warning : a bit of swearing
sunghoon pov

<a few hours after>

i started hitting my head, I AM SO STUPID.

fuck you sunghoon, you are such an asshole.

i sighed as i sat on my bed, with my legs neatly tucked into my ball and hid my head on my knees.

<flashback to a few hours ago>

i leaned in, and kissed yerin on the cheek, i was just jealous.

i pulled away to see how shocked yerin's eye grew, and it hit me. i just fucking kissed her whilst she was crying.

"o-oh i-i'm so sorry u-uhm-" i quickly panicked as my cheeks grew red, and so did yerin's. WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE, HOW DO I EXCUSE MYSELF FROM THIS.

i quickly grabbed my phone, pretending someone had called me and put my phone next to my ear, and started to fake a conversation.

"oh jay?" i then paused pretending jay was speaking on the phone, "oh really? okay im coming!" i then rushingly put my phone back in my pocket.

"u-uh yerin something just came up, i-i'll text you later!" i quickly exclaimed, seeing her face still blushing and in shock, i gave a quick smile and ran off. i ran off clumsily whilst hitting my head.

i am truly an idiot.

HOW THE FUCK COULD I JUST UGHHH

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TEXT HER LATER?

DAMN U SUNGHOON DAMN U.

i ran out the park and then started to pace myself, walking wherever i wanted.

the confused face of yerin suddenly recalled into my head and i started to smile, i whispered to myself, "hmphh, she's so cute."

suddenly, i heard a shout behind me, "SUNGHOON!"

it was a familiar voice, so i turned around just to see my little sister.

she had a plastic bag in her hand which looked stuffed with a bunch of foods, and an ice cream in her other hand.

oh god. looks like i'm going to get shouted at today.

my sister yeji suddenly dropped her ice cream and her bag of foods on the floor and she started to run towards me, and leaped into my arms crying.

"SUNGHOON! i thought something bad happened to you! do you know how worried i was i haven't seen you in two weeks!" she wailed as she grasped into my arms, i chuckled.

"i guess i missed you too." i hugged her back and patted her hair.

however, yeji then stopped hugging me and stepped back, wiping her tears away and stared at me intensely. she suddenly punched me in the stomach, which made me fall on my back.

"what the act-" i then muttered and got interrupted by my sister.

"you bitch! do you know how much mom and dad suffered without you, they spent the whole day contacting your school and put up missing posters everywhere!" she shouted at me, i chuckled weakly as i was pained in my stomach.

"all right, all right, i'm sorry. i've been an idiot and i've had the worse day. i'll go home today, okay?" i reassured my sister.

"of course you are, or else i would of dragged you there." my sister intimidatingly uttered back as i laughed again.

she pulled her arm in front of me, and i grabbed it so i could stand up, she was surprisingly strong. we started to walk together, well actually i just followed my sister, as i had no idea where the route back home was.

"what have you been eating, how are you so strong for the past two weeks." i joked, as my sister didn't answer, she seemed a bit pissed still.

"anyways, what were you doing here?" my sister asked again, as she took out two lollipops from her hoodie pocket and gave one to me.

"what should i do yeji?" i then stopped walking and faced my sister, who also paused and looked at me.

"i kissed a girl." i confessed, lowering my face down in embarrassment.

my sister started to laugh.

"BAHAHA," she sarcastically laughed and then suddenly her face changed and she muttered, "what's the problem with that?" she asked in a serious tone.

i rolled my eyes and then started walking again, with my sister following me now.

"yeji. i'm telling you, i. kissed. a. girl." i carried on explaining getting frustrated and embarrassed by my own words.

"how many seconds." my sister asked, i looked at her weirdly.

"like 2, maybe 1, maybe 1 and a half." i embarrassingly confessed.

"oh, so you mean minutes?" she asked carelessly. who the hell kisses for more than a few seconds.

"no, I MEAN SECONDS."

there was a dead silence for a few seconds and the silence broke out with my sister historically laughing, a bit too loudly.

"what's so funny?" i curiously asked, with my lips pouting a bit.

"ARE U SERIOUS? THATS NOT A KISS, THATS A PECK." my sister started to explain, to b honest , aren't they the same thing or something,,

"tsch, same thing." i coldly answered back, whispering.

"anyways, is this girl, you know, pretty?" my sister asked, i sighed. yerin was indeed pretty, i didn't notice it before but, she is beautiful.

"of course, she's so pretty and cute i want to squish her cheeks right now and give her a hug, and i would listen to her laugh all day." i started to get too immersed as i imagined yerin's laugh.

"ew gross when did you become shakespeare." my sister rolled her eyes.

"i've gone insane haven't i?" i sighed.

"yes. yes you have." my sister simply stated, i then realised the neighbourhood surrounding me was familiar, i look right in front of me, and it's our house.

"now get in their and beg on your knees in front of mom and dad, okay?" yeji then pushed me in front of her, making me walk right to the front door.

i'm not going to lie, my parents are scary sometimes.

i quickly pressed the door bell, i didn't want to appear as a scaredy cat in front of my little sister, that would be as embarrassing as 'pecking' yerin on her cheek. oh god, i reminded myself about it again. SHIT.

before i could worry and overthink about it, my front door suddenly opened.

i see my mom.

i quickly go on my knees, on the concrete right in front of my front door, as my mom was standing right in front of it. she looked tired.

"i'm sorry mum i wo-" i started to beg for forgiveness on my knees but my mom just sighed and interrupted me.

