As soon as i heard that I left. I tip toed back upstairs with a fast mad pace as i open the door and grabbed some cloths and climbed out the window In my black jeans and grey jacket with a large hood hiding my ears as my tail was stuffed up into my jacket.

I'll be perfect. Just they watch.
Heh how hard could it be to kill someone.
I can just imagine how happy Slendora will be when I do.
It's a good cause.

Sniffing the air I Sprint off into a random direction the leaves below me crunching loudly and sticks snapping regularly as though they'd all been waiting for mw to finaly take fate. Maybe this was my future. A year ago from my normal teenage life to a killer at the mind.
I was knocked from my daze as when a flashing light caught my attention, a bright light making me cover my eyes slightly but recover quickly as i notice it was the mansions lights on then porch. The same mansion I saw when we arrived with a long empty tarmac road abandoned and alone as it shined an sparkled.
Perfect.

Slowly I stalk forward my body low and adrenaline high, I spy my chances and found a window half open. Gripping the window sill I shift to a cat so I could easily slope in without alerting whoever was in here, the light went out a few moments later as i sqeeze into a room blinded by the pitch blackness which was held, however my eyes came into focus with my night vision and I was able to see a man lying fax up in his bed snoring away loudly, slowly I pad forward m nerves stuck on end with my needed task as y long nails scrape the floor.

Was I really going to do this?

Leaping onto the bed I gently crawl up onto the man's chest listening to it rattle and shake, i Lean forward to his face to get a better look at his features. He seemed like an old man maybe 60 or older and by the sound of his throat he was a smoker, a heavey one at that. I guess my presence was alerted when his eyes flutter open slowly and saw me. He didn't seem scared or worried but more curious. He had sandy white hair and shocking blue eyes.

"Oh hello little cat, how did you get in here?" He yawns as he scratched me behind the ear, i purred slightly making the man smile until he grabbed mt head and while my nose
"What beautiful yellow eyes to have." He mutters as i shake m head nd got out of his grip, he was about to sot up by I let out a hiss which slightly shocks him.
I sat on his chest and slowl shifts to human.

Now.

He.

Was scared.

His pale blue eyes shot open in fear and his mount opens to scream but I covered his mouth quickly my yellow eyes darting in domination.
This was my chance! To be normal!
To make Slendora proud.
His arms thrashed about wildly as i hovers above him and pinned them down above his head before leaning towards his ear

"Youll make me purrfect." I mutter before tail tail claws away and jabbing them straight through his neck, his body went limp and his eyes hidened to the point i thought they'd pop out, ceismon red blood spirts freely from his wound sprinkling over me like rain.

"Grandad?" A little vioce asks as my mind went blank and my smile faded, slowly I tilt my head over only for my eyes to meet a little innocent girl with beautifull log blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes, she wore a nice neet blue nightie with the name

'DAISEY'
and looked around 7 or 8
"What happens to gwandad? Are you playing?" playing asks as the blood ops from th old man's neck and dripped of my claws.
My eyes prick with tears.

Im a murderer!

What is this feeling?

Wasn't this supposed to fix me?

"Can I pway?" She asks as she waddled forward and i slipped of the bed and onto the floor crippleing down into a sobbing mess

Iv killed!

This poor girl without a granddaddy because of my greed.
My selfishness.

"Don't cry mister, Grandads just sleeping," She smiled as she walks to me and sat on my lap, I covers my face let to my couple hands soaked up the tears of guilt and despair until suddenly I felt arms wrap around my chest and I squint my eyes open through my tears and look down to notice the  girl had clutched me with with tight hug, I couldnt help but smile and clutched her back as though for dear life, she patted my back slowly as I clutch to her like a teddy bear, suddenly she began to squirm as her head was burried into my chezt as my eyes were clasped shut.

I need to be perfect.

And that was when my claws sunk into her soft flesh back and my shark teeth bit into her shoulder blade, my tail had whipped out and had wrapped around her back so she couldn't back away so she was stuck in my grasp as he life source slowly drained away.

