yerin pov

that jerk, that bastard, that two-faced dimwit.

gosh, why is everyone so obsessed with park sunghoon.

he grabbed my wrist, ever so tightly, taking me to the bicycle shelter, slamming me onto the wall and now left. gosh he is strong.

he said he was interested in skaters, so i just simply asked if he liked girls like wonyoung, and it happens to be that sunghoon likes wonyoung.

anyways now i know that sunghoon likes wonyoung, this is perfect.

me and wonyoung are best friends so i can set him up on a date with wonyoung, but make sure yuna turns up instead, he'll have to say yes.

i do feel a little bad, if he agrees on the date, since he won't be able to see who he wants, but still that arrogant, selfish, ignorant, conceited, cold, playful, two-faced bastard deserves it.

how dare he place and slam me on a wall. now my back slightly aches.

anyways, after processing everything that had happened, i had left the area where the bicycle shelter was, to go back to class.

i'm never going to ride my bike to school ever again so i won't have to come see that bicycle shelter again.

i started to walk back to class, but seeing sunoo, in front of me, talking to one of his friends, niki. i decided to wait until niki left to go run to sunoo.

"sunoo!" i shouted from behind, after his friend left, he turned back, and smiled at me, as i ran towards him.

"what are you doing here yerin." he replied back, happily.

"gosh why are you so happy suddenly." i muttered, he carried on smiling hard.

"niki agreed to teach me to dance after school." he exclaimed, whilst using his hand to push my shoulder a few times, to show he was happy.

"why are you suddenyl going to learn to dance?" i asked, as sunoo wasn't the type to dance, i then dogged through my pocket, finding a few hard candies in my pocket and threw one to sunoo, gently, for him to have, as it was break time. not as if he doesn't eat during lessons.

"well, my crush said that they like a guy who can dance." he replied back, oh yes i forgot, last year, sunoo told me he had a crush on someone in our class but i've been trying to find out who it is, but i still have no clue.

"ah yes your crush. when will you tell me who it is." i asked back, calmly. sunoo then stopped walking, pausing, so i paused too, to see him have a poker face, he was seriously staring at me.

"i'm not like you and jake and propose on valentines day." he then muttered, he then ran back into class, and i slowly followed him, i sat in my seat and didn't pay attention to class. i started to replay the first day of me and jake in my mind, how i miss it.

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replaying yerin's memories
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valentines day 2020, day 1

6:30 am, 2 hours and a half before school.

"guys wake up!" i exclaimed, i had been awake since 4am, i was so nervous and scared.

february 14th. it was valentines day and i was going to confess to my crush of four years, jake sim, i've been crushing on him since the start of middle school.

two of my best friends, wonyoung and yujin agreed to sleepover at my house to style me in the morning of the day, and they knew my long-time crush on jake since last year, it was hard to keep it a secret for three years before though.

"yes yes we're up!" yujin then woke up from her bed and said sarcastically, wonyoung also sprung up from her bed.

"i'll do your hair in a minute." yujin exclaimed, yujin agreed to do my hair prettily and wonyoung agreed to do my makeup, naturally, ever so slightly.

i sat down in front of my mirror, and at that time, since my hair was short, yujin grabbed her curler from her home, since there's no way i would own one.

"okay miss sim!" she teased, as i slightly blushed at the thought of me being miss sim, "i'm going to curl your hair slightly at the bottom!"

i must confess, yujin did my hair well, no wonder why her hair was always pretty at school, she handles herself well with the curler.

after a few minutes, yujin finished curling my hair and exclaimed "done!"

i examined my hair carefully in the mirror, smiling, "jake will like it right?"

yujin then smiled prettily, "of course!"

"my turn!" wonyoung then exclaimed, she made me sit right in front of her, as she applied some bb-cream and some light-pink lipstick on me, natural makeup is all i wanted.

she was done after only a few touches and announced, "done!"

wonyoung then grabbed the mini mirror, she bought from her house, in front of my face.

wow, i look so much better. hopefully jake will like it.

"thank you guys!" i exclaimed, smiling, as both of them came in with me to join a hug, i really owe them.

"oh and also," wonyoung then exclaimed, she then grabbed her bag from the corner of my room, and grabbed something out that looked like a sweater, "wear this over your uniform, it's pink and has a small white heart in the corner."

wonyoung handed over the hoodie, and i was shocked, i don't own anything like this, it was perfect for the occasion, especially the colour. as i grabbed the hoodie, i smiled brightly at wonyoung.

"like always our wonyoung has the best clothes!" yujin then replied back happily, pointing at yujin with both of her hands, acting cute, and after me and wonyoung chuckled.

