yerin pov

sunghoon fell on the floor, trying to save me from falling, and i fell on top of him and what was worse was not that i might have broken sunghoon's back or he had to experience all of my weight on him, is that,,

my lips touched his.

AH SHIT.

now ive accidently pecked him.

i quickly pull away from him, panicking a bit, because what ive just done, and realise ive probably broken his back too.

"oh my god, i'm so sorry, oh my, u-um i didn't mean to. is your back okay ? im so sorry, you always get injured when you're around me, im so sorry. oh god your coach is going to kill me o-" i rushingly muttered, as i was worried, however i was interrupted by sunghoon trying to get up from his laying position on the floor.

"ahh. oww." he groaned as he tried to get up from his laying position, nearly now sitting down. i tried to accompany him getting up, by using my arms to try get him up, but my help didn't seem to do much.

"im so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you," i apologised again but then quietened my voice as i whispered under my own breath, "you always get hurt when you're around me."

i looked at him and he was staring at me, oh my god.

he's really beautiful. even when he's just fallen down.

"are you okay? you shouldn't have saved me from falling." i asked again as I tried to reassure myself if he was actually okay.

"not going to lie my back hurts a bit. and why shouldn't i have saved you? you'd get hurt then, and i wouldn't want that." sunghoon then replied back, DAMN THESE BUTTERFLIES AGAIN.

this boy is really confusing me.

i thought he was mad at me yesterday, and now he's being nice ?

"you can go rest in the infirmary, i'll go clean everything up." i just replied back, trying to support him to stand up.

i cant believe i just kissed him. HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN.

i didn't want to mention it when i was with him, because then it would get more awkward and things are pretty awkward as they are right now.

i started walking through the corridoor, holding onto sunghoon's back, supporting him, to get him to the infirmary, so he could rest up.

it was a very awkward few minutes, as we spent the whole time not talking.

we finally got to the infirmary and since it was after school hours, there was no nurse.

i got him to lay on one of the beds, as he carried on slightly groaning and sulking.

"i'm so sorry. does it hurt a lot?" i asked, whilst i could feel sunghoon staring at me, i tried to make eye contact with him but it was so awkward.

"a bit. are you sure you don't need help?" sunghoon asked, he was genuine which made me even more confused about this boy, isn't he mad at me?

"no it's fine, i'll clean everything up. i'll be back in about two hours, you can rest up here. or you could go home if you like." i replied back, but then realised what i said was dumb and sunghoon could hardly walk so it would be impossible for him to go home, i then quitened my voice and mumbled, "never mind, that's not a very smart option."

"i'll stay here. i want to see you safely go home." he replied back, as he started to get more comfortable in his bed, pulling his head back and adjusting the pillow he was laying on.

god when he said that i his feel my heart rate just KSJSJSHD

"oh, o-okay. i'll see you soon." i rushingly spoke as i tried to quickly get myself out of that damn infirmary.

i quickly slammed the infirmary door, as i was alone in the corridoor.

i touched my cheeks with my hands, feeling how heated they are.

how could a boy change so much within 24 hours?

i sighed as i realised, i was really in love with park sunghoon.

third person pov

yerin made her way back to her classroom, trying to mop the floors and clean the whole room, preparing herself to make her way to the sports hall soon to clean up too.

she couldn't stop thinking about what she just did, she accidently kissed park sunghoon.

every now and then, she would start banging her head on the palm of her hand, mumbling , "you idiot, how could you have done that."

she spent most her time beating herself up about the silly mistake she did and being frustrated in herself, rather than actually cleaning.

she realised how much time it took just for her to clean up her classroom, so yerin rushed downstairs, making her way to the sports halls. when she made it there she grabbed some more cleaning supplies that were stored at the corner of the sports hall, and started cleaning again, as she could feel her back starting to ache.

yerin had nearly finished cleaning up, so she put the cleaning equipment on the side, leaning against the sport's hall wall, and grabbed her phone, just for a 5 minute break.

she realised the groupchat were texting her again.

