" Justice, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder. Some see an innocent victim. Others will see evil incarnate getting exactly what's deserve."

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We already lost four person in the class yet they seem not bothered about it. Even the school teachers continue teaching us everyday avoiding the topic. It's been four days since Rapmon died and the memory of him dying in front of me was still clear. Like it just happened awhile ago.

I went at the library to give back the book and also borrow new one. Then, I heard girls talking or must I say whispering to each other. At first, I am not interested but heard something that caught my attention.

"Have you heard the news about Rapmon? The topnotcher or I mean, Monnie of the Circle's Corner band?"

"Yeah! The rumor spread that he suicide at the music room!"

"Do you really think it is a suicide?  You know, that guy is a bit arrogant and harsh too last year!"

"Yeah, I remember! 
They used to bully a girl last year right? With their friends."

"Ssshhhh! Let's not talk about that girl! And I think that, Monnie deserves it! "

"You think so?"

I purposely pick up like three books and let it fall on the ground that created a loud thud sound. How come they talk about a dead person that way? I heard them walked away and my surroundings became quiet again so I continue to look for books.

When I am done looking for new book. I approached the librarian and let me sign. I see "A" name there again, I guess that person is an avid reader but I noticed the books that person borrowed were all horror and thriller genre books. I give my thanks to the librarian and quickly went out the library and go straight to the building where our room located when I caught Jungkook and Amari together.

It surprised  me specially that this my first time to see them together. Jungkook look so curious as he stare at her while Amari is happily talking about something I don't know.

I know all the students already know that Jungkook is now my boyfriend and I got a lot of haters because of it. Therefore, I don't mind. What important now is me and him.

I called Jungkook to get his attention.

"Kookie!"

They both look at me and Jungkook looks like lost. Like he is thinking who's me. Amari, smile huge and quickly approach me.

"Zephyr! Sorry, if you caught me with him. I am looking for you so I asked him."

"Oh, well, I went to library and borrow new book."

I get near Jungkook and stand next to him. He is now smiling sweetly at me. I flinch when he snake his arm around my waist. He is very sweet, he is always with me. We eat together, always together but I haven't introduced him to my parents. It's still too early for that.

"Let's go to class now."

Amari, invited us. Jungkook let go of my waist but he held my hand and intertwined our fingers. I pressed lightly his hand and smile at him.  Amari is walking ahead of us until we reach our room's floor. We are at the south wing and I let go of Jungkook to get my books from my locker and also Amari. Jungkook walk ahead to the west wing to his locker also.

I hugged my books and walked straight to our room. When Cjay and I path crossed. We both stop halfway and stare at each other. We stay that way for few moments.

Cjay change a lot. We don't talked anymore like we used to do. I tried to ask Asyla about him but she did not give me a decent answer.

I saw him get his phone from his pocket and swipe. I saw the screen brighten. He change his wallpaper photo. Before, it was me and him together at the garden. Now, it's camille, his drawing of her. He put again the phone in his pocket and walk towards my way and when he is
in oppossite of where I stand, side by side, I call his name softly.

"Cjay,"

He stopped and heard him took a deep sigh.

"Sorry."

He whisper then continue to walk away and get in the classroom. I rapidly turned to him but all I see is his back facing me while entering classroom. Why did he apologized? Is it because of him avoiding me? Of  him trashed off our friendship? I weakly enter the class and sat down at my respective seat. The seat beside me is still empty, the seat where Cjay used to be before.

It's English time and everyone is preparing for the group reporting.

Our teacher gave us metaphor and instruct us to explain it's meaning. I was grouped with V, Jhope, and Asyla. I like to laugh at the fact that Vanessa can't stop glaring at us but studies doesn't care about our personal issues so she need to endure and besides V is doing his best to avoid Asyla.

"He was a tool of the boss, without brains or backbones."

V recited the metaphor, stroked his brows then looked up to us.

"What the hell was that mean?"

Asyla also asked us. Well, the metaphor that our teacher gave us is not easy.

"I have an idea, since he is a boss. I guess money? Money is a tool of the boss or people with high position and it has no brain and backbones!"

V clapped his hands to Jhope.

"Bro, I never thought you are an intellectual!"

Jhope make a funny face that made me and Asyla laugh.

"But, it can also be a puppet. Puppet is a basic tool that can be manipulate easily. It also hasn't brain or backbones."

I suggested. V and Jhope nodded together. 

"Let's just report both. So we have more chances of getting the right answer."

Asyla proposed. Since both of it might be the right answer, we agreed to Asyla. We also agreed that Asyla will be the one to discuss the report at front. After few moments the teacher came in and right away started the reporting. I am always nervous when it comes to reporting and I am thankful that Asyla took the responsibility and I just hope that our guessed was right.

"Alright, group of Zephyr, Asyla, V and Jhope. Please report now."

The four of us get in front and Asyla proudly stood up at the center holding the paper when she suddenly massage her temple and slowly, woobly fell off the ground. Everyone was shocked and doesn't know what to do. However, Cjay quickly carried Asyla bridal style and run outside the class. 

My heart flinched at the sight and unaware touched my chest. Because of that incident, our teacher just told us to just continue the reporting on the next day and she leave to follow Asyla maybe.

I follow my teacher outside not to talk to her but to go to the school clinic. I know must not do it yet I can't stop but to think how close Cjay and Asyla and it hurts me. I reach the school clinic and slowly open the door.  There I saw Asyla lying on the bed looking pale and beside him is Cjay staring at her sadly. A tear trying to escape my eyes but held it in. Then slowly, I saw Asyla move her head and open her eyes. She look around and her glares landed to Cjay then their stares meet. 

They smile at each other then he touched Asyla's forehead.

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Oct 13, 2016

            Today is the last day of practice of the boys for the band contest tomorrow. He invited me to joined and also I like to support the boys. I am currently watching them play a song.  His voice is very enticing, loving. I was starstruck by his voice.  How I love this guy. Until, one of them invited me to sing with them. Well, not to brag but I have a good voice. I got it from my mom, I guess. We sang Sky Scraper, one of my favorite song by Demi... The practice ended well, and they are still thinking of the name for their band so I suggested Circle's Corner but they just laugh. Well, for me it is catchy and sounds great!

               At the afternoon before going home I met this guy at the hallway carrying wires. Microphone wires to be exact. He asked me if I could help him take it to the music room and I said yes. So, we did. However, I did not know that he has horrific planned on me.

                  I was busy fixing the wires and keeping it at the small boxes when he suddenly back hug me. Of course I escape and slap him on his face but he just smile at me that showed his deep dimples. Then, he suddenly confess that he likes me and hate to see me with him. I told him that I love his friend and nothing could change that. I made him mad. He grabbed my hands and grip it on my back and tie it with the wires inside this music room. I cried and I shouted once but he cover my mouth then pointed a sharp object at the side of my waist. He let go of my mouth and started to kiss me from my cheeks down to my neck but I was saved when we heard a knock and called his name. He cursed in front of me then quickly untie my hand and order me to to fix myself. He opened the door and there I saw him. He save me again. The guy with the dimples told him that he just asked for help and just done fixing the wires. I avoided myself to cry and quickly get close to him and hug. The guy called my name and said thank you with a smirk. He tried to rape me and I am thankful that his plan has not succeeded.

                    Anyway, the guys name is RAPMON. He looks so sweet and he is topnotcher. Yet, his appearance are way far from the real him. I hope no other girls like me would be victimized by him.

                                            Camille,

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