Chapter 5

Louis *POV*

I write down chords as I come up with a new beat and strumming pattern for behind my newest song.

Harry loved the first one I wrote for him so I'm going to try this and see if anything comes to memory.

Also this is like therapy and a stress reliever for me.

I hum here and there before I begin to write down new lyrics.

I strum the intro and begin to sing.

"I figured it out
I figured it out from black and white
Seconds and hours..."

(You and I if you did already know)

I continue singing through what I wrote down changing a few chords here and there.

I here a small clapping and turn to see Harry.

"I thought you were going to get some stuff for dinner?" I ask.

"Yah but I only took 15 minutes to get it all." He says, "your really good Lou."

"Thanks Haz.." I smile.

"Haz?"

"Yah it was my name for you back before the crash." I say.

"You don't say.. I like it." He smiles and sits beside me looking at all my notes. "These are amazing lyrics Lou."

"Thank you." I smile at him.

"Your welcome." He looks at me with a sad expression and I rub his back.

"What's wrong Harry?" I ask in concern.

"I had another memory.. I didn't like this one Lou.... I don't want to remember anymore." Harry says as tears fall down his cheeks.

"Harry.. What was it?" I ask.

Harry *POV*

"Harry.. What was it?" He asks and I cry.

**Flashback**

As I walk through the store I must have walked past the bathroom because I heard laughing and the flush of a toilet. I pick up some strawberries before-

Memory:

Kids laugh around me as I am stripped bare in the washroom by my bullies.

I watched them flush my clothes and I feel a tear slip from my face. They leave the bathroom and I am stuck there with toilet clothes. When I tried to pull them out they were stuck in the pipping. Shit.

I try to text Zayn but of corse no service.

I feel myself cry as I hide my member with my hands and walk out. You can do it Harry.

I chant myself on in my brain. All I have to do is make it to the nurse.. Or Zayn's mum as I know her.

I hear the sound of a camera and more laughing. I look around and people are standing laughing at me and I walk faster. I go trough all the humiliation in front of those people as finally I reach her office.

"HARRY!" She says as she pulls me in away from the people. I just cry as she gets me a blanket to cover up and I hold it tight around me.

"I'm calling your dad.. He will be here soon." She reassures and I nod.

What the fuck is wrong with my memories!

**end of flashback**

"I w-was stripped bare louis! Everyone just sat there laughing at me! Video taping and taking pictures! I was humiliated Louis.." I cry some more.

Louis *POV*

Harry never told me that much about his past. I cradle Harry as he cries and kiss his cheek before I freeze. He doesn't seem to take note to it so I smile and relax a bit.

I suppose Harry really wanted to leave his past in the past and just start new with me. But now.. Now Harry has to relive all those moments.. I can't let him give up as soon as he remembers me he will be happy again.

"Why are people so rude?" Harry asks clutching my shirt.

"Shhh... It will get better." I say as I rock him slowly and hum my new song into his ear.

"I don't want to remember." His week voice cracks and I feel my heart ache. He doesn't want to remember... He has to remember!!

"Don't say that.. Please Harry promise to remember." I say as a tear falls down my face.

"I don't know Lou.." He mumbles.

"Please Harry please.. For me." I say quietly.

He looks up at me and I wipe my tears as he does a small nod, so small I almost miss it.

"Okay.. Okay.. For you." He says quietly. I catch myself leaning in as he stares at my lips. I freeze wanting so badly to kiss him but I kiss his forehead and pull back so I'm looking back at him.

"Thank you." I say and he smiles.

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DONE DONE DONE MY ENGLISH TEST YIPPEEEE XD