Fancy POV

I don't know how to act. Seriously. I am with Blake and Sydd. They make sama to me to buy toys and clothes for the children on bahay-ampunan. They looked like my bodyguards tuloy. So nakaka-intense! We are pinagtitinginan na nga dito like errrrr. They are not my lover! Do they think that I am hooking two boys? Ohmyholychuvaners. I am not like that.

"Wifey, sa department store tayo. Maraming toys and clothes dun para sa mga bata." Dragon Sydd said.

I rolled my eyes and stopped walking. I am so napapagod talaga to the highest level of mount everest. We kept on walking and walking and-

"Are you tired, Jewel?"

Napatingin ako kay Blake. He is looking at me intently. I felt awkwardness between us. Hindi pa din ako komportable sa kaniya. Like duh, he's my first love and...

"Bakit kasi nagsuot ka ng heels, wifey?"

Sinamaan ko ng tingin si Sydd. "What do you want me to wear? Socks? What. I will make hampas this heels to your ulo, e. You want ba?"

"Ang hard mo talaga. Nagtatanong lang ako kasi nag-aalala ako sa iyo. Masakit sa paa ang heels tapos lakad pa tayo ng lakad. Let's go to department store. Bumili na din tayo ng flat shoes para sa 'yo. Okay?"

I cleared my throat. I hate to admit that Sydd is tama. I was wrong to wear this heels. Alam ko namang maglalakad-lakad kami dito sa mall. Arghhhh. I was conscious kasi talaga because Blake is kasama namin today.

"It's Blake's fault!" I screamed.

A moment please...

Did I just scream it out? Ohmyshakeshakefries!

"My fault?" Blake asked. His noo is pretzel knots na like Sydd's.

"Ah, no. I mean... it's my yaya's fault. Hehe. I was just..." I am out of words! Kyaaaa! So nakakahiya to him!

"Wifey, bangag ka talaga ngayon. Tara na nga."

Ngumiti lamang si Blake sa akin and I find it weird. Why is he acting like this ba kasi? He's making gulo my isip and my achy breaky heart!

Before he gave me up. I also gave him up. And now, he's showing something that I cant explain. My puso and isip are naguguluhan talaga like a maze puzzle.

We are pumunta sa department store. The first thing we did is to buy a flat hoes for me. Aw, I am such a burden. I will never suot a heels again. Swear!

"Try this one, Jewel."

I am napalunok. Blake is holding a red floral flat shoes. It's maganda. Kinuha ko sa kaniya and sinukat. My foot fits with the shoes.

"Bagay na bagay sa iyo, Jewel." Blake is smiling at me and there again, my heart is like a pumping station na. I am trying to be calm. Like omg!

"Wifey, mas bagay 'to! Try mo."

Biglang tinanggal ni Sydd ang flat shoes na nasa pa ko saka isiuot iyong nakita niya. Navy blue flat shoes na may maliit na ribbon. Lie serously? I am nakaupo kasi ditto sa single chair when you want to sukat a shoes.

"No. Mas bagay iyong napili ko sa kaniya. Maputi ang paa niya kaya mas magandang tingnan ang kulay pula." Blake said and he make tanggal the navy blue shoes and out again the red one.

"Blake, mas bahgay ang navy blue sa kaniya. Maputi nga ang paa niya. Kaya bagay."

"Red suits her better."

"Navy blue."

"Red."

I rolled my eyes and make kuha ng naka-display na flat shoes. All colors are bagay naman to me. They are arguing for just a shoes. Hell on earth to them.

"This is bagay to me. I love this." I said after wearing a gray flat shoes. I make tayo na and wet to counter.

I just gave the cashier the other pair so she could scanned it. I want to suot na this flat shoes, e. may paa is masakit na talaga like, aw aw aw. So sakit.

"Wifey!"
"Jewel!"

I raised my hand like pinipigilan ko sila. They both grabbed their wallet kasi, e. "I can pay this. Look, it's all done. This is paid and I'm going to wear this na."

Nag-martsa na ako paikot ng department store. My heels are inside the plastic bag which is nasa cart na tinutulak ni Sydd. He got it beside the counter.

"Wifey, saan tayo magsisimula?"

I sighed. "Toys?" I asked.

