Chapter 5 is here~ hehe I don't own Junjou Romantica at all~ but that doesn't matter~ anyway let this chapter start~ I have nothing more to say~hehe this photo is the original pic before I edit it to make meh cover~

Misaki POV

What?.. Why won't my voice work?! It hurts whenever I try to speak...

I looked at Usagi sadly, I wanted to tell him what I was thinking but I just couldn't for some reason, it frustrated me that I can't stop him from worrying.

"Misaki what's wrong?!"

Usagi.. I can't speak, please stop worrying!

I grabbed Usagi's arm and looked into his lavender eyes, I could tell that my own eyes were being filled with tears. I smiled at him happily as I tried to reassure Usagi that I was actually okay. Even though I felt a sharp stinging pain whenever I tried to speak, I knew that I was actually okay. I looked over when the doctor came in , I recognized him from the flower shop I bought baby romanticas for Usagi when he won an award. He seemed to recognize me as well because he smiled happily at me.

"Ah Takahashi-kun what seems to be the matter?"

I noticed That Dr. Kusama glanced over at Usagi with recognition glinting inside of his navy blue eyes, Usagi also nodded towards them.

They know each other, hmm small world I guess.

I attempted to speak to show Dr. Kusama and I ended up wincing in pain, I felt a sick metallic liquid build up in my throat.

Owwww....

"Misaki!"

Usagi looked at me with worry, his lavender eyes looked so sad, almost as sad as when I got captured at the super market. Dr. Kusama gently moved Usagi out of the way and examined the inside of my throat, he then moved away after a while and smiled at me sadly.

"Takahashi-kun, it seems like your vocal chords got damaged when you... Uh the good news is however that you have no serious injuries besides that. All you need to do is prevent yourself from attempting to talk, you can't talk at all, the effort will only damage your throat further."

I nodded at Dr. Kusama's explanation, I now understood why I felt so much pain when I had attempted to speak. I looked over at Usagi and noticed that he had a look of shock on his face.

Usagi?..

I tugged on his shirt and tilted my head, he looked down at me sadly as if he was trying to figure out what I was trying to say. I tugged on his shirt again and smiled warmly at him.

It's okay Usagi I'm fine, don't be upset..

Usagi then smiled at me happily and ruffled my hair, it seemed as if Usagi understood what I had wanted to tell him, I was glad. I didn't need to speak to Usagi if I wanted to communicate with him.

"Misaki, I'm sorry for making you worry about worrying me, I'm okay now. I'm just glad that you're okay, but why did you do that?"

I frowned, I didn't know how to answer Usagi in a way that he would understand. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and Dr. Kusama handed me a pen and paper, I smiled at him gratefully.

I quickly wrote down what I wanted to say.

'Usagi I didn't want other people to be in danger because I had been caught. I didn't want to see anyone else die.... I'm sorry that you had to see me do that, I know it must have hurt you a lot..'

I hid behind the paper slightly as Usagi read it, I was curious about his reaction towards my response but I was also a little afraid.

Usagi if I was in your shoes at that moment... I would have felt so sad so you must have felt much worse..

"Misaki... You don't have to be worried, I'm not mad at you.. I completely understand why you felt like that.. You've always cared for others so dearly."

I moved the paper from covering my face and smiled happily, I was glad that Usagi was kind enough to forgive me for the horrible thing that I had done to him.

"Usami-San , Takahashi-Kun, I'm going to go talk to the head nurse to see if you're allowed to be checked out of the hospital.

Usagi nodded gratefully and I just smiled at Dr. Kusama happily.

When he had left Usagi smiled at me slyly, he brought his face close to mine making me blush.

"Misaki, when we get home I want to refill up on you"

He cooed into my ear, I couldn't yell at him but I hit him with my pillow, I could have chosen the clipboard but I didn't want to hurt him.

Baka Usagi! That's too soon! I'm injured!

"No no Misaki, you're fine now. There is no risk to your body anymore besides attempting to speak"

Usagi said as if he could read my mind, I glared at him for being so embarrassing though I could get rid of my blush. He held my face gently within his hands and pulled me in for a kiss, the doors opened to reveal the one person I did not want to see me like this. He looked at me and Usagi with wide eyes and dropped the flowers he had been carrying.

Oh my god...

