Chapter 17 ♡Tears♡

Awase's POV

          The next morning, I soon felt a lot better from my fever. I sat up straight from my bed and I just realized that I slept the whole night without dinner.......no wonder why I feel hungry all of a sudden. I got up from my bed and I decided to take a shower, I also realized that it's five in the morning.

Geez now my sleeping schedule is messed up.

I took a warm shower and went back to my room to change to my uniform. Although my head feels a bit fuzzy from my fever, I decided to not wear my bandana again. 

Farewell, Mr. Bandana...until my head feels better of course.

Hmmm...I wonder what to do while waiting...

I looked out to the window and saw the sun slowly started to rise, yet the darkness was still there. 

I decided to take breakfast...,and I guess dinner since I really didn't ate dinner yesterday. After I ate, I got my school bag and placed a note on the fridge, telling my classmates that I took a head start in going to school.

I placed my shoes on and then took my leave. 

I looked at my watch and the time was six now. I am really early.

I started to walk to school and noticed that the whole place was really empty, which was very understandable. The cool breeze brushed through the leaves of the trees and my hair too. The sun was still continuing to rise and I don't even know what to do for the rest of the two hours.

Hmm...I should probably just do some of the homework my classmates told me that we have. At least we only got just one homework, which is an English research paper.

I sat on a nearby bench that was also close to the main door of the school. The school doesn't open until 6:30 so I actually have 30 minutes to do this research paper.

I pulled out a pad of paper and pulled out my pencil case then soon started writing.

After a few minutes, I was halfway there with my English paper until someone was standing in front of me and greeted,

"Hey."

I looked up and met the eyes of Todoroki's. Ok I'm gonna die here, aren't I?

"O-Oh..uhh..hi Todoroki!" I greeted him with a nervous chuckle.

"I heard you were absent because you had a fever from the rain the other day. You okay??" He asked.

"Yeah I'm fine." I nervously laughed.

"Well, that's good to know. I don't see you this early everyday." Todoroki pointed out.

"I guess it mostly happens whenever I get sick. Although this is the first time I've woken up this early before honestly." I said.

"Oh."

There was now and awkward silence between the both of us, until he spoke,

"Can I ask you something??"

"Sure, what is it?" 

"Do you, if any chance, have feelings for Yaoyorozu??" He asked.

My eyes widened in shock. Oh no, I know what's gonna happen.

"Uhhh...no..what makes you think that??" I lied.

"I was just wondering if you do, since...there are times where you just look like you do."

OH GEEZ, HE NOTICED????

"W-Well..I don't think of Momo like that. She and I are just friends." I faked a laugh.

This is really starting to ache my heart more.

"Then...do you mind if...maybe I can have her for this whole day?" He asked shyly.

"W-What..??"

"I just...I have feelings for her, and I want to try to hang out with her more. If that's okay with you, unless you two have to discuss more on the project and stuff." He slightly blushed.

*sighs* why do I have to always be so nice??

"Sure, Todoroki!! Go get the girl of your dreams and make her as yours." I faked smile, feeling myself that I'm about to cry.

"Really? Thank you, Awase." Todoroki smiled.

"Yeah...no problem.." I looked away.

"Welp, see you Awase." He waved at me as he walked to the main door of the school.

"See ya."

I watched him as Todoroki walked away from me. Once he made quite a large distance between he and I, I couldn't help but just slap myself in the face and let my hand stay on my eyes as I felt tears streamed down on my own cheeks.

Why did I do that?? I love her so much and I already lost my chance with her. He's only just asking this for one day but who knows how many days would he want to be with her.

But it's not his fault, Momo and I only started to hang out all because of this project. After this, she and I are probably gonna go back to our normal ways and talk to each other as normal schoolmates and nothing more than that. Not even the term 'friends' could at least go above that anymore.

I continued to finish my English research paper and once I felt satisfied about it, I put in my bag and placed everything back before walking inside the school.

I then arrived the Class 1-B classroom and saw that the Class 1-A classroom was open, probably because of Todoroki.

I opened the lights of our classroom and sat down on my chair and placed my bag on the floor. I still felt my dry tears on my cheeks so I decided to take a nap while waiting for classes to begin.

I just have to try not to worry too much about it, but still...there are times when I wish I was as cool as Todoroki. I see a lot of reasons why Momo would choose him over me. I mean come on, he and Momo have like a longer connection and relationship with each other for so long and I barely even got that much time to be with her like how Todoroki does.

*sighs* I should just take a nap, that might be able to cheer me up.

I waited a few seconds before I was contained in complete darkness and that I have fallen to sleep.









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