08, KITCHEN COUNTER PT 2
act one: the disappearance of alison
(PLEASE DO TALK ABOUT ME WHEN IM GONE)
(season one, episode eight )

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"I was afraid she wouldn't get it done in time for the memorial" Aria said, as her, Sabrina and Spencer pushed a huge wooden box into the Hasting's living room.

"And this was someone from your mom's gallery?" Hanna asked, sitting on the couch holding Everly.

"Yeap" Aria replied.

"Where is your mom?" Emily asked curiously.

"There's an apartment above the gallery so she's staying there, for now" Aria replied.

"Kind of weird, isn't it?" Hanna asked, "Your mom moving out".

"Yeah, like my dad should have left" Aria snapped, "That's what you'd expect".

"Aria" Sabrina warned, "She's not wrong, uncle Byron should have been the who moved out, not Elle, he was the one who cheated, she should have kicked his ass to the curb if my dad was here he'd do it himself "

"Are you ever going to forgive him?" Aria asked annoyed.

"No" Sabrina replied. "Would you forgive my dad if he cheated on my mom I sure as hell wouldn't"

"So you can forgive Jason for cheating but not your own family?" Aria snapped, in her frustration not realising what she had blurted out, but the other girls had, causing them to look at the two cousins in confusion.

"Jason?, As in Ali's brother, Jason?" Spencer asked, looking between the two cousins in suspicion,

Aria, finally realising what she said, looking at her friends wide eyed, she then looked at her cousin, who was glaring at her, "Sabrina I--".

"Shut up Aria" Sabrina interrupted in anger.

"What's going on here?" Emily asked confused.

"Bri, what did you forgive Jason for?" Spencer asked curiously as Sabrina looks at her daughter and just that look it clicked in Spencer head "Oh my god!"

"What?" Emily asked turning to Spencer who has a shocked look on her face.

"It's doesn't matter" Sabrina nervously laughed looking anywhere but Spencer.

"Jason is Everly's father" Spencer responded getting gasps from Emily.

"What? No he's not" Sabrina stuttered in reply.

"Sabrina" Spencer scolded.

"Okay, fine yes he is" Sabrina admits turning away from them

"Sabrina, he's five years older that you" Emily yelled.

"That's exactly why I didn't want to tell you guys!" Sabrina snapped as she grabs Everly.

"What do you mean?" Emily asked confused.

"I can't you'll look at me different" Sabrina replied, slumping on the couch.

"Bro, we would never do that" Hanna said, "We're your best friends, we would never judge you".

"I guess but when he fucking gets here don't say shit"

Aria looked at Sabrina in shock, "He's coming?" she asked Sabrina nods.

"It's his sister's memorial" Spencer reminded, "Of course, he's coming".

Sabrina sighed, "If I tell you guys everything you can't say anything and don't look at me differently?".

"We promise" Hanna assured, ever since A had sent her the photo of Jason and Sabrina, she has been dying to know the story of Jason and Sabrina.

"You never judge us, so how can we judge you?" Emily said, sitting next to the overwhelmed Alvez girl.

"Okay" Sabrina said, after a moment of silence, "But while I'm telling the story, don't interrupt me, okay?".

"Okay" Spencer said, sitting on the other side of Sabrina, while Hanna and Aria sat infront of her.

"Ive known him before I ever met Ali Jason since he's the one introduced me to Ali" Sabrina admitted, "after me and Ali became friends I wasn't allowed to talk to him unless he was at my house and Ali wasn't around. The night Ali forced me to attend a college party with her, you guys had made an excuse to not going l was bored so I went when we got there Ali ditched me and Jason found me and drag me to the car and they we're talking we ended up having sex than a week later we started dating for seven months"

"Seven months?" Emily asked shocked, "You kept your relationship a secret for seven months?".

Sabrina nodded, "We didn't want Ali to find out" she replied, "So I told no one ever time I would say I was working late I was with Jason"

"Why did you guys break up?" Hanna asked.

"We broke up the night Ali disappeared" Sabrina revealed,"he mentioned his girlfriend he had and admitted to me that".

"He ended up what, Bri?" Spencer asked, frowning seeing tears welling in her best friend's eyes.

"He ended up saying he didn't love me i was basically someone he could sleep with cause his girlfriend wouldn't" Sabrina whispered, shocking her friends.

