CHAPTER 43- Hope (Tasha's POV)

The effect of Jacob's departure left a heavy silence hanging in the air. The campfire cast shadows that shifted across the faces of those who remained. I glanced at each of them, seeing the same look of uncertainty mirrored in their eyes.

We were a shattered group, torn apart by pride, anger, and hurt. And I could feel the bitter taste of defeat already curling around me. Mascot still stood near the fire, his chest rising and falling as he fought to steady his breathing, eyes locked onto the spot where Jacob had vanished into the woods.

His jaw was clenched, every muscle in his body tense as if he were holding himself back from charging after him. But I knew it would only make things worse if he did.

"You know he didn't mean it," I said softly, though I wasn't even sure I believed it. Jacob's words had cut deep, laying bare wounds that had been festering beneath the surface for far too long.

Mascot let out a bitter laugh, his gaze never wavering from the darkness. "No, Tasha, he meant every word." Mascot's voice was laced with a quiet kind of bitterness I hadn't heard before. He sounded defeated-not in the way of someone who'd lost a fight, but more like someone who'd finally given up on trying to mend something already broken.

I reached out, placing a gentle hand on his arm. "Mascot... Jacob is angry, yes, but that anger comes from fear. He's afraid of losing everything. He has lost something important already. Afraid of... losing us." My words hung in the air, as much a plea as an observation.

"You're both so wrapped up in your own pain that you can't see how much you mean to each other or to us." He looked at me, and in his eyes, I saw a flash of the vulnerability he rarely let anyone see.

His defenses had crumbled for a moment, revealing the depths of the weight he carried-responsibilities, regrets, fears that he buried to keep himself moving forward. But it only lasted a second before he shook his head and looked away.

"Tasha, I've tried. I really have." He let out a long sigh, almost like he was releasing all the unspoken frustration that had been building up for days. "But no matter what I do, he still sees me as some kind of enemy."

There was a pause, and I could hear Clara's soft footsteps as she approached, her hand gripping a charm tight. Her face was pale and her eyes darted nervously between us. "Do... do you think he'll come back?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

I forced a reassuring smile. "Jacob's too stubborn to stay away for long." But the words felt hollow, and I sensed Clara knew it too. Ethan, who had been silently watching from the edge of the clearing, finally spoke up. "We can't keep this up." He looked around, his gaze meeting each of ours in turn. "Every second we're fighting each other, Eden is getting stronger. If we're going to win, we need to stop tearing ourselves apart."

I nodded, feeling a surge of determination take root. "You're right. We need to remind ourselves why we're here-why we're fighting." I turned to the others, my voice growing stronger. "Eden is our real enemy. Not each other. And if we don't start acting like a team, we're handing him the victory."

Mascot gave a weary nod, his eyes hardening with the same resolve. "Then let's set our differences aside and focus on what matters." I saw the faintest glimmer of hope in his gaze, a spark that, for the first time in what felt like ages, made me believe that maybe-just maybe-we could pull through this. We spent the next hour quietly preparing for the journey ahead, everyone lost in their own thoughts.

The crackling fire became our only companion as we packed up supplies and ensured our weapons were ready. Clara murmured words over her charms, imbuing them with protective spells, while Ethan meticulously checked our gear. Mascot remained silent, his face a mask of grim focus as he sharpened his blade once again. Seth just remained on his side poring over books.

But as the hours dragged on and the camp grew quieter, I couldn't shake the feeling of dread that settled in my stomach. I knew Jacob would return, but I had no idea what state he'd be in-or if he'd come back willing to work with us.

Eventually, the silence became too much to bear. I stood up, brushing the dirt from my hands, and turned to the others. "I'm going to find him. He shouldn't be out there alone, not with Eden's scouts potentially watching us."

Ethan's face tightened, concern flashing in his eyes. "Are you sure that's wise? Jacob's... unstable right now." I nodded, feeling the weight of the choice settle over me. "I have to try. I can't let him be alone."

Mascot's gaze followed me, a shadow of worry crossing his face, but he simply nodded. "Be careful."

I offered a small smile, hoping it masked my own unease, and set off into the woods, the cool night air biting at my skin as I ventured deeper into the darkness. The forest was silent, save for the occasional rustle of leaves or the call of a distant owl.

I didn't have to search for long. A few minutes into my trek, I caught sight of a figure crouched by the riverbank, his shoulders hunched and his posture tense. Jacob. He didn't turn as I approached, but I could tell he was aware of me. His hands were clenched, knuckles white against the dark night, and his face was set in a scowl.

For a moment, I hesitated, unsure of how to bridge the unsettled feelings that had formed between us. "Jacob," I said softly, stepping closer. "You don't have to do this alone."

He scoffed, but his gaze remained fixed on the flowing water. "Do what, Tasha? Be a punching bag for Mascot's arrogance?"

I shook my head, feeling a pang of frustration. "This isn't just about Mascot, and you know it. You're angry, but not just at him. You're angry at everything, at everyone... and most of all, at yourself." The words slipped out before I could stop them, and for a moment, I feared I'd gone too far.

But Jacob's posture stiffened, and his shoulders slumped, his expression crumbling as he looked away. "I don't know who I am anymore," he admitted, his voice raw. "I was an Alpha. I had a purpose, a pack, people who depended on me. But now... now I'm just a shadow in someone else's story." I took a deep breath, feeling the weight of his pain settle over me. "You're not a shadow, Jacob. You're one of the strongest people I know. And without you... I don't know if any of us would have made it this far."

His eyes softened, and he finally looked up, the bitterness giving way to something more vulnerable. "I'm... scared, Tasha. Scared that I'm losing myself in this fight. Scared that if I let my guard down, I'll lose everything that matters."

I reached out, placing a hand on his arm. "We're all scared. But that fear doesn't have to define us. We can use it, channel it into something stronger. Something that will keep us together." For a long moment, we stood there in silence, the only sounds the gentle rush of the river and the distant hoot of an owl.

Then, slowly, Jacob nodded, a flicker of determination returning to his gaze. "I don't know if I can trust Mascot," he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. "But... I trust you. And I'll try. For you."

A wave of relief washed over me, and I felt a genuine smile tugging at the corners of my mouth. "That's all I ask." As we made our way back to the camp, a sense of hope kindled in my chest. It wasn't much, but it was enough to remind me that, despite everything, we still had a chance.

We were a broken pack, scarred and battered by our own mistakes, past and fears, but we were still together. And as long as we had that, we had a fighting chance against whatever awaited us.

When we arrived, Mascot was waiting by the fire, his eyes wary but surprisingly calm. He and Jacob exchanged a brief look, one that was laden with unspoken words. There was no apology, no sudden reconciliation, but the tension between them seemed to ease, if only a little.

"Are we ready?" I asked, glancing at each of them in turn. Mascot nodded. "As ready as we'll ever be." Jacob gave a curt nod, his jaw still tight, but I saw a resolve in his eyes that hadn't been there before. Clara clutched her charm, her expression one of quiet determination, while Ethan shouldered his pack with a sigh as Seth gathered his books.

We set off into the night, moving as one, our footsteps silent as we made our way through the dense forest. There was no telling what lay ahead, but for the first time in days, I felt a glimmer of unity among us that, with luck, would hold long enough to see us through the trials ahead.

As we walked, I glanced back at Jacob and Mascot, who were following side by side. Their expressions remained tense, their shoulders stiff, but I caught the briefest of glances shared between them despite the differences that divided them.

And for the first time in a long while, I dared to hope.

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