Konnichiwa! I am Suyeta Aggarwal. Like most people, i hate studying, especially maths and economics, i mean who the hell in their right minds like them anyway.  I am just a ninth grader who being a single child  lives in a world of her own, full of animes and books and movies and of course BTS. call them gay once more and imma gonna skin ya alive!
I am, in exactly five words a, 1. tomboy, 2. pro weirdo, 3. loud mouthed, happy-go-lucky fun lover, 4. hot head and 5. fake.
Point one *dun dun dun* (lol, XD) i am a tomboy. I am THAT girl who only wears male t-shirts, that too 3 sizes too big with same old jeans, that girl whose nails feel heavy when painted forcefully by 3 cousin older sisters, that girl to whom makeup consists of chapsticks, that too not unless dire need, that girl who can recognize more with guys than girls, hence has exactly 3 female friends, that girl who actually likes being active in games classes instead of gossiping. My favourite colour is grey and the only shade of pink i like is probably natsu's hair colour. The only thing 'girly' about me is that i love cheesy rom-coms.
Next adjective is simple too. I AM a pro weirdo. You can perfectly expect me to waltz into the classroom on a hot day with the salwaar of my uniform folded to my knees, so that it looks like i am wearing only the kurti that too without shoes and socks. As the dumbfounded class burst into laughter, even the teacher facepalmed, trying to hide her grin. i can stop a child in the market and convince her that i am her future self, i can sing adele's skyfall at the top of my lungs with a pink cape around my neck, standing on the table in the middle of some boring speech, i can run aruond the whole school pretending that it was break time already making everyone confused. Yeah i can do those, and frankly? Everyone expects these shit from me.
I am a loud mouthed, happy-go-lucky fun lover. My voice can literally be heard from two football fields away, it booms over other female shrill shrieks which i personally think turn ultrasonic the angrier they get, making bats think that their mates were calling! But thankfully, 2 back to back throat infections had left my tone deeper than most girls. And boy! I can shout!
I am happy-go-lucky, most sane things don't bother me much, i can very well be geting pass marks in 3rd language tests and be like hey-i-passed-woohoo! Fun lover?  i guess being a tomboy+weirdo+loud mouthed+happy go lucky doesn't give you a lord voldemort. Yeah i AM a fun lover, i do everything for the sake of having fun. Be it laughing MY head off, or making OTHERS laugh them off.
You wouldn't want to get on my bad side, though. I am a bomb. I can kick, punch, scratch, bite... anything, i have an advantage of knowing karate, and top those with my caustic tongue. If i was REALLY angry, i never forgave that person. I could very well make their lives a living hell. Call me sadistic, but once i start making them cry, they will definitely be doing so for years to come, i don't really care about them. That's why people don't dare to mess with me. I am always hitting boys and all, but its not hard to differentiate those times to those when i am murderous.
All in all, i am a fun person, i love making others laugh. I am an etrovert and i can make friends  easily, i am usually hyper, unless i am in a boring class or anywhere NOT surrounded by friends. Then i become really slow sluggish and lazy, cuz frankly i LOVE sleeping.
But.... like i said, all of them were fake, a farce, a cover up... a lie. A lie to hide the shattered me beneath it, scared to reveal itself. Yes, the you-cannot-do-shit-to-me attitude is a farce. The more depressed and broken i am inside, the more loud i tend to become outside... all because i am afraid that people will know who i really am. Don't misunderstand me, i really AM all that i said before, but its just that.... oh nevermind!
All this started long ago since my dear parents had made it amply clear that i was a burden to them. Bascally i hate them, and they could go and die for all i care. Their oppressiveness started making me secretive, i became a liar, lying left and right to show people and MYSELF that everything was SO alright. I trust no one and confide in no one. Yeah i have loads of friends and i am outgoing and all but you will NEVER find me talking about myself.
I became a rebel just to piss them off more, i got more reckless and got into more and more trouble as i hit my teens, made mistakes even I regret. But oh damn! Who cares?
And then, i fell for someone... HARD. Let's just say that it didn't end up well, maybe because i am a coward and didn't want to lose that mere friendship between us, cuz lets face it, i am no angelina jollie, no way in hell had he got feelings for me.
I didn't blame him, nor myself. I don't regret it either. Its just that it left me more broken than ever. If i had been secretive yet loud before, i got more boisterous and completely lost all faith.
I am pathetic right? I know that that! But no need to pity me, i am quite a superficial girl, and most times i am too busy laughing to brood over my miserable life.
So that's Suyeta Aggarwal for you. And i am glad i met someone better yet like me, Aditri.

                                      ~DarkShadHoes