"Oh my god" Spence whispered, grabbing Sabrina's hand in reassurance.

"Okay that doesn't mean you have to talk to him" Spencer recalled.

"I found out I was pregnant a month after everything went down but thanks to A I have to I'm not gonna let my feelings towards him get in the way of knowing his daughter" Sabrina responds, as smiles down at her daughter who is looking more like her dad everyday.

"So A wanted you to tell Jason about Eve,Why?"

"I don't know exactly maybe to piss me off or what but we ended up agreeing for him to watch her I ended doing something the night of homecoming"

"and?" Hanna asked while Aria smirks with a little chuckle.

"Uh we we're talking over coffee and I went to wash the cup but I dropped it and we were e picking it up and than we're having sex on his kitchen counter". Sabrina replied as Everly let's put a cry from hunger Sabrina let's put a sigh. "Had me her blanket from her bag"

"So the kitchen counter?" Spencer asked as she hands Sabrina, Everly's blanket putting it on Sabrinal shoulder so she can feed Everly.

"You guys aren't mad at me?" Sabrina asked, looking at her friends ignoring Spencer question.

"Of course not" Emily replied.

"I'm hurt you hid this for so long, but I'm not mad" Spencer assured.

"I didn't know how to tell you guys I was a side piece " Sabrina whispered.

"Well, Jason is in the past now Sabrina, screw him," Hanna said,

"She already did" Aria jokes only to receive a kick by the mentioned girl.

"I do gotta ask how is he in bed?" Hanna smirks moving closer to Sabrina who rolls her eyes.

"Don't ask she not gonna give it up trust me I tried" Aria answered while Emily stares at the baby who watches her back.

"Is anyone realizing that Eve is going to be gorgeous when she's older" Emily said her thoughts.

Sabrina ignored Hanna's question and but laughed at Emily's response while giving her friends a small smile while the rest of the girls agreed and laughed. "I love you guys"

"And we love you" Spencer said, hugging her best friend, "Now stop wasting your tears for someone who doesn't deserve it and get up and help us open the statue for Ali's memorial".

"Gladly" Sabrina said, wiping her tears as she hands Everly to Emily to burp her as she fixed her shirt but she's glad to finally tell her best friends her secrets.

"Did anyone call Shelly Leonard?"
Emily asked,

"Done, and I told her if she plays anything depressing I will kick in her cello" Sabrina replied, making the rest of the girls chuckle.

"Oh, what about the program?" Aria asked.

"Almost done, but we should finish it before what's his face gets here" Spencer replied.

"You can say he's name it complicated between us but for Eve we're civil" Sabrina said "Right now, can we just open this thing?"

The other girls nodded and together the four girls removed the wooden lid from the crate and admired the small statues of the six girls.

"Wow" Hanna whispered in Awe.

"It's beautiful" Aria praised as smile growing on her face.

"Pedestal's already out there, next to the bench" Spencer informed, "This goes up Friday morning".

"Do you think Jason will like it?" Emily asked as she lightly pats Everly back.

"He better he can shove it up his ass if he doesn't". Sabrina said causing the girls laugh.

"You know, years from now, people are gonna see this memorial, and that's all thev'll ever know about Ali"

Aria said, "She'll be the girl that they dedicated the bench to and we'll all be gone, but Ali will still be remembered"

"Exactly that way she would have liked it" Sabrina added.

"That's immortality my darlings"
Spencer said remembering what Alison used to say.

June 24, 2009
Rosewood, Pennsylvania

Alison, Spencer, Aria, Sabrina, Hanna and Emily were at another one of Noel Khan's party, this time by a lake, which is why all six girls were currently relaxing in their swimsuits.

"I wish we could just choose the age that we wanted to be and just stay there" Aria said.

"That sounds boring" Sabrina said, laying next Spencer.

"The only way to do that is to die young" Alison told Aria, "Leave a beautiful corose."

"Don't joke" Emily said, not liking
Alison talking about death.

"'It's not a joke" Alison said, "Oh, come on, haven't you guys ever thought about how deliciously tragic it would be to die in some incredibly mysterious way? That would be superior"

"Nope" Sabrina replied, her eyes glued to her phone, "I want to live, I want to grow and experience life to it's fullest, like get married have some little me's running around become a famous singer"

"Same well to some of that" Spencer said, agreeing with the Diaz girl, she then turned to Alison, "is that really how you want to go, Alison?"

