Chapter 11

Louis *POV*

"I-I think.. I think I like Harry." I whisper.

"What do you mean Lou?" Liam asks.

"I think I'm gay for Harry." I say a bit louder.

"Why is this bad?"

"I'm scared Liam.. I'm really really scared." My voice cracks at the last word. Liam pulls me into his chest and I sniffle before letting a few tears go.

"It will be okay Louis. Just let it happen." Liam says and I nod as he caresses my hair back in a soothing manor. "Harry really likes you too.. So you just gotta let it happen.. Let yourself go and fall for Harry." Liam whispers and I nod.

"Promise.. Promise everything will be okay?" I ask.

"I promise Louis." Liam says and I relax into his arms.

"How did you find out?" Liam asks.

"How could I not want to jump his bones?" I ask and Liam chuckles.

"Touché." He says as we walk back.

"But you can't jump his bones. You have Niall.. He-he's mine." I say feeling a little protective from his comment.

"Oh Louis.. I was only agreeing with you.. I don't like him like that but he is a looker." Liam smirks and chuckles to himself. I relax and we walk into the house. I take of my coat and notice Niall's up.

"Where did you go?" Niall asks.

"For a walk.. Liam explain I have to go to Harry." I say running up the stair towards Harry.

I walk in and he is still sleeping where I left him. I remove my clothes down to my boxers then blush. I can't just climb in like this now that I know for sure I like like him. I grab a pair of sleeping pants and crawl in after putting them on.

I trace designs onto Harry's back and he stirs. Seriously? I checked you out and touched your lips yet you still didn't wake up! And now you do?

"Oh uh.. Hi Lou." Harry says awkwardly looking at me.

"It's okay Harry. Don't be embarrassed." I whisper.

"I'm sorry Lou.. I couldn't control it." He whispers and I nod.

"That's okay.. I don't mind turning on the guy I really like." I smile and a smile grows on his sleepy face.

"You like me?" He asks blushing in the moonlight.

"Yea.. A lot." I whisper before attaching my lips to his. I put my arm around his waist and smirk when he does move. "First kiss?" He nods and I chuckle, "put your hands in my hair and follow my lead." I whisper and he puts his fingers through my hair and I pull his waist to mine. I crash my lips on his again and this time he returns the kiss. I smile into it and slide my tongue in his mouth and he gasps. I smirk and rub my tongue against his. I pull away and smile at him, "sorry I had to." I say and he nods blushing.

I bolt up on the bed and look around panting as I feel sticky with sweat.

Our first kiss.. He doesn't remember it..

If he could just remember one thing please... Please make it our first kiss..

Nothing could beat that moment.. The moment I let myself fall.

I wipe the tears away and check my phone 2:34am.

I groan and decide I should take a shower. I remove the sweaty sheets and replace them before walking ion the bathroom.

I remove my boxers and step into the shower. Fuck....

All I want is for him to remember... That moment.. I almost forgot about it.. It was my favorite memory..

He was so innocent.. So pure.. It was quite the experience taking that away from him.

"Lou Hun.. Everything alright?" My mum softly knocks on my bathroom.

"Uh.. Yah mum just washing myself I was sweating in my dream." I explain through the door.


"Okay hunny.. Want me to stay and put you back to bed?" Mum asks.

I may be 20 but...

"Yes please." I say and finish washing up.

I put a towel around my waist as I finish drying myself and I walk out to see my mum on my sheets looking up at my ceiling in her night gown.

She hums a tune and I make my way to the drawer to get some new boxers. I turn to see her still looking up and I let the towel drop and change into my boxers quickly.

I walk to the bed and get under the sheets and cuddle into my mother. Sometimes that's all I need.

She caresses my back and begins to sing lullabies into my ear silently.

"What were you dreaming of?" Mum asks.

"It was a dream of Harry and my first kiss." I mumble into her neck. "I didn't realize he forgot one of my favorite memories.. Until the dream."

"It's okay.. He will remember you I promise baby boy.. He's remembered everyone.. Your next baby.. Your next." She coos into my ear as she caresses my back.

"I hope your right mum.. I really do.." I mumble.

"It's going to be okay.. Shh... Bed time.. Harry will be there to see you in the morning." Mum says and kisses my forehead. I fall asleep listening to the heart beat of my mother.




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"Wake up Louis dear." My mum's voice says as she caresses my hair. My eyes flutter open and I see my mum lying in my bed with my head on her shoulder facing her neck.

"You slept with me?" I ask.

"Yes dear.. I thought it was best I stay incase you need me again." Mum says.

"Thanks mum." I say kissing my mums cheek.

"Of course baby boy.." My mum says as we sit up. She puts her legs over the edge and carefully wipes her eyes from the sleep that had formed. I stretch out before standing then wipe the sleep as well.

I walk over to my closet and slip on some sweats before mum and I walk out. We get downstairs to see Harry and his father chatting so we figured we would let them and go make breakfast.

After 20 minutes the breakfast is done and Harry and his father are still talking. I decide to let them know.

"Coming!" Harry says as he gets up and follows me into the dining room.

Harry's father sits beside my mum and I take a seat beside Harry.

We finish up breakfast with small conversations here and there and I begin to clean the table.

"Hey Lou?"

"Yah Haz?" I ask.

"Uhmm.. I was wondering... Could you take me back to the crash site?" Harry asks.


Wh-what? Why?




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Hehehe


I updated :)

With a cliff hanger xDDD

Anywho family Christmas is over !! My attempt at socializing was pretty good I do say xDDD