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It took her a week to get over with the uneasiness and Meenakshi was somewhat out of her sickness zone.In this time span a lot of things did change and what made her feel weird was Suhaas behavior towards her.He did not bother to get her involved into any physical process.Did not touch her or got intimate with her.She has been on thoughts regarding this.

The rains started off and it was unlikely on that season.Suhaas hated rains, almost everything that brings emotions in people and if had to relate rains with romance.Foolish of them to consider this weather as romantic.Hell with those people.He had a meeting to attend with important people and they cancelled it because the place they decided , they wont be able to make it there.He was in a bad mood.

Raju was not on good health, so he was excused for the day.Suhas reached home and loud thunders could be heard.He was dressed in a simple black shirt and jeans.Opening the first few buttons he climbed stairs to his room.It was late evening and he felt silence in house.The moment he opened the door the view has taken him a surprise and his mouth dropped open.

His eyes were stuck on the view he was getting.

Meenakshi was trying to pull the zip of her dress up with a frown on her face.The weather was so disturbing outside and it spoiled her plans as well of going out for a charity show.She was bored of resting at home.Miley was given a leave , she had plans with her boyfriend.So she was stuck at home, doing nothing.She took shower and changed to a short dress for a change.She avoids wearing such dresses as she finds them too short and uncomfortable to deal with.But she had a set of them neatly placed on her huge collection in cupboard, courtesy her husband.She didnt knew why she was feeling so hot today maybe the sudden rains.

Its a different thing she would spare an eye when he got them for her and simply dump them.She was free and got time, so thought to waste it.And here she was trying one of them out to check if she reduced some weight , or gained in this sick period.

He felt his throat dry.Taking a deep breathe his body deceived his mind.He marched towards her and automatically his hands went out to the zip and touched her bare back.

Meenakshi felt the touch and turned back.For a second she was scared, the touch did not felt unknown to her.She fears a lot of things specially after the incident which took place few days ago.Why was she getting her emotions back.She does not want them back in her life.Love,fear,hate and pain , all had to be a goner for her.

M-"You are back.so early."

Suhaas was out of the moment, not moving his eyes from her.She felt embarrassed and did not meet his eyes.She was about to leave when he caught her wrist and turning her around, zipped up her dress from back.His hands stirred feelings inside her.She was a human and hormones were something she cannot control.Been days she has been staying away from intimacy.It was torture for her, times she felt the need but her ego would not let her accept it.

He was done and surprising her he moved to the cupboard taking his clothes and went to washroom.She raised her brows and sat on the bed.She could not figure out the reason for this change in him.Was it the real him, or some trap and plot he was planning.

He was out rubbing his wet hair with towel and she realized she had to change.When she was at door of washroom she sensed him moving out.Something inside her was not getting in sync to the current situation.She was herself unaware of her feelings.She had her hands on her hips and eyed the stole that was on the bed.

On other side,Vikram had the drink finishing it at one go and poured another on the glass.Something which kept him away from restlessness.Few more days and he would be getting the answers.He would get to see her, Meena.Her face came in front of him and he was too drunk to make out anything.

"Meena I want you back in my life.I dont know why you are with him and what he made you.I will make you understand everything.I believe you would come back to me.You still love me.I want to see your face.I cant hate you..cant"

He left the glass on the counter and cut the constant calls on his phone.He had a life back at his home and he was knowingly avoiding it.He does consider himself a bad person.He was helpless with everything.

Suhaas sat on one of the chairs in pool side area and he looked at the sky.He was drinking.Wearing only his knee length shorts and nothing else.The depth of his intense eyes , held the strength to speak anything.He went out for another drink when found her presence.He did not like it one bit and specially the way she was dressed that she came out of room like that.Looking around he slammed the glass on table as she sat on another chair.She had her stole draped around her body but showed her long bare legs.His eyes went there and he was angry.

S-"What are you doing here."

M-"Why.this area is restricted for me or only you have right to sit.I feel suffocated inside."