Usagi POV

Misaki... Why are you silent? Does your neck or throat hurt?!

Misaki gave me a sad look, he seemed so lost like he was trying to express something but just wasn't able to.

"Misaki what's wrong?!"

I don't like your sad face, I've seen it way too much recently for my liking.. Are you hurt?

My Misaki grabbed my arm and hugged it, he looked into my eyes with his deep emerald ones, they had begun to fill up with tears. He tried to smile at me happily but I didn't buy it.

You can't cry from sadness and smile happily at the same time Misaki.. What's the matter please tell me..

I then realized that Misaki wanted to reassure me, I smiled at him glad that he cared so much.

A doctor suddenly came in the room, I recognized him as Hiroki's lover right away and I looked over at Misaki and it seemed that they knew each other.

"Ah Takahashi-kun what seems to be the matter?"

Dr. Kusama glanced at me in recognition and I nodded towards him.

Seems Hiroki's lover is a caring doctor and not a simple brat like I had thought.

My Misaki tried to speak to Dr. Kusama but he ended up wincing as blood began to seep into his mouth.

What the?!...

"Misaki!"

I looked over at my precious Misaki worried at the sight of blood, I couldn't believe that he was still hurting so much. I was moved aside gently much to my dislike but I knew that I wasn't a doctor that could help him so I allowed it.

Dr. Kusama examined my Misaki's throat for a while then moved back and smiled sadly at Misaki.

"Takahashi-kun, it seems like your vocal chords got damaged when you... Uh the good news is however that you have no serious injuries besides that. All you need to do is prevent yourself from attempting to talk, you can't talk at all, the effort will only damage your throat further."

I can't believe it... I'll never hear my Misaki's sweet voice again..

Misaki just nodded at Dr. Kusama, I couldn't believe how Misaki just easily accepted his fate of being mute.

Misaki you're strong..

My Misaki tugged on my shirt and tilted his head adorably, I looked at his innocent face sadly wondering why Misaki was acting so adorable. He then tugged on my shirt and smiled warmly at me.

Ah I get it now..

I smiled at my Misaki happily and ruffled his soft hair, I could tell that my sweet Misaki wanted me to not worry.

"Misaki, I'm sorry for making you worry about worrying me, I'm okay now. I'm just glad that you're okay, but why did you do that?"

Misaki frowned, I guessed that he didn't know how to tell me why because of him being mute. Dr. Kusama tapped on his shoulder and handed him a clipboard and pen, Misaki smiled at him gratefully as he began to write.

I should buy a few dry erase markers and w white board for Misaki..

'Usagi I didn't want other people to be in danger because I had been caught. I didn't want to see anyone else die.... I'm sorry that you had to see me do that, I know it must have hurt you a lot..'

Oh Misaki..

My Misaki then hid behind the paper, he seemed so timid at the moment.

"Misaki... You don't have to be worried, I'm not mad at you.. I completely understand why you felt like that.. You've always cared for others so dearly."

Misaki's reaction was moving the paper away from his face so I could see him. I was thankful that Misaki accepted my words easily.

"Usami-San , Takahashi-Kun, I'm going to go talk to the head nurse to see if you're allowed to be checked out of the hospital.

I nodded grateful to the doctor who had helped my Misaki while Misaki just smiled happily towards him.

I smiled at Misaki as soon as he left and moved close towards my adorable lover resulting in a blushing Misaki.

"Misaki, when we get home I want to refill up on you"

I cooed into his ear, I wanted to make my Misaki all mine, he could tell at me but he threw his pillow at me instead.

Seems like things will be a little different from now on..

"No no Misaki, you're fine now. There is no risk to your body anymore besides attempting to speak"

I had guessed that Misaki was thinking that it would be too soon, he glared at me but his blush still stayed onto his face. I held my Misaki's face in my hands and pulled him into a kiss, the doors suddenly opened to reveal someone Misaki was sure to not want to see him like this. The visitor dropped the flowers he had brought for Misaki and I could feel shock resonating throughout the air.

This can't end well...

Me: chapter 5 is finished~

Misaki: this can't be happening....

Usagi: Misaki...

Me: hehe

Misaki: ... It's not funny...

Me: ... I know , sorry

Usagi: >^>

Me: anyway hope ya enjoyed the chapter~