Alison shrugged, "Not just yet" she replied.

"Don't talk like that" Hanna scolded.

"It's gruesome" Aria added.

"It's not gruesome" Alison said, "It's immortality, my darlings".

"Where did she get that from?" Aria asked, "A movie?".

"Ali was a movie" Spencer replied.

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Next morning, Sabrina ended up sleeping in cause Everly had her up all night from teething and by the time she woke up, she realised her cousin had already left for their meeting with Jason, so after quickly getting ready, Sabrina and Everly also arrived at the Hastings house.

"Can one of you hold Eve's please-", Sabrina stopped talking, when as soon as she entered the Hastings kitchen, her eyes came in contact with Jason who she was slightly nervous about seeing as the last time they saw each other was homecoming night.

"Rina" Jason said, a small smile on his face.

"Jason" Sabrina greeted as she grabs Everly from her car seat "I'm sorry I'm late, I kind of slept in Eve was teething and didn't fall asleep till like 4" she adds before walking towards him. "Take your kid".

"'It's all good" Jason assured her as he takes the baby not even objecting "You didn't miss much, I was just saying you've done some lovely work on the memorial, I might have done one or two things differently but we can adjust that along the way".

Sabrina frowned staring Jason, surprisingly she didn't get a good looked to the man much before or after homecoming.

"Here's a copy of the program for the dedication" Jason said as he hand them each a piece of paper with one hand.

"Oh, I e-mailed you the program that we worked up" Spencer said, as Jason helps slip Everly under the blanket so she could eat.

"Right, I saw the draft" Jason said, not taking his eyes off the lump on his ex girlfriend's chest. "This just fine-tunes it, uh, let's see, uh, if Shelly Leonard's gonna play something I don't think we can give showboat with that cello, then, uh, oh", Jason's eyes landed on a photo of his sister on the counter, "Is this the picture for the program?"

"Yes, it's everybody's favorite" Emily replied and Jason nodded and looked down at the photo, a fond expression on his face,

"It's the one I would have picked" he said, "I thought I was gonna be able to get my whole family out here but you know, at the last minute, my mom, um", Jason let out a chuckle, "It's crazy talking about this, isn't it? When I think about her, I think about you" Jason's eyes land on Sabrina again who was now burping the baby before looking back at the girls "the six of you, in her bedroom, laughing, keeping secrets"

"I'm surprised you can even remember" Sabrina whispered, looking at down Everly trying not to look at Jason.

"We both know how I was that summer" Jason said, causing Sabrina to finally look up at him with a sarcastic smile.

The other girls looked between Jason and Sabrina, all four of them could see the love in Jason's, it made them all realise that what Jason told Sabrina a year ago was a lie and that Jason is no denying is in love with Sabrina Diaz.

"Anyways" Jason said, looking away from Sabrina and his daughter, knowing if he looked any longer he won't be able to say what he wants to say to her, "I want each of you to speak, l'd rather hear from you than Mrs. Slocomb from the PTA".

"The PTA was a lot of help" Spencer defended.

"What about the rain?" Jason asked, ignoring Spencer's words, agitating the Hastings girl.

"The rain?" Spencer asked confused.

"Forty percent chance before the weekend" Jason informed.

"Oh, um, they said that we can use the school's multipurpose room if we have to move the ceremony inside" Spencer said.

"Great" Jason said, "People think this dedication is about closure, there won't be closure until they find out who did this to Alison, the cops in this town have been jerking my family around for more than a year, no more of that, I'm here to get some action and this memorial is gonna help me get it, oh, and I'm adding one speaker to the program".

"Jenna Marshall?" Emily asked, shocked seeing the name Jason wrote down.

"Wait, you want Jenna to speak at the dedication?" Hanna asked.

"Why are you fucking doing?" Sabrina asked, glaring at the oldest
Dilaurentis, knowing fully well that Jason knew about the Jenna incident.

"She asked me if she could" Jason replied.

"And you said yes?!" Sabrina asked shocked, "Why?"

"She asked if she could and I won't let her say anything she shouldn't" Jason assured Sabrina, letting her know that he won't let Jenna tell the world the truth about her accident.

"And again you said yes" Sabrina retorted.

"Trust me, Rina, Jenna just wants to say a few words about Alison" Jason said.