4lifers🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

1young💟:
my sunoo what you doing ?? <3

☀️oo:
thinking about you, i miss u :(

y(o)ujin🪂:
ew wtf bro

y(o)ujin🪂:
lmao yall disgust me

y(o)ujin🪂:
my mom literally just disowned me she found the report cards i was hiding😊😊

☀️oo:
i would disown you too if i was ur mom

1young💟:
i agree with you bae

☀️oo:
awwh🥺

y(o)ujin🪂:
i would disown you both if i was ur parent finding out how disgusting you both are

☀️oo:
OH YEA ALSO GUYS

1young💟:
?? YES

☀️oo:
i was scrolling the news and found out why sunghoon was at school today, HE GOT KICKED OFF THE NATIONAL TEAM SO HE DIDNT GO TRAINING TODAY. HOW TF

1young💟:
WHATTTTT

☀️oo:
[link attached]

https://n.news.naver.com/sports/article/2019921/promising-figure-skater-park-sunghoon

what ? he actually got kicked off the national team ? was what was rushing through yerin's head.

she hurriedly clicked on the link, to see the article

(a/n : in this story sunghoon is 17 since in this story he is in his 2nd year of high school, please imagine it says 17 and not 18 in the article😭😭😭)

the girl finished reading the article, as she felt flustered and at fault for everything.

at that moment, she realised what a small mistake she did affected someone.

"shin yerin ugh." yerin whispered under her own breath, as she hit her palm on her forehead.

"that's why he was at school today." she carried on taking to himself, "he trained so hard just for me to ruin it like that."

she kept scrolling down to see neitzen's reactions, the article was pretty popular which made her feel even more worse. if she didn't sprain his wrist, this wouldn't of ever happened.

yerin sighed as she put her pocket, and finished off cleaning the sports hall, feeling guilty.

a few moments later, the girl was finally done cleaning the whole hall and rushingly tidied back the cleaning supplies again and once everything was put back to where it had to be, she smiled.

"finally im done." she yawned, as she stretched her arms and her back, after slouching her back for the past three hours, it was tougher since she was the only one doing all the work.

as soon as she stretched her muscles, she instantly made her way out of the sorts hall, running back to the main building, to go see sunghoon.

the thought of sunghoon made her feel so much guilt, she felt like it would be selfish of her to like him due to all the suffering she's putting him in, first the wrist, then yuna, then his back and now even kicking him off the national team, great.

as she made her way to the infirmary, she reached the door, she kept thinking about how she would start the conversation with sunghoon.

are you alright? well obviously he isn't and that just brings bad memories from when she first bumped into sunghoon at the ice rink, she clearly remembered that cold voice of his saying "do i look alright to you?"

she then thought, maybe she should say she's heard about the news of what happened with the national team. but she thought she shouldnt bring that up since sunghoon is obviously really upset since he was crying the other day and i don't want to ruin the mood.

she then thought about-

"what are you doing just standing there?" yerin's thoughts were suddenly disrupted as the door in front of her opened, loudly, with sunghoon standing in front of her.

she was very alarmed to see him just standing there so yerin kind of just froze, flustered.

"o-oh hello. how did you know i was here?" yerin asked, still flustered so she blurted out whatever she could think of.

sunghoon then pointed his finger to his left, pointing to the wall, with a clear window.

yerin closed her eyes and furrowed her eyebrows thinking to herself, oh shit that's embarrassing.

she spent like 5 minutes talking and thinking to herself in front of that door, and sunghoon witnessed everything. she was truly embarrassed.

little did she know sunghoon watched her in joy and giggled cutely as he watched her.

"oh so there was a window haha." yerin awkwardly just laughed it off.

sunghoon then leaned towards the door frame, crossing his arms and crowding his right leg across his left leg, slightly pulling his neck up as he pulled a quick smirk at the girl, making fun of her awkwardness.

"anyways, i guess you finished cleaning up, sorry you had to do it all by yourself." sunghoon softly thanked yerin, whikst tapping her head.

yerin was even more conflicted, why was he again suddenly being nice?

yerin just smiled and replied back, quite concerned, "its okay don't worry, is your back okay though?"

"yeah i'm fine now." he muttered back, as he grinned.

"ah that's good to hear. i'm sorry about what happened earlier." yerin smiled as she spoke, she was genuinely really sorry.

"my back doesn't hurt but somewhere else does." sunghoon then remarked, as he put his right hand resting on the back of his neck.

yerin worriedly replied back, "where?"

"here." sunghoon uttered back, as he quickly grabbed yerin's hand, placing it on the left side of his chest, where his heart was.

a/n : ANOTHER UPDATE IM SORRY FOR MAKING U WAIT. this chapters a bit cringe but i guess it's better than nothing ksbssjshss

has anyone gone back to school yet ? IM DREADING IT