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My grip on the microphone got tighter as I was about to sing the last note. My heart pumping blood faster then ever and beads of sweat present all over my face. The crowd was wild, roaring, cheering, hooting and crying.

There were people who were screaming my name at the top of their lungs, there were people who were next to the stage and waved their hands up high just so they could touch me, or I could give them a high five. There were people who stood quietly and let my music sulk in, there were people who had their phones and were either taking selfies or taking videos of the concert. Nothing new.

My audience was mostly women, women of all kind, and they're here because they either love me or my music.

It's pretty well known among the music industry that Jellal Fernandez is a ladies man. People have claimed that I'm a womaniser. Some say I'm a heartbreaker, and some even call me a bad boy, I am anything but a boy at the age of twenty-six. A rumour once spread that the tattoo on my face is present because I was once an evil wizard and I was cursed to live forever without magic. In order for me to remain young and charming I have to sleep with a young virgin everyday.

It's all nonsense, crap in better words. But yet again that's somewhat the ordeal that happens to every celebrity possible. Being in the spotlight is a very tough job. You have to sacrifice so much. Whether it be your likes, dislikes, ego, and for my case; love.

"Thank you Magnolia! You've been an amazing crowd!" I say in the mic as I suck in oxygen. The crowd roars in response and I take the beanie off of my head and throw it in the crowd. I see a group of ladies snatching it in between them. I take some pictures with the crowd, autographs, hugs and basic meet and greet stuff.

Exhausted, I walk backstage smelling and sweating like a pig. "That was great performance you put up out there." Meredy chirped as she tossed me a water bottle and walked towards me with a clipboard in her hand.

"You think so?" I grinned at her before sitting down on a chair. Man am I parched.

"I know so." She tilted her head at me and smiled. "Um, so Jenny Realight attended the concert. She's a really beautiful model. As I said, she attended the concert so um, I think she's a fan of yours? If you want, it's totally up to you but, do you want me to set you two up?" Meredy suggests while biting her lip and tucking a strand of her hair behind her ears. "I wouldn't mind if you said no." She whispered to herself more than me.

A date? I'm not interested in those type of things, at least not after her. It was obvious that Meredy had a hard time telling me that, it was all over her face. She had feeling for me and I knew it. Harbouring feeling for someone you're next pretty much whole of the time is pretty common and inevitable. Sadly for her, I can't return those feeling.

The last time I had any feelings for someone I turned into a monster, something disgusting and repulsive. Something that stops me from committing to anyone. I feel that I don't have it in me anymore, the ability to love someone that is.

"I think Meredy that you're better off as my manager than my love guru. Good night kiddo." I chuckled and ruffled her pink hair, causing her to go crimson, crimson- just like her hair.

Ignoring all the thought and memories flooding to mind I change out of my costume and put on a plain white v-neck and black jeans. She used to say that v-necks looked best on me, she used to like the colour white as well.

"Fucking hell." I mumble. "Get out. Get out. Get out." I grab my head and shake it vigorously as if it would help forgetting her. It doesn't. It never really did. That one goddamn person is my wonderwall, my weakness and it drives me wild.

"Everything okay Jellal?" Meredy asks and grabs my forearm, rubbing it gently. She's really beautiful, her pink hair, her warm and welcoming eyes, but she's not what she was. I yank away my arm from her grip, leaving her flabbergasted.

"I'm sorry I just need some fresh air. I'll be leaving now, I'm tired." I shake my head and walk away, after grabbing my phone, wallet and car keys.

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Yo kids.
This book is gonna have really small chapters.

This was originally a one-shot but meh
I thought a book would be nice.
It's not gonna be a really long book so chill.

Have a good day.

Oh and

STAY WILD CHILD✧*:･