" There is a false love that will make you something you are not. "

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Seems like the day Jungkook confessed has changed my life. He's always around me which I like of course. He started to court me. Give me flowers,  treats me at the cafeteria. I now always with his brothers, also Vanessa and Lucia since they are girlfriends. 

V and Vanessa did not break up.However, Vanessa became strict. She's now always beside V like even a mosquito are not allowed to touch her guy. 

I am happy of course. My dream guy is courting and treating me well. But I lost a friend, I lost Cjay. He change his seat and always not around. He is now skipping classes.

Today is Thursday October 12. My days has been peaceful though Jade always give me her dagger look, still she don't confront me nor start a fight. I know she hated to see me with Jungkook but it is really happening now.

I am reading the book here inside the class when call of nature interrupt me. Well, I love the book. It's like a poem with deep meanings. A journey at hell with Dante. It creeps me yet the book made me curious so I continue to read. 

I put the book mark between the pages so I can find it easily later then stood up. Planning to go the ladies room. I am still outside when I heard girls talking or should I say shouting to each other.

"The heck! Make it fast Vanessa! I don't want to be at detention. Jimin and I have a date later at cafeteria, you know!"

That voice owner is no other but Lucia. I listen more and I am hesitating If I will enter the ladies room or not. I guess, I still can resist the call.

"I am having fun Lucia! This PIG deserves all of this anyway. What a slut! After flirting with V, now trying to get Cjay? What a pity!"

I heard a girl grunt. They are hurting Asyla now? And have I heard it right? She's trying to seduce Cjay? Well, he is single but still.

"Fuck you Bitches! Just leave me alone! Just be thankful that I need to take care of myself! Now get lost! You fucking don't care if I snake all the guys here at school, were you insulted because I once seduced your guy? well, I don't regret it! V is damn wild and good at bed!"

I covered my mouth. Did Asyla and V...

"You fucking slut bitch! I will kill you!"

All I could hear now was Asyla's grunt and her held cries. I can't take it anymore so I showed up. I was so shocked when I saw what they did to Asyla. 

"I told you Vanessa to stop! Now we're caught! What if she report us to our teacher?"

Lucia squeal. I survey Asyla. She look so pitiful. Her hair was a messed. Her cheeks are red and they tore her uniform. Vanessa put her arm on my shoulder.

"Well, this girl will not report us. She is Jungkook's girl, right? I am sure she would not let her new girlfriends got detention."

Vanessa told me then Lucia finally let go of her grip to Asyla. Vanessa, let go of me and Lucia tap my shoulder before she totally went out the ladies room

I immediately attended Asyla. I saw her finally cry in front of me. She's hurt. I helped her stand up and I unbottoned my uniform but she stopped me.

"Are you dumb? You can't take off your uniform. I'll just go home."

She started to fixed her hair then she face me while wiping off the not yet dried tears on her cheeks.

"So, is it true that you're the girlfriend of Jungkook? The campus playboy?"

"Ahm, no. But, he is courting me?"

Asyla chuckle and smirk at me. She look at me from head to toe and vice versa. 

"Well, you're pretty and also has good grades. Therefore, you're so stupid.  Do you think a playboy will stay in one girl? Jungkook is like V, a player and a sucker. Just thankful that they are freaking handsome cause if not?  Universe will hate 'em."

She face the mirror and inspect her cheeks. 

"Oh God! Cjay will hate to see this!  That Vanessa will have her time. Just wait for it."

Her statement somewhat hurt me. So is it true that they are way closer now? That's why Cjay avoiding me because he was now with her? And me imagining them together hurt me. I suddenly felt my heart flinched and my eyes get watery but I stop it before my tears fall.

"So, is it true that you and Cjay---"

"Yeah, it's all true. It's just sad that you and him got separated. I really like to be friends with you like him, you know."

She face me first and smile then leave hugging herself to hide her revealed skin because of her torn uniform. I face myself at the mirror and a tears fell off my cheeks.

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I get back to room and I cannot stop myself to glance at him. To Cjay. How I missed him. Our stare sometimes met but his is just blank and I don't know why. I like to talk to him, I like to know his thoughts, I like to know if it's true that Asyla and him are...

"Hey, you're spacing out!"

It's Stephanie. I did not notice that the class was already over and now's our break time. I immediately get up when I saw Cjay went out the class, yet Stephanie interrupted me.

"You need to come with me Zeph, the band contest is tomorrow. We need to support our boys!"

"Y-yeah."

Excitement is very visible at her voice. She pulled me and exited the room quickly. We go to the next building where the music room located. We are still at the hallway but we can hear one of the boy singing.

Underneath the chandelier
We're dancin' all alone
There's no reason to hide
What were  feelin' inside right now.

We continued to walk and from time to time we get closer the music gets louder. The voice is very deep and enticing. I wonder who's singing.

