Chapter 9

Harry *POV*

-One month later-

I haven't remembered anything in one month! It's been two and a half months since I woke up and I'm freaking out only three and a half months left to remember Louis. He's going to be so upset if I can't remember him.

I mean he was so upset a month ago. Here's what happened. Louis was so excited to play me his song he called 'something great' thinking I would remember him but all I remembered was my dad and his mum getting married. He was so upset he actually began to cry.

He cried! Liam had taken him on a walk to cool off and Niall had stayed to comfort me. When Louis came home he went straight to his room and Liam and Niall had to entertain me until my dad finally got home.

I could hear Louis crying from downstairs the whole time Niall and Liam were there until it trailed off. Probably because he fell asleep.

Since that day Louis seems to be giving up. He hasn't smiled, he's been very quiet and when I make conversation with him it ends shortly after.

I see Louis come out of his room all disheveled and I stand up from my position on the couch. I don't know why.. Maybe so he knew I was there and maybe so he would hug me if he needed it.

I watch Louis intently as he walks to the kitchen. He rustles around until he finds what he needs and he comes back. He turns for the stairs and I speak up.

"Louis don't." I say as strongly as I can.

He turns to look at me with blank lifeless eyes.

"Please Louis.. Don't go back up to your room.. Please." I beg as a tear falls down my face.

He watches the tear until it drips off my face and onto my shirt and then he nods. He walks towards me and I think he will hug me until he turns and sits on the sofa beside the one I was sitting on.

I take a seat on my sofa and watch him as he spreads some peanut butter on his English muffin. He looks up and sees me starring only for him to give me a questioning look before looking back down and eating his brunch.

"How are you feeling?" I ask.

No reply.

"I haven't remembered anything yet but I'm still trying." I say.

No reply.

"You know I was thinking maybe you could take me somewhere we use to go."

No reply.

"I had a dream last night that you finally talked to me.. I really liked that dream." My voice cracks and I get up walking out the front door with tears falling down my face. This isn't my fault! I'm trying to remember!

I walk away from the house with tears blurring my vision and stop when I get to a park. I take a seat on a bench which feels familiar and cry into my hands.

Louis *POV*

"How are you feeling?" He asks.

Horrible..

"I haven't remembered anything yet but I'm still trying." He says.

Harry I don't think you ever will...

"You know I was thinking maybe you could take me somewhere we use to go."

No to many memories that only I will remember..

"I had a dream last night that you finally talked to me.. I really liked that dream." His voice cracks and He gets up walking out the front door.

I'm sorry Harry.. I've just given up.. It's so hard to see you remember everyone but me.

I sigh thinking I should probably go get him before it rains. Besides he won't know how to get home.

I put my burgundy beanie on and put on my beige peacoat.

I slide on a pair of TOMs and walk out the front door and start looking around. I decide to go to the park we use to visit cause maybe he would be there.

I really doubt it but it's worth a shot seeing as the gray clouds are moving in.

I walk towards the park and see Harry crying into his hands.. On our bench?

Does he remember it?

No.. He can't.. Maybe? He might..

I walk up to him and take a seat beside him.

"Do you remember anything about this specific spot?" I ask.

"Huh?"

"I was wondering if you remember this spot." I say.

"No.." He mumbles crying some more.

"It okay.. It's just funny how you came here.." I mutter caressing his back.

"It feels familiar here." He says wiping his eyes.

"Really?" I ask.

"Yah.. Like I have been err before."

"You have.. With me." I say as I give him a hug feeling more hopeful now then the past month.

"Really?" He asks.

"Yea.. You were very upset that day.. I was being rude cause you were ignoring me and you left the house.. I know I'm not suppose to tell you but.. Maybe if I do.. Or at least the guideline of what happened you'll have a memory." I say and wipe some of his cold tears away before bringing him to my chest. I just need some sort of contact from him.

"I'm sorry I can't remember but.. I promise I will keep trying.. I won't give up on you Lou.. Not now.. Not ever." He says making me tear up a little. Maybe I can restart with him.. If he can't remember, does he still like me in that way?

"Harry.."

"Yah?"

Do I ask him? Seriously what do I do?

"What are your feelings for me?" My mouth speaks with out my brains consent, "be honest."

Wow.. Wow.. This is so embarrassing he's not even saying anything.

"I think.. It's just brotherly.." He mutters and I can tell he is telling a lie.

"Harry I know you better then you think. The truth please."

"I have strong feelings towards you." He mumble and I know that it is true but what sort of feelings?

"Like?" I push.

"Like??" He asks.

"Never mind." I sigh.

"Oh.. Okay." He mutters.

"Lets go back it's going to-" I am cut off when the down pour of rain begins. "Rain.." I mutter.

"I could never tell." Harry laughs and I smile as we walk back. I need to be flirty.

I put my arm around his waist as we walk back to the home and he blushes at the contact.

We arrive at home like two wet puppies and I laugh at how cute Harry looks. I pinch his cheeks and take my coat and shoes off as he does the same.

"Lets go get some dry clothes on." Harry says.

"Smart boy." I say patting his back as we go to our rooms to change I take off all my clothes and put them in the hamper as I go through my drawers to find a pair of boxers.

"Shit.." I hear someone mutter and I stand up and look over my shoulder to see Harry.

"What can I do for you?" I ask turning around with only black boxers held in my hand covering my willy.

"I-I thought you would have b-been ch-changed.." He blushes starring at my unclothed body.

"Sorry I couldn't get my pants off cause they were tight and wet." I say and he blushes making me realize how dirty that could sound. I notice a undefined tent in his baggy sweats and smirk before he speaks again.

"I-I thought w-we co-could w-watch The Holiday."

"Sure thing Harry just going to put on these boxers." I say before I just put them on in front of him. What? He's already seen my magic maker so I'm not hiding plus I want to be in a relationship with him again.. Sooo he is bound to see it sooner or later. In the beginning I hear Harry gasp and I smirk to myself before putting on the boxers fully.

I put the holiday in and get on the bed while patting beside me. Harry gets on and sits down a good distance away from me and I frown shuffling towards him on for him to shuffle to the edge of the bed.

"I don't bite." I say.

"I know it's just.." He trails off and I sigh.

"It's okay Harry.. It's not a big deal." I say and he shrugs.

I pull his waist towards me and I rest my chin on his shoulder as we watch The Holiday.

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Alex and Sierra won last night.. They are good but I prefer Jeff Gutt...

Anyway!!! There will be a huge change before the end and all of you are gonna be like..

Whaaaa did not see that coming!!

Yep..

So continue reading aha

Oh and did you see the nudes that were leaked by Zack from sweet life of zack and Cody.. I mean shit.. Puberty totally treated Dylan Sprouse wellllll and he ain't little anymore ahaha

They aren't like full nudes but I mean his hand is only so big ahahah

Anyway that's all I had to say in my little rant