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( Warning : Some scenes can be disturbing, read if you are comfortable)

Meenakshi laid under the covers on the bed feeling cold.She had her eyes opened and felt the temperature of air condition almost cutting her bare skin.She was wearing nothing and the covers were only relief for her.Changing sides she shivered and her eyes fell on the person so close to her.She frowned her brows and tried to make some distance.

Something struck her mind.To her luck or the night was not going how she feared and the person beside her in deep slumber did shock her.She was not interested to know him either, something disturbed her mind and she thought if she would ever be able to get to know him fully.How he was and why at times he behaved not likely of him.

Few moments ago , he approached her and she without any protest went to him.She knew what he wanted to do and decided her mind not to stop him.Willingly she had to do it and was ready for any torture physical and mental.

She sat on the bed and her body felt so drained.She feels tired easily maybe the effects of pregnancy started showing up.He went to receive some call and was not back yet.She heard him closing balcony door.She froze feeling her hands cold.It was not nervousness but nauseating feeling.Hr heart was racing fast.She ust wish time would run fast and this ends.She turned around to find him smirking at her.He opened buttons of his kurta and got rid of it revealing his bare body.She looked down without any emotions on her face.

What does she have to fear for when all is gone.She shut her eyes as he came to her and touched her chin.His eyes scanned her face as if.He didnt say word and tried to kiss her when she oved her face.This didnt go well with him.He felt rage inside him and caught her from hair.he flinched in pain.He tried to kiss her again and she pursed her lips.Something was about this girl which made him angry every single time she was denying him.She opened her eyes shocked when he left her.

His eyes were red with anger.He came to her again and tugged at her saree.She frowned her brows and seeing smirk on his face.Which was unclear.Within seconds her saree was on floor.She covered her body with hands before he mounted on top of her on bed.The light was dim.Her hands caught the sheet and clutched on to them hardly.His lips got busy on her neck and chest she could feel him unhooking her blouse and throwing it away.She did not feel any shame.Whatever was happening , not an ounce mattered to her it looked.Her eyes were straight glued to the ceiling and when she found his deep stare at her.

She wriggled and tossed on his hold.His hands stopped hers by clutching them on his hold tightly breaking few of her bangles and he left his marks on her skin taking all time for foreplay.He has removed all the barriers and their bare bodies brushed each other rising his desires with every second.He believed he could no longer hold it and while he was on his way to claim her a sudden thought strike him.Meenakshi was waiting for it to happen and end she wanted to get done with it.She raised her brows up feeling him no longer overpowering her.He was gone and smoking outside.

She got up and pulled the covers to her body.They have not gone for it still she felt tired  and the fresh marks of his lips and teeth were visible on her neck.He entered the roomafter some time closing the balcony door and could feel her gaze at him.She was still sitting with hold on sheets clueless.

S-"Sleep.I won't do anything now."

Would she dare to ask why and why would she even.It was a relief for her and she had no energy left in her so soon she dumped her body and sleep consumed her.

Suhaas runs his hand on his hair , he was half laid on the bed.He thought about his action and he was having a debate with his mind and heart.What he did and why.He pledged not to let emotions get over him and he has excelled.What stopped him.He looked at the meek figure breathing slowly.Her hands had small red marks and then he picked the broken pieces of bangles throwing them away.It would prick her and how careless of this woman sleeping in same way without paying attention to anything.

Gulping a glass of water,he got inside covers on bed.The darkness in room sort of helped him to get the answers.She was pregnant and a life was growing inside her .Did he stop for that reason.He doest want to force himself on her.It was clearly visible she had no consent for this.Why he had all these on mind when he had no emotions inside him.He cursed himself and looked at her sleeping beside him.

S-".damn.I need to be out of this place.It would be better."

Next morning,she was done with breakfast when he handed her few papers along with her passport.

M-"Now what?"

He looked at her with irritation and threw the things on bed.

S-"I am not here to answer your useless questions.I have to leave for this place and here are your passport and other necessary things.Keep them with you.Me and Raju won't be here for few weeks so till then, stay here without any improper behavior"

Suhaas crossed his arms across his chest and stared at her.His eyes observed her every feature.She did look pale and weak to even walk.He was not caring for her not that he wanted to, but he never had faith on anyone in this world apart from Raju.His heart did not permitted him to leave her here but he was left with no other option.She was too sick to travel and he wont bear her tantrums.

She was not affected by any of his words and it sounded like a relief to her he was not going to be there good for her.In his absence she can live few days in peace and Shreya Amma will be there so things won't be that gloomy on her side.

Before leaving he stuffed some cash and card inside her paper bag and she looked at them.Her eyes met his and zipping up his jacket he spoke not meeting her eye

S-"Use them as per your convenience"

If she was dying for his money.She won't even have her hands at them if she would die out of hunger and need.Her face showed mild dislike and he smirked further.

Suddenly she felt him getting closer to her on her face and taking in her fragrance he whispered

S-"Last night I stopped because of obvious reasons you could well figure out.Keep that on mind.Don't think I have become this doting husband now.See you soon.I know you will miss me."

He made an exit for the journey,Meenakshi took a deep sigh and caressed the bulge on her stomach.A faint smile was there on her face unknowingly.But for life growing inside her.

M-'Knowingly or unknowingly you have become the saving grace for me.My baby.."

Closing her eyes a single tear dropped from her eye and she knew she have to wait now and live for someone for her baby.

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