everything at once
or nothing at all
that’s how I have felt
all along

drowning in the water
or flying in the sky
drunk on numbness
either very deep or a bit high

watching you love me
was the hardest sight to witness
feeling your tenderness on my skin
was the strongest touch to feel

I have been numb for so long
I don't know what to say.
I have been alone all this time
I don’t know how to let someone in

I haven’t gotten a clue
on how to love you
but believe me when i say,
I do, I do, I do