CHRISTMAS UPDATE 😁

Gabriel aesthetic up there 🖕🖕

Chapter dedication: Rihanna_Adedeji: guys if you haven't read her book : BIRDS WITH BROKEN WINGS and PERFECTLY IMPERFECT. Then please tell me what are you reading.

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BISHELLE'S POV

He's really angry

Angry at me

Who wouldn't be

IT'S ALL MY FAULT

As I watched them both kissed, hundreds of knifes rushed piercing my heart.

I knew that I lost my chance

I've lost my chance with him

The hatred and jealousy I had for that girl, Toriola Badmus increased that moment.

I wanted her gone

I wanted her away from Gab

I wanted her dead.

It's her fault, if she didn't appear into our lives. I would have been together with Gab, we would have been a happy couple.

In the hospital, I lost my cool and by mistake, injured Tricia. I saw the dissappointment in their mum's eyes it was then i knew that I lost everything.

They all hate me now

What can I do.

"Miss Bishelle your mum said I should tell you that you are to meet with Senator Agboola today for the meeting by six p.m ." My nanny said as I nodded at her as she left my room.

But little did she know that we weren't having any meeting. My mum is an actress and an artiste but she really isn't popular so she sells my body to old fools and they help her get fame.

Even for Tori's birthday she forced me to attend and told me I mustn't come home without a picture with Toks and a good review and when she heard that I got kicked out. She tied me to a chair and pressed a hot iron on my laps, I wasn't even feeling pain on my laps cause I'm used to it , I'm just angry at my creator for creating me.

My mum started all this when I was fourteen years old in SS1 , when my father died in the hands of those evil and despicable ritualist. They killed my father and cut some of his body parts and not only that , they sent the remaining parts of his body to us in a polythene bag and my mum blames me for his death.

After my parents the next person I love so much is Gabriel Adebayo.

This guy doesn't know what he has done to me.

I can't sleep peacefully at night without looking and kissing a picture of him.

I can't sleep without dreaming of the both of us, together, hands in hands, hugging, kissing and touching each other.

And when he shouted at me in the hospital today he shattered the little piece of broken heart I had.

The way knifes did a fast race and rushed to pierce my heart was so shocking.

I rushed home and went to my comfort zone, in front of my mirror.

I sat down dragging my black baggy top up, as I looked at the big deep scar on my two laps.

The scar my mum gave me six days ago.

I brought my hand to the front, staring at my long sharp nails.

I have lost everything

My dad is gone
My mom doesn't care about me
Mide and Blessing have been avoiding me like a plague since after Tori's birthday party

And now
I've lost GAB, the only guy I love.

What's my purpose for living.

I placed my fingers on the scar on my laps, scratching it with force. My hands moving up and down, the blood rushing out

I hoped the pain from the scar would overshadow the one in my heart.

But it didn't.....................................

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TORIOLA

"Why has Gab been staring at you since." Lisa asked me with a smirk

"And why were you smiling like a five year old during the time we were talking to Ayo ."

God, you need to see her facial expression, i wish I had taken a pic

"You think I did not notice abi (right)." I asked, raising my eyebrows up.

"Mtchewwww." She hissed loudly

"Lisa are you angry, Melissa baby. Do you want to cry." I said as she hissed again.

O ta mama

"Oya (seriously) I'm sorry." I said not Missing the smile that appeared on her cheek.

"Don't use that kind thing to joke with me again." She pouted

"Okay, but do you like him." I asked

"I don't know." She shrugged, turning her face away.

"That's not a no."

"And it's also not a yes ." She said.

"So this is where the both of you are." We heard Belinda say as she came to our side.

"Yes, so let's talk."

"About what?"

"About Kingsley. " I said

"What about Kingsley." She asked

"I know you like him, so stop pretending." I said as I teased her

"I know you like Gab, stop pretending." She retorted

"What."

"It's true, haven't you seen the video." Lisa asked

"What video."

"This video." Lisa said , waving her phone at my front

It was a video of me and Gael on my birthday, kissing.

"Delete the video now." I said

"Nope." She smirked, really enjoying the moment.

"Where did you get it from." I said through gritted teeth

"I don't know, an unknown number sent it to the school website." She shrugged

The school website

That means everyone in school has seen it.

"That reminds me, Gab is waiting for you in the balcony upstairs." Belinda said.............................

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GABRIEL

I waited for her to come, hoping she would walk into that door right now

I was anxious
I was curious
I was nervous

I didn't know what to say, what if I mess up.
What if I get scared and spit nonsense
Or what if I say nonsense and embarrass myself

My hands were shaky and sweaty.

"Gael I need to tell you something.........

I gulped as I saw her coming in

"Is everything okay." She asked worriedly

"Gael you are scaring me." She said

"Or should I call for..........

"No, sit down. I want to talk to you." I said cutting her off

"Oookay, this is definitely not weird." She said sarcastically before sitting on one of the plastic chair.

What do I say now

I scratched the back of my head, thinking of what to say.

"Gael and you are sure everything is fine." She asked

"Yes, just give me a minute." I said and brought my phone out of my pocket.

Me:
Guy I think I'm messing
this up, I don't know what
to say😓😓.
4: 47 p.m

Kingsley 💗
😂😂😂😂😂
4: 48 p.m

Me:
It's not funny lyk I donno
wat 2 say
4: 48 p.m

Kingsley 💗
It's normal, it happens to
all guys.
4:49 p.m

Me:
So what should I say, I donno
wat 2 say.
4: 50 p.m

Kingsley 💗
Just look straight into her eyes
and say whatever you think
about her
4: 51 p .m

When I noticed that she was getting uncomfortable with the silence, I placed my phone on the table and sighed heavily.

"Gael and you are sure everything is okay."

Just look straight into her eyes.

"You remember what I told you on your birthday."

"You said so many things, which one are you talking about." She said

"The one after we.......... you know what. I just wanted to tell you that I meant every thing, literally everything." I said

"I don't still remember,could you at least say it again."

Ah! Again bawo?

"Okay I looooov...............

"You what?"

"I looooooooove you."

Gulp

Two gulps.....

Three gulps....

Hundreds of gulps.........

"And I will like to ask you to be my girlfriend."

That was not right

I should have tried to make my tone sexy or say something seducive.

Let me try this again.

"Tori would you be my bae." I said making my voice sound deep

Gosh, that was stupid.

Let me try this one more time.

"Toriola Badmus would you make me the happiest man, I mean guy ever by being the sugar in my tea, butter in my bread, groundnut in my garri and be the tenant locked in my heart."

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And she was on the ground, laughing, her hand holding her stomach.

Wait did I just spit that nonsense out.

Guy you don fuck up.

"I'm so...sorry , I didn't get." She said as she kept on laughing.

"I mean will you like to be my girlfriend."

And that shut her up Immediately.

Silence

Silence

And

Lots of silence.

I guess she wasn't going to reply.........

"No." .........

WHO DEY BREEEEEEEEEEEEEET!

I SOMEHOW LOVE AND HATE THIS CHAPTER, I DON'T KNOW WHY .

Gab's way of asking a girl out 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂.

Wo, I'm tired of laughing, my stomach is paining me.

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