"Trust you?" Sabrina asked, "Yeah cause cause trusting you had me pregnant at 16 and the only bitch has to say about Alison is going to be bad and if she says anything I will kick the blind bitches ass"

Before Jason could say anything else, Spencer spoke, not wanting things between Jason and Sabrina to escalate, "It just didn't occur to us that Alison and Jenna were that close"

"Yeah, I didn't know either" Jason said, "Jenna called, and said my sister was a lot of help to her after her accident', Sabrina scoffed, both her and Jason knew that was a lie, "Well, concentrate on what you're gonna say, leave the rest of it to me, now, I'm going to have a talk with Detective Wilden and find out why they haven't located Toby yet"

"Good luck with that ass wipe" Sabrina scoffed.

"Did we just get fired?!" Hanna asked, Jason left the room, with Spencer walking him out.

"Shh!" Aria said, "Keep it down!".

"Why is he talking to Jenna?" Emily asked.

"You should be asking why the hell is Jenna talking to him?" Sabrina said

"What does she have to say?" Emily wondered.

"This is turning into a nightmare" Aria said, just as Spencer walked back after letting Jason out.

"What else did he say?" Hanna asked Spencer.

"Nothing" Spencer replied, "He just kept smiling like he was running for office"

"Spence, why does Jenna want to speak at the dedication?" Aria asked.

"Why does Jason want her there?"
Hanna asked, "I mean, he clearly know they weren't friends".

"That's not all he knows" Sabrina said, whispered as put Everly in car seat.

"We can't let Jenna speak" Emily stated.

"Well, how are we gonna stop her without looking like bitches?" Aria asked looking between her friends.

"We could hide her walking stick" Sabrina suggests earning an amused look from the four girls.

"Maybe we don't stop her" Sabrina replied causing the amusement to leave the four girls faces.

"Excuse me?" Hanna asked.

"Look, Jason said he won't let her say anything she shouldn't" Sabrina reminded.

"And you trust him?" Spencer asked.

"Jason's knows how Jenna went blind" Sabrina responded after a hesitating moment.

"How does he know?" The asks in shock and confusion,

"The night after I snapped at Ali and you guys went to sleep I snuck into Jason's room crying my eyes out and I told him, so if he really wanted to he would of said something he would have said it years ago" Sabrina tells the girls.

"You know what? You and Spencer,you guys need to stay on top of him" Hanna said, "Find out what's going on?".

"I've been on top of him it's fun" Sabrina said not really paying attention anymore.

"Why us?" Spencer asked ignoring the Diaz girl.

"Because Spencer your the big organizer" Aria replied, "you've got the laptop of all knowledge and he's gonna need some of that"

"Sabrina the way Jason was looking at your and Everly like you guys were his everything he has feelings for you" Hanna revealed, making Sabrina look at her in shock, "Maybe you could use that to your advantage and somehow convince him to not let Jenna speak".

"He won't listen to me" Sabrina argued.

"You have to try" Hanna argued back.

"Jenna could get up there, she could tell about the fire and Toby, she could tell about everything" Emily said.

Sabrina sighed, after exchanging a look with Spencer, she reluctantly nodded.

"Do you think if I flash my boobs he'll listen? What? It usually works?"

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June 24, 2009
Rosewood, Pennsylvania

"Well, well, well. Something new has been added" Alison said seeing Noel Kahn rubbing sun screen on some girls back.

"Noel Kahn, inspecting the troops." Hanna said.

"You know, you really shouldn't go out so soon after a boob job." Alison said "Let them drop down to where they're supposed to be before you take them out."

"Prudence Finn had a boob job?" Emily asked in shock.

"She had to do something to compensate for being named Prudence." Alison replied laughing.

"Thinking about it, Aria?" Alison asked seeing aria looking at Noel.

"Thinking about what?" Aria asked.

"Doing something like that to get Noel's attention." Alison replied.

"No." Aria replied.

"Good, big boobs causes back pain trust me there like a love hate relationship there's a reason I wouldn't ever get one" Sabrina said causing the girls to laugh as her phone vibrates.

Jason
Meet me in the woods

Sabrina looks up to see Jason looking at her with a smirk before he walks away.

"I gotta go to the restroom"
Sabrina said, suddenly standing up.

"Have fun with Eli" Alison said  smirking thinking she was going to hook up with her ex since Sabrina can't really say she was going to see Jason.

