Chapter 6

Louis *POV*

-One Month Later-

Harry has not given up. But he also hasn't been trying very hard. He hasn't told me if he remembered anything so I assume not. I have been going to therapy and so far my fear still haunts me.

On the brighter side of things Harry and I have been getting really close again. I almost kissed him yesterday. I had to explain why my lips were almost on his.

My reason:

I'm tired I guess I was leaning in.

Yah way to go... Lamest excuse like really? Oh gosh I have to get better at hiding it.. I mean seriously!

"Lou.." Harry says coming into the room.

"Yah Haz?" I ask as he pulls me out of my thoughts.

"I was walking through the mall when I found this and it reminds me of something I just don't know what." Harry says holding out a ring.

I blush. That's the ring Harry wanted for his birthday this year.. I actually bought it for him that day and now.. He bought another one. It was going to become a promise ring and symbolize my promise to him to one day marry him.

I wonder if that will ever happen now.. Or will he completely forget and we will just be friends.

"Yah I know what it is.. I bought you one for your birthday.. It has a meaning behind it.. Maybe if you think about it you can remember." I say and Harry nods as he sits beside me and looks at his ring. He thinks so hard about it that it looks like his head will explode.

"Harry.. It's okay if you don't remember." I say.

"Louis it's not working! I have been trying so hard it's not working! I can't remember!" He screams in frustration as he goes red faced from the pressure.

"Calm down Harry it's okay." I say. "It will be okay."

"Louis.. I'm trying for you.. I'm trying to remember who you are." Harry says and a few tears fall down his face.

"I know.. Harry I'm proud of you for trying.. I know your trying hard but some things might take longer.. 5 more months.. That's how long you have until the doctor said your memories will be lost." I say and he nods.

"I know.." He says as he wipes some tears. "I know."

"Niall and Liam are coming over." I say.

"Who?"

"Oh yah.. They are my friends that are dating and they will be over tonight.. We are going to eat nandos and watch some TV. Maybe you'll remember something then?" I offer and he nods. "Maybe."

"Maybe." Harry's voice cracks.

"Okay.. You use to read to me.. It calmed you down do you wanna read to me now?" I ask.

"Sure.." He sniffles.

I walk to my bookshelf and see hamlet.. I know it's a school book but.. Maybe he might remember something from school.. Apparently remembering me is too hard.

I hand him the book and he looks at me oddly.

"Shakespeare?" He asks.

"Yah.. Uhmm.. He's a good poet." I mumble.

"Sure.." He says as he flips to the first page.

Harry *POV*

Hamlet is an odd choice..

I open and look through until I get to the first page. I clear my throat and begin reading it. I make sure to use the iambic pentameter in my speech-knowing that Shakespeare wrote his plays like that. Basically what iambic pentameter is, is unstressed and stressed words in a 5 feet line. If you don't understand you can look it up because it is a long boring explanation.

When I come to the end of scene 1 I have to stop and sit.

Memory:

As I finish my scene I hear the kids laughing in my class. I notice that it's hamlet. I see the words I read then look up confused. Zayn gives me a sad look as he stands up.

"All of you shut up!" Zayn yells and they shut their mouths.

I look down and see my zipper to my pants it down and my button is undone.

Seriously. How does one forget that!

I feel tear prick my eyes from humiliation and Zayn walks me out of the room ignoring our teacher.

"I'm sorry Harry.. Those kids are so heartless.." Zayn says doing my button up for me along with my zipper as I cry.

"It's so embarrassing.." I mutter.

"If it makes you feel better your button came undone as you were walking up so it's not like anyone but the class saw." Zayn says patting my back.

"That's tru-"

I am cut off by laughter as someone shows their phone screen to me while pointing and laughing. On the screen is me reading with my pants open.

"How the fuck did you get that?" Zayn growls.

"D-Dustin s-sent it to everyone." The scrawny boy stutters before he runs.

"Of corse he did." Zayn huffs before pulling me from the school.

"Wh-"

"We are not staying we will let this calm down over the weekend." Zayn cuts me off and I nod following him.

"Harry?" Louis asks as he rubs my back.

"So apparently Zayn was my guardian angel.. I was reading I front of the class and my button came undone so I went up with my pants undone." I explain crying.

"Why can you remember those so easily but not me?" Louis asks more to himself then to me.

"I don't know Louis.. I only want to remember you not this crap of me being bullied and humiliated.." I say sniffling.

"I'm sorry." Louis whispers.

"For what?" I croak.

"For making you read.." Louis mumbles.

"Maybe you could give me a book to read that I read you?" Harry offers.

"Okay.." Louis mumbles and hands me a book. I look at it and it's insurgent. The third book of my favorite series.

"Okay.." I clear my throat and Louis switches it to chapter 8.

I begin to read and I continue reading until chapter 15 after each page a new tear falls because I'm not getting any memories back.

"It's not working!" I cry throwing the book.

"It's okay-"

"It's not Louis! Your someone important and I can feel it but I can remember!" I cry to Louis.

I feel him bring me to his chest and he rocks me back and forth.

"It will be okay." Louis coos into my ear. He kisses my temple and I blush a little but hide it. I feel my sobs slow down to soft breathing before I feel myself slip away to sleep.

Louis *POV*

I know Harry wants to remember badly but I don't think he will.. Will I have to start over with him? Will I be the only one who will remember what we use to do?

I feel Harry fall asleep in my arms and hear his light snores. I pick him up and bring him to my bed. I lie his sleeping body down and take his socks off. I pull the sheets over his body and kiss him by his lips - so close but not touching yet.

I sigh watching his sleeping figure before I grab my phone.

We will be there in 3 hours if that's okay - Ni

Of course! - Lou

I put my phone away and walk down to my mum.

"Niall will be here in 3 hours with Liam." I inform her.

"Okay sweetie sounds good.. Where's Harry?" She asks.

"He fell asleep I'm going to go back up to him." I mumble.

"Okay sweetie.. How's he doing?" She asks with a sad smile.

"Still only remembering humiliation and bulling." I mutter walking up. I go back to my room and remove my pants as I crawl under the sheets. I would remove my shirt but Harry might not be comfortable with me only in my boxers.

I look at Harry's sleeping figure, so calm.. So at peace.

I pull his waist to me and cuddle him into my chest. I softly hum a tune as I kiss his forehead and feel myself fall asleep as well.

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Harry's gotta remember guys!! He just has too!!

Oh man.. These chapters really play with your emotions ehh

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