Ticci Toby x (Abused) Reader

2nd POV

Masky and Hoodie comforted you for almost an hour, before they went to their own rooms to sleep.
You got undressed from your clothes and put your pajamas on, then got ready to climb into bed, until you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror on the wall.
Your eyes had bags underneath them, your hair in a tangled mess, faded scars on your neck, chest and face visible in the dim light of your room.
As you looked at yourself, you could see your door opening, your heart pounded as you saw your boyfriend walk in.
Toby had his mouth guard and goggles off, he shut the door behind him and looked up at you with a sad and guilty look.
He walked to you, you stood there frozen, remembering his lash out and hour earlier.
Although you didn't want to be afraid of him, you couldn't help yourself, so you stood still as you watched him.
Toby stopped in front of you, his brown eyes looking into your E/C ones.
You parted your lips to speak, "Are you gonna hurt me?" You asked quietly.
Toby's eyes widened, tears weld in his eyes as he then hugged you.
"Why w-would you even *tic* ask that?"
You could feel his warm tears fall on your shoulder, you started crying as well as you hugged him back.
"You scared me..." You said as you cried into his chest.
Toby sniffled as he hugged you tightly but gently, "I know, *tic* and I'm s-so sorry. I didn't m-mean to say those *tic* things. My mission went b-bad and I w-was a-angry."
You looked up at him with your tearful eyes, and noticed a large purple bruise on his cheek.
"Are you ok?" You quietly asked.
Toby looked back down at you and nodded, moving one of his hands up to wipe away the tears on your face.
"I'm f-fine, don't *tic* worry about me. I *tic.* can't even f-feel it." He softly smiled.
You reached one of your hands up as well, wiping away his tears.
"I-I might not be t-the most mentally *tic* stable guy...but I l-love you so incredibly m-much, I d-don't want you *tic* fear me." He said, more tears in his eyes.
You softly smiled, rubbing the same hand through his brown hair.
"It's alright Tobias, I forgive you...and I love you...so incredibly much too." You replied looking into his eyes.
Toby softly smiled as well, he leaned down and kissed you.
You closed your eyes and kissed back.
For a minute you both stood like that, kissing as your tears dried up.
Toby parted, you let go of him.
"Can you lay with me tonight?" You asked looking up at him.
Toby nodded as he gently grabbed your hand and pulled you to your bed.
"Of course *tic* I will." He replied, getting into the bed.
You got in next to him, turning off the lamp light, the room going dark.
Toby wrapped his arm around you and pulled you close to him.
You muzzled into his chest, sighing as you closed your eyes.
His hand ran soothingly up and down your side, and you held onto him, wrapping your arm around his waist.
"I love you Toby..." You said as you fell asleep.
Toby leaned down and kissed your forehead, then closed his eyes as well.
"I love you t-too Y/N." He replied quietly.
As he slipped away into sleep he softly smiled,  cuddling you.