"Sure thing" Sabrina said, running in the direction she had seen Jason leave in. Not noticing people following them.

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Sabrina walked into the woods and started looking around for her boyfriend, she frowned when she saw no sign of him anywhere.

"Come on, Jace" Sabrina whispered, As Sabrina was walking, a hand suddenly clasped around her wrist and she was pulled against a hard chest and Sabrina throws a punch which is smacked against a open palm.

"Jason!" Sabrina breathed a sigh of relief seeing her boyfriend pull her.

Jason didn't say anything to Sabrina, he just cupped her ass in his hands lifting the girl off the ground allowing Sabrina to wrap her legs around his waist as he placed his lips on to hers.

"God i missed you" Jason whispered against Sabrina lips, slowly carrying Sabrina, towards a tree.

"Oh yeah " Sabrina asked with a smirk on her face.

"Yeah I did you wanna know what I missed" Jason said, as Sabrina's back touched the tree.

"What did you miss?" Sabrina asked before whispering in his ear " I think I know what you miss, I think you miss my mouth wrapped around you and they way you fuck me don't you" she adds as she rocks her hips into his.

"I do miss that" Jason replied, kissing down Sabrina's neck, " I missed my girl."

"We'll I miss you do you know how hard it is to be able to satisfy myself when you do it so easily" Sabrina whispered, hissing in pain and pleasure as her clit rubs against his clothed hard member.

"Oh god Rina just like that" Jason said, groaning in her neck in pleasure gripping her hips helping her grind her hips into his.

"I gotta go back before Ali thinks I'm lost again" Sabrina whispered, though she made no effort in separating herself from Jason or stopping her grinding.

"No" Jason said, as his hand travelled on Sabrina's back, pulling the strings of her bikini top undone.

"Jason" Sabrina warned, as her top hangs loosely around her neck .

"Rina" Jason teased as he kisses her lips while fully pulling the the top of her bikini and he put her down. She slowly gets on her knees touching Jason crotch and she pull he's swim trucks down and he member pops out.

Sabrina grabs member pumping it a little before licking the pre-cum off the tip. Jason hisses at the contact before moan as Sabrina puts him in her mouth fully on him bobbing her head forward a couple of times.

Jason throws his head back in pleasure before lifting Sabrina up and pushing her against the tree pulling her bikini bottoms down lifting her leg over is shoulder and slide in her warm cunt starts rocking his hips into hers roughly.

Sabrina let's out a moan as she comes, after soon time Jason rubs her clit before he pulls out and Sabrina gets back on her knees sucking till he cums into her mouth.

Sabrina stands up and starts getting dressed as Jason pulls his trucks up before kissing Sabrina.

"Now I want to you go back and remember that every time some guy looks at you"

Sabrina rolls her eye at his jealousy before nodding and starts walking away and Jason walks the other way neither noticing two pair of eyes on them and a camera recording the whole thing.

"Sorry I got lost again" Sabrina said once she sits down.

"I was about send someone to go look for you Ri" Alison replied looking at her best friend.

"What happened to your neck?" Hanna asked examining the girls neck.

Sabrina takes out a small mirror in her bag and looking at her neck to see a red spot.

"Um mosquito" she lies looking over the girl's shoulder to Jason who was walking by them laughing at the girls lie with a smirk on his face.

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Jason, Spencer, Emily and Sabrina walked in the empty school hallway after talking with the Principal.

"Well, that was painless" Jason said.

"Not for Principal Hartman" Spencer commented.

"He means well, but he needs to know who's in charge" Jason said.

"I think we all know who's in charge" Sabrina snapped, having enough of Jason's attitude.

"Okay, what is your problem?" Jason snapped.

"There's no problem" Emily quickly said, not allowing Sabrina to speak,
"You're Alison's brother, you should have the final say"

"No" Sabrina snapped, "There is a problem, Em, he's acting like he's the only one dealing with Ali's death, she was our best friend, Jason, we are also grieving tienes que dejar de actuar como un idiota"

"See, there's that closed door again" Jason taunted cutting Sabrina, making Sabrina glare at him she was close to punching him in the face, "The secrets of the girls cuddled up in Alison's bedroom, do you think that means you knew her better than I did?"

"No, it just means we knew her in a different way" Emily defended, as Jason and Sabrina glared at each other.

Before anyone could say anything,
Spencer's eyes landed behind Jason, where she saw Wilden walking up to a locker.