"Sydd, yu can go to clothes area. Kami na ang bahala ni Jewel sa toys. Para mas mapadali tayo."

My throat is nagkabara yata like errr. What was that?

Sydd is glaring at Blake. Omo! There again. The sparks between them. I wonder who's the gay.

"Ikaw nalang ang pumunta sa clothes. Ikaw naman ang nakaisip. Kami na ang bahala sa toys ni wifey. Narinig mo ba? Ni WIFEY KO."

"Seriously? You know. Kayo nalang kaya sa toys? Then I will go alone sa clothes?" I suggested. They always argue.

I saw Blake smirking. "Let's go together. We have lot of time."

"Tama." Sabi naman ni Sydd.

They are nauna an maglakad like, seriously? They are naka-drugs ba? They are like a girl, e. So hirap ispilengin.

"Wait up!" I shouted.

They both turned their back at me.

While I was looking at them, my heart is pounding. I can explain this feeling. If eel like I have two prince charming and they are naghihintay to me. Can I just choose the both? I was kidding. Like duh, my heart is beating na ... for one guy. We only have one puso kaya dapat we only love one lalaki. We can't love more than one guy. You're not tao na, you're maybe an octopus?

"Masakit pa ang paa mo, Jewel?"

"Okay ka na ba, wifey?"

I am swerte ba because I have two man in my life? No, I don't think so. I am being greedy and selfish if I choose them both 'no! and I don't want to be unfair to one of them. I want to be true to my feelings. I am not paasa kaya like others.

"I am perfectly fine to the highest mount everest. Let's go sopping na! I am excited to buy toys and clothes for children!"

Ngumiti ako sa kanilang dalawa so they can be comfortable with me. I don't want them to feel like they are rivals like I am so assuming. I am not sure pa nga if why Blake is acting that way. I'm happy for them na ni Hazel kaya.

I heaved a sighed and tried to focus na sa pamimili ng toys and clothes. I don't want to think about my love life for now. It was enough that my puso is nabasag before. Now, I am trying to protect my heart because I don't want this to basag again.

-

I AM so pagod talaga to the highest levelicous of eklavu. i make sandal my ulo to sofa. Gosh, it's really nakakapagod. We bought lot og toys and clothes. I am sure, the children in bahay ampunan will be happy.

Maybe I am a demonyita but you know, I still have puso na naaawa sa mga bata na walang family. I am such a lucky girl that I am here, living like a princess while the others are not.

"Wifey, naiayos kona lahat ng paperbags." Sydd said.

We bought paperbags din kasi. we organized the clothes and toys para bigay nalang ng bigay ng paperbag. Less hassle.

"Thanks." I said.

"Whoah, nag[asalamat ang demonyita ng buhay ko."

I glared at him. He sat beside me. Omo! I am napalunok. There's biglang nag-flashback kasi sa isip ko.

When he kissed me..

I tried to tanggal that to my mind. Waaa! I don't want to remember that, I feel like my pisngi are super red na.

"Wifey, ayos ka lang ba?namumula ka. May sakit ka ba?" Sydd asked.

Ohmyholychuvaners, my cheeks are red na nga!

"Uh, I am fine. Like, dnt look at me nga. I will dukotyour eyeballs talaga." I said in masungit way.

This is the advantage of being a demonyita. Even in the most embarrassed situation, I could still act normal. I just need to be mataray. And that's it.

"Mam Pansi! Narito nap o pala kayo. Maayos nap o ang higaan niyo. Gusto niyo po bang maghanda ako ng pagkain?" Yaya asked. My favorite yaya kasi she's so masipag-Yaya Madonna. Donna for short.

"I am busog pa. you sleep na, Yaya." I said. It's late in the evening.i don't know nga why Sydd is not going home pa.

Yaya cleared her throat. "Narito pa po si Sir Sydd. Hihi mamaya na ako mag-sleep, mam Pansi. Catch up lang kami ni sir. Namiss namin each other po like now and never. Hih. I am kilig to the boat."

"Bones, yaya. Hehe." Sydd said.

"Bones pala. Si Sir Sydd talaga. You crush me ha. You make tama tama me, e. Tara po sa kusina? I am handa handa ng food just poryu."

