Chapter 2

Louis *POV*

-6 days later-

The doctor says Harry is responding well to the treatments. I mean that's a good sign right? He's going to wake up right?

Or do people just tell you what you want to hear?

I have been staying right outside Harry's room. They even dimmed the lights almost completely for me.

The doctor told me yesterday that Harry is suppose to wake up soon. I mean.. They have him a new drug and if all goes well he will wake up. Today is also the day I get to go into his room and talk to him.

They told me familiar voices are suppose to calm the patient and triggers something in their brain which allows for a smooth and fast wake up.

Harry's father has been sitting in the room since yesterday and my mum has been laying with me. Yesterday I gave her my stretcher and I took the chair so she could get a proper sleep.

"Mr. Tomlinson?" The doctor asks.

"Yes?" I ask.

"You may go in now." He says. I nod and walk into the forbidden room and walk slowly over to Harry. I watch his heart beat at a steady slow pace on the monitor. I sit beside him after Harry's dad gets up and I hold his soft hand. Harry's dad walks out to my mum and I have some time alone with him.

"Harry.. I'm so sorry.. I can't believe this happened.. I wish it didn't.. Harry.. I don't know why it happened.. Harry I would give up my life for you.. Please Harry wake up.. Please don't-" I watch his heart flat line.

I feel my body go into shock and people fly around me the move me out of the room and my legs begin to shake as I have a panic attack. These haven't happened since my dad died.

"He has to live!" I shouted, "He can't die! I don't want a repeat of dad!" I cry out.

"Louis calm down sweetheart. He's with the doctors. He will be okay." My mum soothes.

"Mum.. I was the last person to hold him. He can't leave me! He's too young!! He has to stay with me!!" I cry.

"Louis Shh.. Calm down.. You will be okay." My mum says rocking me back and forth soothingly.

"Sorry you had to experience that Louis." The doctor says. "I do know that your touch and speech triggered an emotion in him which is a good sign that he may still remember you."

"Can I go see him again?" I ask.

"Yah I will monitor you if that's okay though." The doctor says and I nod as I walk back into the room where Harry is. I uncertainly take hold of his hand checking to see what will happen before I settle. I hum the song I made for Harry on my mums wedding night before I start to sing for him. I called it something great.. Because Harry is something great.

I watch Harry intently as I come to the end of the song and I think I feel Harry's hand move. I look back at the doctor and he gestures for me to continue.

"Harry? Can you hear me?" I ask. His hands move again and I feel my heart skip a beat.

"Please open your eyes for me babe.. Please." My voice cracks as I please him to wake.

I watch his pale face intently as his eyes begin to flutter. When I see his green iris I stand beside him and hold his hand tightly.

"Harry.. Your okay.." I mumble, I hand him the water the doctor have me for him and he gulps it down.

"How do you know who I am?" Harry asks through his dry throat.

"W-what? D-do you not remember?" I ask.

He shakes his head, "am I suppose to?" He asks.

"Y-yea." I mutter.

"I'm sorry.. If I could I would.. But I don't." He coughs out.

The doctor has me slide out of the way and I look at Harry's confused figure with sad eyes.

"Harry.. What is the last moment you remember?" The doctor asks.

"I had just gotten home from a huge beating.. I'm in the beginning of grade 12 no?" Harry asks.

"No Harry you graduated." The doctor says.

"W-what?"

"It's okay Harry relax I'm going to go over a few things but the other things I want you to try your best to figure out." The doctor says and Harry nods looking at me.

I look away feeling tears prick my eyes. The doctor leaves the room and it look back at Harry.

"Who are you?" Harry asks.

"I-I'm Louis.. You seriously don't remember me? Are you joking Harry please tell me your kidding." My voice cracks and I watch Harry shake his head. I let some tears go and a small sob.

"Please don't cry sir.. Please." Harry says.

"It's nothing Harry.. I'm sorry." I say wiping my eyes.

"Okay.." Harry trails off. "Dad!" Harry's eyes light up and I walk into the hallway and take a seat in a plastic chair and let out all my tears.

He doesn't remember.

I feel a soft hand on my shoulder and I look up to see my mum.

"Louis Hun.. The doctor cleared you out.. He thinks it's best you go home and have some rest until Harry is able to come home which he said will be in a week or so." My mother says and I nod.

I follow her out and we walk to the car. I get in the back and do up my buckle.

Louis it's okay. At least he is still alive.

Think positive.

We arrive at the house which was maintained by house keepers and I go to my room. I see Harry's shirt lying folded on my bed and I put it in Harry's room. I want something that smells like him. I remove the clothes my mum gave me at the hospital and crawl into Harry's bed in my boxers.

I'm so sorry Harry.. So so sorry.

I turn on my phone and call Harry's phone. It goes to voicemail and I listen to his voice say, "hi you have reached Harry styles phone! Thanks for calling but I'm out right now please leave a message-"

I hang up and recall it just so I can hear his voice. I fall asleep to him speaking on his voice mail and my tears falling down my cheeks.

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Anyway!!

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