"What are they doing?" A confused
Spencer asked, breaking Jason and Sabrina's glaring competition, and causing them to look at Wilden in confusion.

"That's Toby's locker" Emily replied before Sabrina had time to react Jason had walked over to Wilden, "Detective Wilden" he greeted.

"Oh, you'll find this interesting" Wilden said, going through Toby's locker, "We're having a look in Toby
Cavanaugh's locker"

"Why?" Jason asked, "Do you think he's hiding in there?".

"Maybe it leads to Narnia" Sabrina sarcastically adds. "Top notch work Walden"

"He's a suspect" Wilden reminded Jason before looking at Sabrina "And it's Wilden"

"And I could care less" Sabrina replied shrugging.

"Well, your investigation better turn up more than Toby Cavanaugh's old gym socks" Jason taunted.

"You made it quite clear the other day you weren't happy with the pace of the investigation" Wilden said, "You said you wanted action, I'm trying to give that to you".

"Yeah, you've got nothing, I realised that yesterday" Jason said.

"You know, sometimes, Jason, we withhold information on the progress of an investigation to avoid any interruptions" Wilden said.

"Yeah, the only reason you're tearing this kid's locker apart is because he's not around to object" Jason snapped.

"Toby Cavanaugh called your sister's cell phone the night she disappeared, I checked the phone records" Wilden revealed, shocking the girls, "She took the call"

"Toby called Alison the night she died?" Emily asked.

"He did, or somebody else did using his phone" Wilden replied.

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Sabrina entered the Hollis Bar & Grille to see Aria and Noel smiling at the two walking towards the tiny little stage where her band stands ready to perform.

"Hey guys hope your having a good night I'm Sabrina and they are the rejects this song is called i wanna die"

"You're my Jesus, you're my God the one before was just a fraud He shut me in a tiny box and told me I was hard to love" Sabrina sings the first verse as she gripped on the microphone.

"I wake up at night, screaming I'm scared to shut my eyes, demons but with your arms around me, I'm as safe as can be never been this happy, so no one ever sees it, but it's all around"  Sabrina sings the pre chorus as she looks at Aria and Noel who where cheering for the girl.

"I wanna die when you kiss me slowly I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowing My, oh, my, I'm terrified I know the rest of my life won't compare to these nights with you I wanna die when you touch my body" She sings as she locks eyes with Jason who stand at the side.

"Every time you stop, my skin starts crawling My, oh, my, you made my life so, somеone better rеad my rights I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, I wanna die" Sabrina sings as she turns away from him.

"Oh, you saved me from a straight up crisis wanna drink you like wine, Dionysos everybody in my life got prices Too high to pay, uh-oh" Sabrina sings as she grabs her microphone off the stand and walks around.

"I still wake up at night, screaming I'm scared to shut my eyes, demons but with your arms around me, I'm as safe as can be never been this happy, so"  She sings as she avoids her cousin's and her baby daddy's eyes.

"I wanna die when you kiss me slowly I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowing My, oh, my, I'm terrified I know the rest of my life won't compare to these nights with you I wanna die when you touch my body" She sings as she locks eyes with Jason who stand at the side.

"Every time you stop, my skin starts crawling My, oh, my, you made my life" She sings as the band stoped.

"So, somеone better rеad my rights  I wanna die" Sabrina sings before the music starts again.

"yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, I wanna die" Sabrina finished before the room erupted in applause as Sabrina finishes the last lyrics before smiling as the group starts streaming the next song "now this song is called talk to myself"

"I don't go out much cause parties are too much and I don't need anymore judgement" Sabrina sings the first part of the verse.

"So you keep your gossip You're cool and you're toxic already got someone who does it" Sabrina sings as she grabs the microphone from the stand again as she leaves the stage.

"It's me and that voice in my head telling me that I'm better off dead If you think that you could make me cry more than me, myself and I well, go ahead and try" Sabrina sings as stops in front Aria who was jamming out.

"If you talk to me like I talk to myself I'd give you the finger," Sabrina sings lifting her finger.

"I'd say, "Go to hell" you can be mean, make it sing pretty well but you can't say shit I don't say to myself" She sings as she turns to Noel who was recording.

"I wish you could hurt me so maybe when I bleed I could blame somebody else but she's sick and she's twisted a bit masochistic there's no point in calling for help" Sabrina sings the second verse as she walks towards Hanna and Sean.

