I have smiled once in two days.
I've cried twice.
By cry, I mean CRY.
One sided love.
The concept is a bitch.
Nobody will understand but it physically
AND mentally hurts.
It feels like someone stabbed you in the heart, told you that he doesn't like you and smashed pictures of your(my)ugly self in your face.

I'd be so thankful to have a second chance with him. To be more confident in myself. To talk to him more. TRY harder.
There is no one like your first love.
NO. ONE. IN. THE. WORLD.
I am telling the truth.

I Cry...