The rains stopped and the weather was a bit windy.She rubbed her arms and her eyes gazed at the sky.He finished the drink and sat upright.

S-"Get inside."

Meenakshi gave him an unaffected look and continued what she was doing.She had her breathe on mouth when found herself carried away by him.She flinched at the smell of alcohol that was coming from him.He smirked at her face and dumped her on the bed inside their room.Pointing a finger at her he spoke rashly.

S-"I know you love annoying the hell out of me but Iam not in mood to teach you a lesson.Dont dare come out like this.Now sleep."

he was at door when heard her loud voice

M-"I stopped emoting long back, rather someone made me emotionless.You cant rule my life like that."

Her voice subsided with the end words and he turned to her.She looked restless and stared back at him with eyes that had a strange spark.

M-"You love running away from things dont you?Huh I should have known that for all these years.Cunning escapist."

He was baffled at her words and tone.What was wrong with her.

S-"What did you just say?"

M-"Why would it matter to you.A stone never gets back when its thrown on water."

He was near to her face  and pulled her from shoulders.

S-"Rock.call me that and I would not flinch get away with it.I hate when someone have this audacity to question me.Least i would entertain this fucki*g thing emotion in my life.Dont expect you must have gotten used to it now." 

He threw her on the bed and felt a tug on collar of his shirt.The force with which she pulled him on top of her and slammed her lips on his.She kissed himinrage with her eyes closed.He didnt new what happened and why still kissing her.He took a moment to to realize what she did and stared at her.Was she for real.She breathed heavily and her eyes were red and on verge of moistening. as they parted.

S-"You are strong and crying.Wow would be an understatement."

He kept a blank face and got her hands off from his shoulder.Again she pulled him and made them land on bed.She panted continuing with heavy breathes on his face and whispered right away

M-"You are an escapist.I cant be more sure of that.Unfathomable and irrational rascal .I cant even say I hate you because it died inside me the emotions.I feel helpless dont know."

He smirked further as their faces were inches away and lips got brushed in the process.She closed her eyes in that moment and he moved back.Gripping his hand her nails left marks on his wrist and he winced inside.

S-"I am not in mood.Sleep"

M-"Why is it that always what you want matters.If you cant, let me have someone else.In simple words."

She smirked with the rage marked eyes and her chest heaved with the breathing.She hissed in pain the second he pulled her hair and pinned her under his body.

S-"Dont annoy the hell out of me.Fear the consequences.Dare you say like that again."

M-'Why.ahh.I never refrained you to go to any place seeking for pleasure and need.and who knows if you do same when Iam not informed.We never had rights as husband and wife and no promise or commitment."

She winced further letting the last stroke of tear making their way through her eyes.His grip was getting tighter and she knew deep down wasnt she the culprit here pushing him.

S-"Meenakshi.Leave it."

For first time her ears got to hear this name from his mouth.He never addressed her so and he left the strong hold on her.He ran his hand through his hair using his foul mouth to vent it out.

M-"You are a loser.A pathetic moron."

She staggered till end of the bed before knowing how he jumped on her taking control of that weak and fragile body.

What followed a set of unknown and unheard emotions and trials.In all these Meenakshi for first time felt the right to ask for something from him, her husband.Back of her mind little did she knew she have grown this feeling of something towards him.Her conscious state would never allow or make way for that small feeling to bud inside her heart.She let every part of her body to be captured by him.His touch and lips made her insane.Her emotions were running wild on verge of bursting out and something which blew him out.

Her hands got hold of his every inch and asked for more.He kissed her full mouth and both hugging their bodies closer , screamed out from inside in union.They were oblivious to the inner turmoil and experience.On that one moment what they were to get or create, little did they knew they were in for something.

She cried, holding onto sheets and pillow she rested her head on.after this span of time she did.And  her heart let her agree to that for once.He looked at her face exhausted with sweat but she looked calm now and unknowingly his move shocked her.His lips touched her forehead rubbing the beads of sweat there.He made place for himself on her chest.Both escaped from the budding emotions inside them that night and retired to sleep.

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