"It's me and that voice in my head telling me that I'm better off dead If you think that you could make me cry more than me, myself and I well, go ahead and try" Sabrina sings as stops in front Aria who was jamming out.

"If you talk to me like I talk to myself I'd give you the finger, I'd say, "Go to hell" you can be mean, make it sing pretty well but you can't say shit I don't say to myself Like, "You're useless, you're stupid You're too hard to love No one likes you, you're crazy, you're totally fucked" If you talk to me, like I talk to myself I talk to myself" She sings as she walks past Jason who watches her.

"It's me and that voice in my head telling me that I'm better off dead If you think that you could make me cry more than me, myself and I well, go ahead and try" Sabrina sings as she jumps back on stage.

"If you talk to me like I talk to myself I'd give you the finger, I'd say, "Go to hell" you can be mean, make it sing pretty well but you can't say shit I don't say to myself Like, "You're useless, you're stupid You're too hard to love No one likes you, you're crazy, you're totally fucked" If you talk to me, like I talk to myself I talk to myself " She sings as finished.

Sabrina walks over towards the counter not noticing Jason storming out of the grille. She orders a water before taking a drink a her phone rings.

Spencer
S. O.S

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"So she tried to pin it on you?" a shocked Hanna asked as Spencer told the girls about her conversation with Jason, him informing her that Alison had told Jason about the Jenna thing and told him that it was Spencer's idea.

"That's what she told Jason" A frustrated Spencer replied.

"But why you?" Emily asked confused.

"Because Spencer could stand up to her and Alison didn't like that" Aria replied.

"Yeah, but so could Sabrina" Emily reminded.

"But Jason knew Sabrina, they were in a relationship' Hanna said, "Maybe Ali knew if she pinned it on Sabrina, Jason wouldn't believe her".

"But Ali never knew about me and Jason" Sabrina said, wondering if Jason thought she lied.

"God, this is officially insane!" Hanna snapped.

"Is that what she told Jenna when she was at the hospital?" Emily asked, as the girls sat on the Hastings couch.

"I don't know, I don't think so, but I don't know" Spencer replied, slightly panicking.

"Okay, so, so one minute, she's trying to cover it up and the next she's ratting us out to her brother?" Aria asked confused.

"Like she wanted Jason to know the fake story in case anything happened to her" Emily realised.

"Why?" Hanna asked confused.

"So they'd know who blame" Spencer replied.

"Unbelievable" Sabrina scoffed as she stood up grabbing her keys. "Where's my kid"

"Upstairs sleeping in pack and play" Spencer replied.

"Good I'll be back" Sabrina said trying to run to the door.

"Nope your not going after him" Spencer said grabbing the girls arm.

"But"

"No" Emily said grabbing the girls other arm.

"Fine" Sabrina said pouting as she sits on the couch when the girls are turning Sabrina jumps up to run to the door but is stopped by four bodies tackling her to the floor.

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Currently, Sabrina,Everly who was sitting on her mom's lap and all the girls sat in the school's multipurpose room, attending Alison's memorial. Sabrina avoided looking towards Jason, who hadn't stopped glancing at her since he's gotten here and sat down next to him.

Spencer stood up and walked over to the podium, she went to start her speech, when someone's entrance shocked her, seeing the Hasting girl's expression, her friends looked in the direction she was looking in, only to see lan Thomas, Melissa's ex-boyfriend and Jason's ex-best friend, enter the room.

Seeing lan, an pissed look immediately came on Sabrina's face, she hated lan with everthing she had, she hated him for encouraging Jason to drink, and got her brother addicted to drugs, she hated him for using her and Jason's relationship against her after catching the two after walking in on them naked in Jason's room, but most of all she hated him for all the nasty comments he sent her way, always commenting on her body, subtly asking her to sleep with him and many other things before she even started dating Jason.

Sabrina looked towards Jason, who was already looking at her, a concern look on his face, him also having seen lan enter. He knew all about her hate for the said man.

"Ian?" Aria said confused, making Sabrina look away from Jason.

"Wait, Melissa's lan?" Hanna asked.

"Yep" Sabrina replied.

"Um" Spencer started, "I can't remember not knowing Alison, not having her as a friend, she was the first person I knew long enough that I felt I could be angry with, without worrying that I was gonna lose her, and it made me feel like something was gonna last, and you need that, especially when you're a kid".

