I fall to the floor confused to what I'd done. My fathers blood covers me. Hot and fresh form the final strike I'd given him. He lay on the floor silent and unmoving. Blood covered the floor oozing out of him as though he deserved this. After Mom died he became more of a drunk beating me more now that she wasn't here to stand up to him. But today was the last straw. I came home and he was drunk I could smell the beer on his breathe he raised his hand up to me then said.
" Forget it after that women died your the only entertainment I had but my toy is broken you don't scream anymore when I hit you hell I but it doesn't even hurt anymore." He frowned at me his broken toy. " But then again there are other ways of entertaining myself. Maybe I should make you bleed." With that he stood up with a pocket knife in his hand but before he could make his move I ran. He caught my arm gripping it tight and in that moment all my anger welled up inside me like a volcano ready to burst. Then I turned around and punched him in the face with my free arm.
He fell to the ground smiling that his toy was playing with him again. I pounced on top of him and grabbed the knife he held in his hand and stabbed and stabbed and stabbed until I wasn't angry. Blood did sputter all over me like our broken faucet. I stood up in horror. Putting my hands to my face trying to scream at what I done but all that came out was a tiny squeak like a squeak of a cowardly mouse no doubt about that,instead of telling him my feeling I killed him. Not that he'd ever listen. He really didn't deserve dying. But I had his anger what else would I have done.
Yes then I fell to the floor his blood wetting my face hands and knees as I sat in the pool of blood that I now bathed in. I couldn't help but notice a twisted smile on my face. The ones crazy people have. Yeah that's how it happened. This will be etched in my memory forever. This is the day I killed my father and this is the day where I'm free. My twisted smile I had on my face got bigger as my vision started getting blurry and I laid down to take a little nap so I could figure out something in the morning but until then I will bathe in his blood lavish in it until my conscious clears.