"just go to your room." she muttered with no power at all, she then walked away into the house, possibly into the kitchen. i got up from my knees and looked behind to make eye contact with my sister, who was frowning as she was confused. i just shrugged my shoulders and made my way upstairs to my room.

i was ready for a beating or some sort of lecture, but my mom stayed quiet? i wonder what's wrong,,

i got to my room and opened my door, oh it was nice being in my room after 2 weeks.

i chuckled my school bag in the corner of my room and flopped on my bed. today was a terrible day. i got up from my flopping position and sat up straight on my bed, with my legs neatly tucked in a ball and my head hiding above my knees.

<back to current timing>

i kept overthinking everything. what's great is i have school tomorrow too.

i grabbed my phone and texted heeseung, well because he flirts a lot and probably has good advice.

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️

me :
hey

me : heeseung

me :
help i think im about to combust or start rusting

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
hi besti

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
what in the flicker is rusting

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
oh ye sure bae wassup

me:
okok did jay tell u i like yerin

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
OH YES BESTIE

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
UVE GOT SOME WEIRD TASTE

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
dont tell me ur going to confess that girl used to date jake she's got bad taste

me :
no it's not that dummie

me:
i

me:
kissed her

me:
out of no where.

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
oh that took a twist.

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
proud of u isn't that ur first kiss

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
meh no biggie

me :
YES IT IS

me:
she was talking about jake and i got jealous so i kissed her on the check

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
ok a) that's not a kiss then u should of went to the lips

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
b) just say u hate jake and u wanted her to shut up so u made her heart go🦋🦋🦋

heheheseung🧍🏻‍♂️:
u can thank me later😗

me:
that is a horrible excuse

me:
but ill give it a go thanks ☹️

i then chucked my phone in front of me and sighed, i mean heeseung's excuse isn't the best but it's all i've got.

yerinnie:

me :
hiyaaa

me :
im sorry i had to rush out, jay um kind of lost ni-ki in the park

yerinnie:

hiiii

yerinnie:

did you find him in the end😬

me:
yes ofc he um fell in the small pond

great excuse sunghoon, this is embarrassing.

yerinnie:

isnt he like 6ft he's proabbaly bigger than the whole pond itself😮

me :
yes true, but it's a long story,

me:
anyways, about earlier.

me:
im really sorry um basically u were talking about jake and i basically wanted u to shut up as i hate him a lot 😁 and it did make u shut up so 😮

oh god this looks stupid. i can't believe this.

yerinnie:
oh yeah don't worry haha im sorry for talking about him

yerinnie:
i'll see u tomorrow !

yerinnie :
oh yes, also, did you go home today ?

me :
yes i did but surprisingly no one was mad

yerinnie:
strange.. they must of thought you had a reason too and given some thought about it. they're probably disappointed in you but JUST NEVER RUN AWAY EVER AGAIN.

me :
okok lesson learnt, anyways im going to sleep now ill see u tomorrow.

i took a deep sigh and put my phone in my charger and slept early today, i needed this sleep. im glad it's all over and done with.

yerin pov

i left sunghoon on read and chuckled to myself, "he just wanted me to shut up so he pecked me?"

"ugh." i groaned as i threw my phone onto my bed and flopped onto it, screaming into my bed.

i can't believe what happened today, my heart went 🦋🦋🦋🦋 and my face went 🍅🍅 but in the end, all sunghoon wanted was for me to shut up about jake.

i screamed again into my bed.

i was falling for him. real hard.

LIKE A LOT.

i didn't want to admit it, but he makes my heart go 🦋🦋 every time he's with me and i really enjoy talking to him.

abruptly, there was a knock on my door, i jumped and quickly rearranged my messy hair from all the screaming and bumping my head onto my duvet and opened the door. oh, it's yuna.

she had a plate with a few cookies on them, she handed them over to me and i grabbed the plate, "mom wants you to have these."

"thanks." i replied back, then yuna started wandering into my room, making her way to sit on my bed.

"so, did you give sunghoon the lunch box i made?" she slyly asked, i knew it, she was being nice to me just for some information about her crush.

"yes! he um said it was r-really nice," i lied, trying to reassure yuna.

"really?" yuna exclaimed, she then grasped onto my hands as i gave an awkward laugh.

"i'll make him another one tomorrow!" she excitedly replied back, oh god.

"NO!" i immediately exclaimed and yuna stared at me confused, "he said he'll u-um be on a diet starting tomorrow.."

"oh.." she sighed, "i'll make one when his diet ends then, but isn't he already the perfect body?" yuna asked again. he really did have the ideal body, he was tall, had broad shoulders, possibly 80% legs, oh god im dozing out again.

"um yerin? yerin?" yuna kept waving her hand in front of mine as s i started to doze off, whoops.

"oh yes did you also buy the fireworks? for the trip?" yuna asked, giving me an innocent look.

"oh shit, i'll buy them on the weekend, i promise." i answered back, tired.

"you seem pretty tired, go to sleep, i'll leave." yuna then muttered as she got up from my bed and left my room, before she shut the door she muttered, "goodnight sis." and i smiled.

i went to the bathroom and took a shower and went to bed, tomorrow's going to be awkward with sunghoon.

the next day.

i got up, thanks to my sister waking me up and got ready, i went to the kitchen to grab my breakfast bar and back to my room to grab my backpack.

"hey! yerin! someone's waiting for you at the door!" my older sister shouted from the front door.

it's probably sunoo or wonyoung and yujin i thought to myself.

"okay! coming!" i exclaimed as i ran to the front door.

oh my gosh, what is he doing here?

a/n: OMG hey besties basically I GOT LOGGED OUT OFF MY ACC AND FORGOT MY EMAIL AND PASS BUT NOW I FINALLY FOUND IT OUT

sorry for the delay ill try update more often and sorry for the bad chapter, i rushed it as i didn't want you all to wait:( THANK UUU FOR BEING SO PATIENT STAY SAFEEE