I paced back and forth as my ears twitched. I had this strange feeling. I had an urge for something. As I slept, frequent nightmares haunted my dreams every day now. I talked to Slender and he said to ask the other pastas. So I did. I asked them all and they all denied it. I held my head seeing that the voices kept bickering between each other. They never seemed to stop. Also arguing between each other, i could never think clearly. It happened constantly now a lot. I felt my ears always twitching every now and then. Ive been very anxious for a while now.

But the Nightmares, I would understand if they did it when I did something bad. But I haven't done anything to anyone, maybe Jeff but who cares about that asshole anyway? Anyways, I forgot about that and continued on with the day. It was pretty cool, we've been training and my anxiety disappeared. Outside the mansion the pastas and I have been trying out our powers while training.

For those of them who didn't have powers, we trained with weapons. It was actually entertaining to watch Jane, Jeff, and Nina fight. Actually, I was hilarious. Jeff just stood off to the side while Nina and Jane fought. Nina screamed at Jane and kept telling her more and more about her love for Jeff and Jane kept trying to kill him. But then Nina would step in and attack. Jeff was just sharpening his blade.

While that happened, I was with L.J. training. He doesn't play fair. He keeps disappearing and reappearing over and over. I grew tired of it and decided to follow his method. So I followed his teleporting technic. He saw what I was doing. Then he tried to attack. He started to try and use his powers on me.

But I kept it up and kept dodging. We kept fighting until I finally managed to sock him in the face. But I didn't realize how strong I was. He immediately knocked out, cold. I felt so bad and tried to wake him up. Soon my anxiety built up as I couldn't wake him. So I tried harder.

Others began to panic as they saw I couldn't wake him up. I even panicked more. Slender came  out and investigated.  The others surrounded us and watched as we tried to get him up. Soon Trender teleported to me and grabbed my shoulder. He motioned for me to follow him. He started walking away from the scene.

I followed close behind. We approached a room. It was a rather large room. Like a library. We stopped in the middle of the room. Trender spoke, "Monochrome, are you aware of what you are? Do you know how you are like this?" I only knew bits and pieces but I knew very well what he was talking about. "Only a bit. Why Master?" I responded. Trended turned and faced a window behind him.

"There is something my brothers and I have been keeping from you. It's for a reason, but you aren't like any of the others. You're different and dangerous." Trender said. "(Y/n), I love you as my own daughter, but we need to do this." I grew very confused and my ears went back. Trender continued as tears appeared on his face. "I'm so sorry (Y/N). I'm sorry." I got confused. "Mast-" A sharp pain came to my head as I was about to finish. And I blacked out.