So, baby, let's just turn down the lights
And close the door
Oohhh, I love that dress
But you won't need it anymore
No, you won't need it no more
Let's just kiss till we're naked baby

We've finally reach the music room and it's a surprised when it's V that singing. Well, I know he can sing since the boys always said it but it's the first time I hear him sing. Now I know why Vanessa fell in love so deep for him. 

Stephanie and I entered the music room then V stop to sing. Lucia, Vanessa and Monica were also there. Steph quickly approached Rapmon and give him a peck on his lip. So my intuition is right, they get back in relationship. I was stuck at front of the door when Jungkook approached and get my bag. He guided me to sit down at one chair. 

"Nice one Jungkook! So Gentleman! Can I be your girlfriend?" Jimin teased

Everyone laugh then I saw Lucia draw near to Jimin and gave him a hug. 

"Then, what about me if you'll become Jungkook's girl?"

Lucia look up and pout her lips and Jimin suddenly kiss it that made lucia smile.

"Aww, so Cute baby! I love you!"

"Love you too Babe!"

Everyone squeal with the view we are witnessing. But, Yoongi interrupted it by playing on the piano with no tune.

"Okay guy's, let's get back to practice.  Tomorrow is the competition and we only have one hour to practice here."

Jungkook told everyone. Lucia, finally let go of Jimin and get back to her seat next to Vanessa. V pick again the guitar and stand himself opposite to Jimin then Jungkook go at the center and hand the microphone.

"Well, what are you gonna sing at the competition Jungkook?"

Vanessa asked him but he just winked at her. 

"We came here to practice our skills, you'll see tomorrow what I will be going to sing."

"Yeah! Can you request a song? I like to play more." Rapmon shouted. 

"Hey! Monica! You can sing right? Com'on! jam with them, if I only have that voice then I will showcase it to everyone!"

Stephanie screamed and force Monica to stand up next to Jungkook. V get one extra microphone and handed it to Monica. 

"G-guys, but I am---"

She cannot continue her sentence because they already started to play the instruments. Monica look so shy and I can see how her cheeks get red. She look so cute, I won't deny it.

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hand
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left on me?
(Jungkook part)

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
(Monica part)

Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
(Jungkook part)

Like a sky scraper
(Monica)

Like a sky scraper
(Duet)

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better
To watch me while I ble--
(Monica)

"Ouch fuck!"

V exclaimed and stopped playing his guitar and sucked his finger. One of the guitar string detached. Vanessa quickly run to him and inspect his bleeding finger.

"Wait guys, I just remember. Why did you chose to make Monica sing Sky Scraper? Camille sang that here last year right with you guys?"

Stephanie exclaimed then everyone become quiet. I stood up from my seat and spoke.

"Do you all guys know Camille?"

No one answer, instead Jungkook approached me and get my bag. 

"Let's go for now. I haven't eat, please, accompany me."

I look up to Jungkook. Why does everyone shut up when I asked about Camille? What's really with her? Jungkook held my hand with full of care and guided me out the music room. We went straight at the cafeteria and eat, after that he excuse himself because he need to go back at the music room.

I still have 20 minutes left so I wander around the campus and go at the garden and read again the book.

Through me the way to the suffering city,
Through me the way to the eternal pain,
Through me the way that runs among the lost,
Justice urged on my high articifier,
( canto III. P. 4)

"My maker was divine authority,
The highest wisdom, and the primal love."

I fidgeted when I heard a girl spoke beside me. I did not noticed her came and how the hell she knew what chapter I am reading? She recited the passage exactly at the book.

"You only have 5 minutes more Zephyr, we need to go back to class."

She look at the book I held and smile.

"I bought one of that book. Camille recommend me to read it. I love it!  The pain, the suffering, the torture, the levels of hell. Continue reading it.  You'll learn lot from it. "

"You know what? It's only you who talked about her this freely. Eveytime I mention her name they shut up."

Amari giggles and lean her face closer to me.

"I am her favourite!"

I tremble. How come she like a dead person treat her as favourite? I really can't get it. I abruptly stood up and get my bag.

"Let's go back to class now."

I pulled her hand but she free herself from me.

"Wait!"

She get something from her pocket, a small paper. My heart thump fast. Is she going to give me another clue? I saw her check the sorrounding first and put it down at the bench.

"Camille told me that you're hesitating now. So I will leave it here and let you decide if you continue to save everyone and discover the truth or just see them die in front of you and do nothing."

Amari, run away from me quickly. Leaving me behind between my thoughts. I know I want to save them but I failed two times! How can I accept the responsibility if I know I am a failure! I gaze at the paper for long moment until I heard the bell rang.

"Shit I am late! But, should I take that paper or not with me?"

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An update !!

I am excited for a band contest !! Hooooo

Lovelies! 
The potato needs help!
I need a band name for the boys. 
Not BTS :)
PLEASE?

And i hope Zeph get the paper.

Thanks for reading!

I heart you all
Mister
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