"Shhh Shh," I shush as i rub my craw over her spine drawing blood as she lets out small screams I pain through my chest
"You can make you purrfect to."
And then she died.
Died within my grip and I dropped her like nothing. I couldn't feel anything, my boddysoaked to the bone with their blood and my eyes smeared with their screams and fear full blue eyes.

I checked the rest of the house for evidence on any uwelcomed guests before burning the house down with one of the man's cigars before hurrying away with his blood staining my hands. ALL the way home.

IM PURRFECT NOW.

~~~~~TIME SKIP (4 hours)~~~~~
Walking home, wasn't nice. Each step I took just reminded me more and more that I'd got away, I'd killed them and now im walking as though nothings happened with their fucking blood still staining into my skin, my cloths, my eyes!
I could feel the blood smearing my face and when I arrived at the mansion I was sure they were awake. The Sun had risen ages ago and the lights were on since it was now.

7:00AM

I walk to the porch my fingertips tracing over the gold handle before I grip it tightly and slowly open it.
I had no idea what to expect.
Will they be happy?
Sad?
Angry?
All was answered when I saw their faces.
Jack
Lj
Clockwork
Jeff
BEN
GRINNY
Slendora
Almost everyone was sad down staring at me as i turn and slowly close the door with a soft click.
I head footsteps rush over and I turn around to see Slendora looking down at me and grabbed my shoulders nd yore my hood down

"What happened?! Your hurt? Injured?" She asks rappidly as i stare at her with blank eyes finding the screams echoeing through my brain trying to drown out her vioce

"Im...fine." I mutter as her eyes trail over my body, she emediatly grabbed my hand looking at my blood cluttered nails.
I didn't need to think it to know what she thought, she knew what I'd done and her face turned from fear to shock

"This...isn't your blood?" She mumbles as i tugg my hand away since her grip had tightened, I shake my head

"Nope."

"How many?" She asks as her innocent brown eyes fazing over me as i glance down at my hands remember they had done my bidding, remembering how tightly I clung to that girl with them trying to hide my sadness and ended up killeling her to.

Aren't I supposed to be happy?

Isn't she supposed to be happy?

"Only 2," I mutter as tears prick my stuffy eyes again, I while them with my blooded hand and smiled
"I'll be in my room." I manage be for I walk around her egmoreing everyones shocked glared I climb up the stairs and hide into my room, throwing of my blood stained cloths I shove them into the bin and wore a simple black top and jeans before lieing down onto my matress listening the the faint panicked vioces below.

Did I do wrong?
Am I not good enough?
Did I not kill them right?
The door opening cracked me from my thoughts and I could smell GRINNY as he entered and sat on the bed.
I could hear people outside eave dropping and i curl tighterinto a ball.

"You okay pal?" GRINNY ask as i felt his hand lay on my side, I jolt slightly my body automatics think long it was to hurt me like the man trying to fight back but found he stroked me lightly
"What happened out there." He mutter as I sniffle trying to contain myself

No one see acts like this
Why should I?

"I-I just wants to be perfect, like you lot." I sniffle rubbing my face in to my matress as he sighs

"You didn't need to kill to prove"

"That the point! I do! Slenderman hates Slendora because of her actions and im just another reason for him to hate her! She wanted a proxy to be like him and in thing compared to you, your awesome and- and cool, in just some kid who can't even control his emotions." I almost scream as my eyes flash at him with angerand annoyance and he waved his hands defensively
He turned to the door but back at me again and smiled before leaning down and hugged my head, sniffling I snuggle into his cotten tackle and stuffed my face into his chest
"How do you do it? Kill without regret." I ask as he looks down at me

"Simple, they had it comeing, they were going to die sooner or later and I just take them early to the unknown," he mutters as i manage a smile but frowns
"You have nothing to be ashamed of, you did what you thought was right and what you wanted to do, and that's what matters."

"I...I guess your right, heh and im here sobbing like a pansey." I manage making him chuckle and hug me

"See? That's te Lucifier I know and love." He beamed as i smile glad to have him here. But no matter how long ill live, I know that their deaths are the deaths that will decrease my brain for ad long as i live, and if I do kill again, I'll make it better.