I am nagpokerface. I don't know if I am maiinis because she's trying hard sa fancy language ko, or because she's nagpapapansin kay Sydd. Yaya is so landi talaga like err, I am gonna sunog her kilay.

"Yaya, do you know the feeling na sunog ang kilay?" I asked her.

"No mam. Why Mam Pansi? Saan po may sunog?"

"Susunugin ko ang kilay mo kapag hindi ka pa umalis sa harap ko. Ngayon na. In three.."

"Aalis na Mam Pansi! Sleep na ako, Sir Sydd. Hihi. Goodnight. Love you forever and ever to the bones of my heart!"

What the hell? Yaya is... nababaliw na. I never thought that her language will be more bloody compare to mine.

"Nakakatawa talaga ang yaya mo, wifey."

I glared at Sydd. "What? You like her? Seriously? Go, you make punta to her na! Psh." I am tumayo na to walk out but..

He suddenly pulled me against him. I am napaupo tuloy sa lap niay like I am napalunok agad ng hundred times. I cannot!

"Uhh..." I am out of words. My heart is beating so fast. I cant habol na! I cant even move. I shooudl alis na and make tayo but I am like a statue na.

"I like this feeling." Sydd whispered and hugged me while I am sitting at his lap.

Ohmyholycow! I cant breath.

"S-Sydd.."

"Let me stay like this for a while wifey. Nakakapagod pero pakiramdam ko gumagaan ang pakiramdam ko kapag yakap kita."

I'm napalunok. I cant move talaga. I cant even shut at him. Where's my tapang. Where's my ka-malditahan. I cannot!

"S-Sydd..."

"Can I sleep here, wifey? I want to sleep beside you. I want to dream of you while we're sharing in one bed. I want to kiss you goodnight. I want to hug you so you can sleep well. I want to sleep at peace because I know you're just here, with me."

I am natulala sa sinabi niya. Those words are biglang tumatak sa isip ko, at sa puso ko. Ramdam ko ang sincerity niya. Sa boses niya, sa mga salitang lumalabas sa bibig niyam the way he said those words. Para ako nahihipnotism na parang nadadala ang puso ko.

"S-Sydd..."

Hindi man lang ako makapagsalita. I can't utter any word. Dalang dala niya ang puso ko. Ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman ang ganitong klase ng pagtibok ng puso ko.

He released me. He's tumayo na after I am napatayo na din. He hugged me tighter and lalong nag-explode ang puso ko in happiness. Why? Why am I feeling this way?

"Pero hindi pa pwede, wifey. Gusto kong makatabi ka sa pagtulog kapag asawa na kita.kapag kasal na tayo. Para may karapatan na ako."

I bit my lower lip. He's serious, and this time I can't be serious. I can't be a demonyita because this is a serious moment.

"Baka kasi hindi ako makapagpigil, wifey. Baka mabuntis ita. Mahirap na."

My eyes are nanlaki. Hinampas ko siya.

"Aww-wifey naman!"

"You're so bastos talaga and manyak. G-R-R-R! you ruined the moment!" I shouted.

He smiled, in instant. "Uyy. Moment daw. Kinilig ka ba, wifey? More moments soon. At sisiguraduhin kong mauutal ka sa kilig."

What...

"Finally, nautal ang isang demonyita dahil sa kagwapuhan ko! Whoah. Uuwi na nga ako. Matulog ka na, wifey. Alright?"

Arghhh. He's teasing me but that was true. I can't say any word kanina like he's making me feel ganon kasi, e.

He kissed me on my lips. Mabilis lang and he didn't give me a chance to react. He's nakatakbo na agad palabas ng mansion. Instead of shouting, I automatically smiled.

Is this really really it? The thing called love.

"Binibini, ikaw ba ay nababaliw na? Ngumingiti kang mag-isa sa kawalan. Nangangamba ako na sakit na iyan at kailangan na kitang ipahatid sa-"

There he goes again. The James Abellano deep tagalong.

"I'm gonna putol your dila talaga! Argghh.

Tumakbo ako ataas ng kwarto ko. then I locked my door. Sumandal ako sa door and kinapa ko ang bandang puso ko. It's still beating... not literally but beating like I am inlove.