"thank you wonyoung and yujin! you two get changed into your uniform i'll go downstairs and get some breakfast for us." i muttered back, the two nodded as i went downstairs, and started to toast some bread.

as the toast was being toasted, it finally hit me.

today is the day i finally confess to jake, i fell in love him on the first day of middle school, he was a basketball player in middle school. i was in class, pe class, and was playing dodgeball, me and jake were on opposite teams and when the ball came hitting towards me, jake came running to use his body to protect me from getting hit, and he got hit instead. however, jake being the gentlemen he is, covered me from the ball hitting me and later took me to the medical room. he asked if i was alright, he checked if i was injured and later even bought me a whole box of choco pies.

after years of secretly eyeing him, secretly putting drinks on the bench of the sports hall, for jake to drink after he plays basketball, with a post-it note saying 'for jake', secretly giving him chocolates for valentines day, secretly buying things for his birthday, i'm finally confessing, face to face.

"yerin! we're done!!" i heard a scream from outside shout, as i heard footsteps coming downstairs.

oh shoot, i was dozing off again.

i quickly grab the toasts i toasted, placing them on a plate.

"i-i, do your want toast?" i quickly asked, as the two girls laughed at me as i looked so confused and lost.

"no!" yujin suddenly shouted, "i'm on a diet! i have to start today!"

"yerin, let's just go, we'll be late!" wonyoung rushingly exclaimed, i then quickly rushed out of my kitchen because wonyoung and yujin were, we rushingly grabbed our bags and put on our shoes.

i'm one step closer to confession time.

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8:23am , valentine's day 2018

we finally got off at our school's bus stop, and we started to run into school, i honestly didn't understand why we were running, we were half an hour early for school anyways.

we ran into school, seeing sunoo was waiting in the main hall, even sunoo was early?

"you got it ready?" wonyoung suddenly asked sunoo, what ready?

"of course." he smirked, he then suddenly started racing to our home room.

what is going on?

"wait guys what's going on?" i suddenly asked wonyoung and yujin, they then widely smiled at me.

"go in!" they exclaimed, i was so confused, but then wonyoung pushed me into our home room suddenly.

and that's where it started.

my heart was beating fast.

i walked into our home room.

and someone was standing in front of the chalkboard.

having his back facing me.

and sunoo was on the teacher's computer, and suddenly.

he played one of my favourite songs, boy by treasure.
(just pretend it was released then)

but what caught my attention.

was that the normal white chalkboard, was different.

it said, 'jake ♡ yerin'

and underneath it said 'i just wanna be your boy'

i was completely baffled and confused, it can't be,,

suddenly, he turned around,

its jake.

his hair was styled, and he wore a pink sweater too.

my heart started beating faster and faster, as it was only me, him and sunoo in the room.

he faced me, smiling brightly, with a banquet of flowers, my favourite type, carnations.

"i like you, shin yerin!" he then suddenly exclaimed, walking towards me, handing the banquet of flowers.

my eyes were opened widely, no no this is a dream.

then the lyrics of the song sunoo put on, boy by treasure, sang:

"please open your heart
i just wanna be your boy
i'll be your boy
be my be my be my girl"

i then realised what was happening was real, my crush, likes me back,,

"hm, what's your answer?" jake then asked, after a few seconds of silence of me trying to process everything.

"w-wait, your being for real?" i stuttered, looking at him.

"yes, i like you shin yerin, will you be my girl?" he then answered, i blushed hardly and was flattered with his answer. my. crush. likes. me.

"i-i actually like you too, i-i was going to confess and---" i then realised i had his gift in my bag, so i reached into my backpack looking for it.

where tf did it go?

where did beanie go?

i eavesdropped that jake really wanted his own beanie that looked like the popular guy above our year, he was close with, called heeseung.

"i-i think i forgot-" i then suddenly got cut off, jake then cupped his hands of my cheeks, and pulled me closer for a,, kiss.

i cannot believe this. JAKE SIM KISSED ME !

he then pulled away, as i was still flustered, "i don't need no present, that's what i wanted."

he then pulled me in for a hug.

my crush likes me. jake sim likes me.

suddenly a huge bang was heard, i jumped, looking to the area the bang was heard.

it was wonyoung and yujin popping party poppers. awhhh i love them so much <3

then sunoo shouted, "congratulations! our first official couple of our class!"

i then smiled and jake whispered to me, "i love you."

i then whispered back, "me too." as he pulled me into another hug.

i will never forget that day, it turned out that jake told sunoo that he liked me and sunoo told wonyoung and yujin amd they planned this behind my back. jake's hands were warm that day, i miss his hugs.

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end of yerin's memories
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"miss shin!" i suddenly heard a shout, oh gosh, i was dozing off all day, replaying my confession to jake.

"y-yes, i-i'm so sorry." i took my head off my desk, and tried to tidy my hair as it was messy from my laying my head on my desk.

i looked up to se that i was in physics class and our teacher was nice, so she let me off. thank the lords i wasn't in maths.

the lesson then went on, then it suddenly hit me that jake wasn't here.

how come i feel as if there's no difference to when he is in school or not?

it just feels normal now when he's not here.

i miss him, i miss old jake.

a/n : theres not much sunghoon in this chapter im so sorry penguins :((

but i had to write about jake because he plays a huge impact later on sunghoon and yerin's relationship!!

keep voting for sunghoon!! also thanks for 2K !! sunghoon will debut!!