to sing together, used to laugh and giggle together.
Mrs.Hara came in her room and looking her smiling in her own and being lost in her thoughts she chuckled. She cleared her throat slightly to catch her attention.
She looked at her at the moment.
"Oh! Mommy... you!"
"Yes...whom are you thinking about and smiling in your own ha?"
"Aishhh.. I was not thinking about anyone"
A slight reddishness spread on her cheeks.
"Aww who is blushing I can see" she teased again.
"Don't tease me like this mommy! Now sit here and listen my words"
She held her hand and made her seat on her bed.
" I have a music competition in my school! And I want to participate... I am even not ready but the audition is today.. I am tensed what I .."
She kept blabbering while mrs. Hara cut off her words.
"Calm down my child! Now tell me which song you want sing? Sing me that first "
" yeah okay I have selected one" she left an breathe and started to sing.

You are the sunlight that rose again in my life
A reincarnation of my childhood dreams
I don't know what this emotion is
If this place is also inside a dream

This dream is a blue mirage in the desert
A priori deep inside of me
I'm so happy, I can't breathe
My surroundings are getting more and more transparent

I hear the far-away ocean
Across the dream, over the horizon
I'm going to the place that's getting clearer
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria...

All those words when she pronounced, she got goosebumps. A shiver went on all over her nerves. Her eyes filled up with tears as she recalled all those beautiful and sweet memories.

Yes you are the cause of my Euphoria Jungkook!
I love you !

A/n: yeah I know it's  a bit short episode☹️ Will try to update bigger ones afterwards this! Give me some loves❤️🤧