~3 years earlier~

You where the newest member of the team. "Guys this is Dr.L/n. She will be joining our team. She can't talk but she can hear you." Hotch said. You waved. Derek was infront of you. "Hi I am Derek you can call me Derek or Morgan." He said. You smiled.

Next was Emily. "Hi I'm Emily Printess. I love your hair." She said. You blushed. You used sigh language 'thank you.' She nodded. Penelope came next. "Hi I'm Penelope. It will be nice to work with you." She said. You nodded.

Rossi came up. 'Your David Rossi I read your books. I'm a big fan.' He looked at Reid. "She said Your David Rossi I read your books. I'm a big fan."

"Nice to met you to. I read your books too." He said you nodded. Ried came up. "Your Dr. Y/n L/n I heard you have a IQ of 237. Is that true?" He said. You nodded. He fangirled. You chuckled.

JJ came last. "Hi I'm Jennifer. But people call me JJ. It's nice to meet you." She said and blushed. She was very.

~the day you left~

Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

"Y/n you have to tell her." Emily said. 'I can barely talk. I am in still in speech Thorpe.' You looked at JJ in her office. "You should." Emily said. You seem JJ less and less. You are on different cases or she is not there. You liked JJ a lot.

JJ has been talking about this girl a lot. You where super flustered. You can't really tell her how you feel.

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

You gave Hotch your transfer letter. You can't hear JJ talk about some girl you don't know. You didn't tell any body. You did the last of your paper work. You cleaned your desk. You looked at JJ's office.

~present day~

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?

You and JJ when to a lot of places. She finished her coffee and missed you coming over and talking to her. You always sat in her front seat. You wonder if she missed you like she missed her.

Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit

You where always real with her but she did not like that. She got attached to you. You pulled a her on her. She did not like that.

I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If u wanted me you would just say so

She texted you and never texted back. She finally found out she had feelings for you. She did not tell her team know she had filly feel in loved with you. Case she would sayed she wanted you.

~years later~

And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?

Your team and Her team had to work together. You boss RJ had you in her arms. She misses you. She seen the ring on your finger.

You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

She know she fucked up. She is missing you when she shouldn't. She felt awarded around you. She felt that she should have tell you she liked you.

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

You burned so bridges. You dad taught you its good to feelings. You had great anger in your heart. You did not talk to JJ.

When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

She know she could not really do anything she talked to you. But you two argued. "I hate you!" You shout at her. "I love you." She said. "Well its to late that JJ." You struggled to said and walked out of the station. JJ followed you.

"All alone I watch you watch her. Like she's the only girl you've ever seen. You don't care you never did. You don't give a damn about me. Yeah all alone I watch you watch her. She's the only thing you've ever seen. How is it you'll never notice. That you are slowly killing me." You sang clearly and looked at JJ. She stopped she never heard you sing.

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her