"Friends can be hard on you" Hanna said, "Maybe they expect more from you than strangers, strangers pretty much see you the way you want them to see you, but you can't fool friends, that's what makes them friends"

"That corner of the park is gonna be a safe place where you can go and sit, read a book and just think" Emily said, "You should think about it Alison while you're there, she'd want to make sure you didn't forget about her".

"When you do something like this, a memorial" Aria said, "It's partly because you don't understand what's happened, so you plant flowers, and you paint tiles, and somewhere in the middle of all that work, you stop crying, I guess that's the point".

Sabrina hands Everly to Jason who offered to hold her and stands walking towards the stand.

"Alison would have loved seeing all of you guys here" Sabrina said, "she would have flashed that beautiful smile of hers and laughed and her laugh was like a chain reaction because if she laughs next thing you know you laugh even when you don't even know why your laughing you just are" Sabrina sniffed a little as tears went down her cheeks.

"I could sit up here and tell you about ever single good moment I had with Alison like the time we put hair diy in Jason's shampoo than blame it on my brother" Sabrina admits looking at Jason. "Sorry Jason"

"I knew it" Jason exclaimed causing everyone to laugh with Sabrina shrugged innocently.

"Instead I want say thank you. Thank you Ali for giving me the best four years of friendship, pillow fights, sleep overs and four amazing crazy best friends a girl could ever ask for I'll make sure my daughter knows about who my best friend was"

Once Sabrina had sat back down, Jason helped Jenna walk up to the podium, making all the girls uneasy, not knowing what Jenna was going to reveal.

"We think we know who we are, but we don" Jenna said, "Not until something bad happens to us and then all the useless things fall away and we're left with who we really are, I learnt that from Alison Dilaurentis, my whole life, I thought I knew who she was, but I found out the truth when she came and talked to me at the hospital, I found out that she was the strongest person, that I had ever met, and it's her strength that touched so many people, shaped them, that's her real legacy, that's how her memory will endure in the actions of those she inspired in so many different ways, from all of us, thank you, Alison".

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"I need coffee " Hanna said, as the girls walked into the Hastings kitchen.

"Me too" Aria said.

"I'm buying" Spencer said.

"Lucky bitches" Sabrina said, putting Everly's car seat down before sitting down.

"That was my folks" Jason said, entering the kitchen, "They says thanks, and so do I."

"You're welcome" Emily said.

"And I want you girls to have something" Jason said, pulling out a bracelet that had Alison's name on it out of his jacket pocket, "The police returned this to my family, I think you should have it".

"The police gave that to you?" Emily asked shocked, as Aria grabbed the bracelet and started inspecting it.

"Alison was wearing it" Jason revealed.

"Wait, you mean when they found her?" Hanna asked.

Jason nodded "After today, I figured just thought you should have it", he then looked at Sabrina who had Everly Stuff.

"Say bye to Everly guys she'll be back tomorrow night" Sabrina says as girls all kiss her head as Jason grabs her diaper bag and the car seat.

"Drive safe please and everything is still written in her bag and her day time routine is in there too"

"Okay, I'll drop her off tomorrow just give me a call when your done with the SATS good luck ladies" Jason said as he walk towards the door with Sabrina following.

Once Jason left after Sabrina kissed Everly's head, Emily spoke, "If that's Alison's bracelet, what about the one we found in the woods?"

"It was fake" Sabrina realized.

"Someone made a copy of Alison's bracelet" Hanna said.

"Yeah, and made sure that we would find it" Spencer said.

"Great" Sabrina whispered, "Just what we needed".

"Why is Jason taking Everly?" Emily asked changing the subject.

"I'm trying to let him see her as much as possible and he offered to keep her for the night and tomorrow while were studying study and take the test tomorrow"

"Why can't Jane do it?" Hanna asked

"Jane is in Florida with her husband for their anniversary i think" Sabrina said.

"So your okay with this?" Spencer asked rubbing Sabrina's hand.

"I have to be he is her dad I can just keep him out of her life cause he broke my heart it's not fair to her or him" Sabrina responded, receiving nods in response.

"Let's go get our stuff and comfortable clothes and we'll meet back here before the storm gets worse" Aria said as Sabrina shoots her cousin a thankful look.

Chapter 1.8 is complete so what do you guys think so far is good do you like it.