A/n pov:

Next day:

Raj aaj university gate ke bahar hi Harsha ka  intezaar Kar raha tha morning mein.....
Saare students aa rahe the lekin Harsha Ka naamo nishan nahi dikh raha tha......
Kuch Der baad entry time band hone lagta hai or Sab class mein jaane lage the..... Raj aandar jaate jaate last glance le raha tha..

Raj's thought: Kahan ho Jaan...

Woh peeche mud mud kar dekh raha tha lekin uss Harsha nahi dikhi

Time skips~

Raj recess mein Harsha ki class mein aata hai or dekhta hai ki uski desk khali hai....Jin bhi uske peeche aata hai or usse worried dekh kar puchta hai

Jin: Raj I'm seeing you since the past few days that you are stressed out......what happened? And why are you here?

Raj: Jin I tried every possible way to contact  Harsha.....but I don't know why she is avoiding me......I really don't know what happened to her....

Jin: Are you sure you did nothing to upset her ?

Raj: nothing besides I think she is mad because I didn't meet her before going to daegu..

Woh usse kal Jo hua woh saari baat bhi batata hai or Jin bolta hai

Jin: even if we go with your point......but not opening the door.......don't you think it's too much for this small thing..

Raj: Yeah I think so too....She never behaved like this ever

Jin: Raj I think you better confront her soon......I don't have a good feeling about this conflict

Raj: Come on don't be so negative..I'll try talking to her  tomorrow

Jin: okay..

Itna keh kar Raj wahan se Chala jaata hai or Jin sochta hai

Jin's thought: something is definitely off..

Time skips~

Raj next day phir  Harsha ki class mein aata hai or woh phir absent hoti hai....

Aise karte karte ek week beet jaate hai or Raj bahut hi zayad panic Karne Lagta hai...... Jin usse calm down Karne ki koshish karta hai lekin Raj ke Mann mein ajeeb si bechani ho rahi thi

After one week:

At Harsha's apartment:

Harsha ek week se bahar nahi nikli thi because she was insecure of Raj showing up to her.....

Usne class ke notes wagera phone se hi mangwa liye the...

Currently she was sitting on the bed while copying those notes..

Suddenly a message pops up on her mobile.....she picked up to see it's from her friend

Woh phone rakhti hai or sigh Karti hai

Harsha: guess I have no other choice..I hope Raj mujhe pareshan nahi krenge.. message toh aane band ho hi Gaya hai..

Harsha apne thoughts ko shrugged Karti hai or wapas likhne lagti hai

Time skips~

Next day:

Harsha university puchti hai Jahan usse Raj nahi dikhai Deta hai toh woh relief mein sigh Karti hai or apni class mein chali jaati hai...

Time skips~

Harsha ko assignment dena tha miss Bong ko par woh mil nahi rahi thi.....tabhi woh main hall mein aati hai or ek ladki ko rok Kar puchti hai

Harsha: Hey did you see miss Bong?

Girl: Yeah I saw her headed towards the auditorium....

Harsha: Oh okay Thanks...

Itna keh kar woh auditorium ki taraf Nikal padti hai

Woh auditorium pahuch kar door open Karti hai or andar jhankti hai

Harsha: Miss Bong?

Wo andar aati hai or idhar udhar dekhne lagti hai

Harsha: Miss Bong?!

Woh awaaz de hi rahi Hoti hai ki koi achnak se usse back hug karta hai causing her to flinch......she quickly recognised those hands and shuddered in fear

???: I missed you jaan~

Harsha Raj Ki voice sun kar turant turn Karti hai or Raj se apne aap ko free Karti hai jisse Dekh kar Raj shocked ho jaata hai plus hurt

Raj: Kya hua Jaan aisa kyu Kar rahi ho.....batao toh Maine Kiya kya hai.....kya kya nahi Kiya tumse baat Karne ke liye..Tumne Yahan tak ki mere messages dekhna bhi Chod Diya...aisa kya hua Jaan...batao..

Harsha sab silently sunti hai or Kuch nahi bolti hai

Raj: Jaan your silence is killing me.....please say something

Woh Uske pass aane ki koshish karta hai toh Harsha ek step back leti hai
Raj yeh Dekh kar bhaut hurt feel karta hai

Harsha finally himmat Kar ke bolti hai

Harsha: let's break up...

Yeh sun kar Raj ke pairo tale zameen ghisak jaati hai

Harsha: it's over now....

Raj yeh sun kar ek step peeche lad khadata hai or bolta hai...

Raj: y-yeh kya m-mazak hai Harsha..

Harsha sirf use blankly stare Karti hai

Raj: You must be kidding right......*tears up*

Harsha ko Raj ki aankhon mein aasu dekh kar uski bhi aankhein bhar jaati hai par woh apne emotions ko control Karti hai

Raj: JAAN YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE FCKING MAD AT ME AND SAD BUT THIS-
Are you even- I- please tell me it's not real and you are just messing with me

Harsha usse Kuch nahi bolti hai or Raj Ka gussa saatve aasman pe chadne lagta hai...

Raj: damn...

Woh bitterly laugh karte hue idhar udhar ghumne Lagta hai or ek wall ke pass jaake usse punch karta hai causing his hand to bleed Jisse Dekh kar Harsha shocked ho jaati hai

Raj: Jaan Jaan Jaan this is not what I was expecting right now from you..I already had enough of your tantrums...

Uske aankhein tears se bloodshot colour ki hone lagte hai and suddenly woh Harsha ki taraf ek predatory step leta hai jisse Dekh kae Harsha peeche jaane lagti hai

Raj: Jaan Tumhe nahi pata Nahi hai tumhein pata mere dark side ka and now tum usse trigger kar rahi ho...

Woh aage badh raha tha jabki Harsha uski baatein sun kar chill feel Kar rahi thi..

Raj: jitna aasani se tumne break up Karne ko bol diya utna aasan nahi hai Jaan.....Meri Zindagi mein tum ek roshni ban kar aai ho Harsha.....or ab tum wapas mujhe andhere mein dhakel rahi ho..

Aab Harsha ki back ek wall par aake rukti hai Jiske aage space nahi hoti....
Raj ab uske saamne khara tha or bolta hai

Raj: Meri Zindagi mein aate hai sab apni marzi se lekin jaate hai sirf meri marzi se..

Harsha yeh sun kar bahut darr jaati hai or Raj Uske face ko Apne bloody Palm se trace karta hai causing her to flinch..

Raj yeh Dekh kar turant rukta hai or usse ek hurt expression se dekhta hai

Raj's thought: Kal tak yeh chehra mere touch karne se khil uthta tha lekin aaj darr se kaamp raha hai par kyu.....

Woh apna haath hatata hai lekin Uske ear ke pass lean kar ke uske cheek par kiss karta hai aur bolta hai...

Raj: We are not over...Jaan~

Or itna keh kar woh frustratedly wahan se chala jaata hai Leaving Harsha scared

She slides down on the floor and starts crying......deep down she was feeling bad for saying those things to him but her mind was approving it

Harsha: This had to be done.....it's better for the both of us......Yeh aapke hi karmo ka phal hai Raj......you have to accept it...*wipes tears* I shouldn't feel bad for him...he deserves it

- to be continued