(This is prowl, I'm updating this book for sideswipe)

FireRage's pov

As I finally said my good byes to my sweet beloved, I headed out. The streets were empty only few bots driving or walking. The news must've gone around that I was at it again. But one little autobot I knew where to find. I transformed and drove to the special place.

Prowl's housing unit. I climbed up tithe window and entered the small room. Prowl was in recharge still. Of course I had woken up Sideswipe early. Very early. I crawled on top of the small officer and chuckled darkly.

Prowl's pov

There was movement on my berth, I opened my optics to see FireRage pinning me to the berth. I struggled under his grip as his breath grew uncomfortably close to my neck. "Did you miss me?" He purred. I grew disgusted by purr. But by the primes was it seductive.

"Of course I didn't" I growled. "You have sideswipe so return him!" I struggled more under him but his pinned me by pressing our panels together. "You can't tell me that you didn't miss this sweet body" he purred in my audial and gave my exposed neck cables a kiss. I manage to not shudder at his touch. "We had something special once didn't we?" He purred again and nipped at my neck cables. I growled and did my best not moan out but he remembered every sweet spot I had. His servo trailed down my back very slowly sending a shiver down my spine. He wrapped his servo around the base of my door wings. My back arched and pressed our chests together. "T-that was a long time ago!" I managed to stutter out.

"You promised me something back then" he chuckled and took my servo in his. "My servo in spark bondage is no longer available to you!" I growled again and pulled my servo away.

He growled and put his lips on my chevron and began to suck gently. I muffled my moans as he continued to violate that area. Intertwining his glossa with the tip of my chevron. I managed to push him away. "Remember all those sweet nights of pleasure we gave to each other?" He chuckled and he pounded his panel against mine. As long as his servos were attached to me like this I was powerless.

"Back then at least I liked it!" I growled."this wasn't you back then!" He stopped as soon as he panel pounded once more into mine.

"You're right...." He looked down. Was it that easy to get to him? "I simply became better" he growled in my audial. Nope, it was not that easy. "Y-you became violent!" I growled and struggled again only for him to massage the base of my doorwing making my legs weak."such warmness coming from your panel~" he purred feeling welcomed to my heat. He started to grind our panels together again. I gasped loudly as his pace grew pleasurable. He took this opportunity to connect his lips with mine. My vision grew hazy as everything turned into our old apartment. I was hallucinating. I looked at my arm as a needle was put in my arm and injected. FireRage had drugged me. "Look at you" he purred again. "Just begging for me to frag you"

Our panels still connected and some pre-transfluid between them. I was drugged to the point where I was already close to overloading. I looked around the room to see FireRage's old art covering the walls. "You were once an artist" I panted.

"Once upon a time I was" He chuckled connecting his lips to my transfluid covered panel. I moaned and felt humiliated as he made me his pleasure tool again. "You're not him anymore!" I growled as tears began to spill.

At the corner stood a statue of him and I holding servos. I remembered when he brought that home for our 1,639th anniversary. By then most would be bonded but we wanted time. I promised him my servo in spark bondage but...he changed my decision. The last cycle we were together was exactly like this, him pinning me to the berth after he drugged me.

The drug started to wear off as the room lost in time disappeared. I kicked him off and grabbed the blaster next to my berth. Aiming for his helm he backed away to the window. "I'll be back one of these days maybe not if you keep away from Sideswipe" he chuckled and jumped out of it. I sat on my berth and cried myself until I was called for duty.