A/n pov:

At penthouse:

Raj and Harsha came back from the hospital and Raj sent Harsha to her room for taking some rest..

On the way back none of them said anything... even though Raj wanted to say something to her but he didn't have the courage to do it

He also strictly told the maids to pay special attention to her health...and to make sure that she takes her medication on time..

Talking about Harsha she was now thinking about what Raj will do next....surely it was unexpected for him.

This was making her a little bit scared but there was another feeling too...She knew that he would never harm her or her baby..
Thinking about all these things....she started remembering Yatharth and how he would have reacted after listening about her pregnancy..he would have been so happy..

At Raj's room:

He was sitting on the bed while holding the couple bracelet which he brought for him and her....

That day was the happiest day of his life....where he took his and her relationship to next level but.....everything got destroyed because of one damn misunderstanding

Tears started rolling down his eyes as he remembered those days...he puts down the bracelet in his drawer..

He sniffed and interlocked his fingers...
RAJ understood what he have to do now..

Time skips~

Raj was standing in front of her room being nervous...after gathering all his courage and thinking for two hours he decided to finally talk with her....

He managed to knock on the door and a faint come in was heard for inside
He opened the door to see Harsha sitting on bed..

Raj: ummm how are you feeling now ?

He said while coming near her bed and Harsha replied

Harsha: I'm feeling better now....thank you for taking me to the hospital

Raj: it's...it's ok...it was my duty anyways

Harsha: Why are you standing please sit...

Raj: thanks

He sit at the edge of the bed and Harsha looks towards him..

For five minutes he didn't say a single word and Harsha stared at him in confusion

Harsha: Aapko kuch bolna tha ?

Raj: Huh? Haan...

Harsha: Okay......boliye

Raj: I am really sorry.....I apologise for whatever I have done to you so far..

Harsha doesn't says anything and looks here and there

Raj: I know whatever I did...it isn't forgivable and I don't expect you to do that either but still I sincerely apologise to you

Harsha: Raj...

Raj: No don't let me just say it.....let me complete and then you can decide...

Harsha saw how desperate and broken he was so she didn't says anything and let Raj continue

Raj: Harsha tumhe yaad hai jab apne dad or mom se daat khaane ke baad apne ghar aaya tha or baith kar ro raha tha...aur tum aai thi uss waqt mere pass or tumne mujhe comfort kiya tha....that was the first time in my life I felt the sense of belonginess...like I also matter to someone...

Also the day when you discovered my passion for music and told me that you will support me no matter what.....that was the most precious day of my whole life...

Raj tells her all this with tears in his eyes and a little smile on his face....like he was back in that time

You know.....I made a lot of plans about us...for our future...that I'll do this...I'll do that... because I finally got my safe place...

Harsha looks down and raj took a heavy breath and continued on

Raj: You were the person who comforted me and was there for me whenever I needed it...

When you........left me that day...It felt like- I was abandoned...mujhe laga ki main beghar ho gaya hu....Mera home...Meri safe place mujhse chin li gai hai...

Aisa lag raha tha ki mere jeene ki toh koi wajah rahi hi nahi hai...main kya karu..kaise rahu tumhare Bina...Only I knew how I spent those days without you...

Raj started getting more emotionally vulnerable as he continues

Raj: Phir itne saalo baad maine tumhe dekha toh....mujh mein jeene ki Chahat phir se aayi....socha ki iss baar Jo bhi hoga sambhal lunga...aur hum wapas pehle jaise ho jayenge

Raj looks down and said

Raj: Par sayad main bhul gaya ki...ek limit naam ki bhi cheez hoti hai...willingness hoti hai..personal space exist karta hai...jisse Maine cross kar diya...and I also forgot that I can't make you love me forcefully...

Raj words started making her feel bad.. because no matter what he did he was hurt too...He has suffered too...He has loved too...

Raj: aur apne ego ko satisfy karne ke liye kya Kya nahi kiya...tumhare sath badtameezi ki...tumhari image ruin karne ki koshish ki...l-lekin main kya karta...tumhe kisi aur ka kaise hota dekh sakta tha....mujhse bardasht nahi ho raha tha...

Tears started falling from his eyes which he tried control but then he finally said

Raj: I'm so sorry... sorry...

Harsha looks down and said

Harsha: Raj...

Raj: mujhe pata hai tum mujhe maaf nahi karogi aur--

Harsha: Raj I forgive you..

Raj stops speaking and shockingly asked

Raj: huh?

Harsha: I forgive you...I know Jo bhi aapne Kiya...mujhe hurt karne ke liye nahi kiya...

Raj: but I still hurt you then why...why are you forgiving me..

Harsha: because Maine bhi galti ki hai...or aapne meri wajah se suffer kiye hai...yeh sach hai.....agar main chahati toh aapke saath mile kar misunderstanding clears kar sakti thi par maine woh nahi kiya...and I apologise for this but...Raj..ek sach yeh bhi hai ki aab baat bahut aage nikal chuki hai...surely at one point I loved you....I really did but we were not meant to be and now there is someone else in my heart.....someone that I love and will love till death.......I hope you understand that

And there is no turning back now we can't turn back time and change the past but it's okay since we both made mistake so let's forgive each other......hmm?

Raj looks towards her who was giving him her soft look and this is the first time in three years he saw her give him her most sincere look

Raj started feeling more guilty because he did a lots of bad things to her but still she is ready to forgive him..

How can you not madly fall in love with her...

Raj after taking a deep breath said

Raj: thank you although I still need time to process everything but thank you for your understanding and for forgiving me

Harsha nods and raj said

Raj: also...

He stops after one word and Harsha stare at him with curious gaze

Raj: I have decided to send you back to Yatharth...today

Only Raj knows how much courage and pain it took him to say these word to her
It was so hard for him to realise that now Harsha belongs to Yatharth both physically and mentally and no matter how he tries he cannot seprate her from him...

Even if he keep her somehow..she will never accept him
Also he don't want the child growing inside her to feel neglect by his parents just like how his parents did

He want to give that child a better life..with his/her loving parents....he cannot seprate him/her from them and since it's not the fault of that child how all these things happened...so there's no use of dragging that little soul in between all this..

Harsha gets a little bit shocked as she thought that Raj will take time to understand all these things but no and then he further said

Raj: be ready around 2 pm...we will be leaving by then

And with saying that he got up and leaves the room immediately...not wanting to further break in front of her...

Meanwhile Harsha was feels so happy after listening to this as finally she will be able to meet Yatharth..her heart craved for him..

Harsha: I'm coming to you yatharth ji...

- to be continued