"Never give up. There is no such thing as an ending, just a new beginning."

Ethan

The crying continues for almost an hour before I fall asleep.

Then I wake up only 4 hours later. I sit up and sigh. I go and look in the mirror that lies over the dresser. I looked horrible. I get up go into the guest bathroom that's across the hall. I rinse my face off with water. The tear stains less noticeable and I feel more energized. I look around. Surprisingly there's a razor. Do it. I grab the razor my hand shaking.

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I look at the small piece of metal. I press it against my wrist. One cut... Two cut... Three cut... I make many more cuts. The crimson color all over my arms.

End of triggering scene

Then my vision got blurry and I felt light headed. The crimson color on my arms were in view as I collapsed onto the floor and passed out.

Mark

There was a noise from the guest bathroom. Me being curious I go to the door to see it locked. I knock on the door. No response. I knock again. No response. I run downstairs and grab a knife to unlock the door. Once I get it I go back upstairs to unlock the door.

I unlock the door and open it gasping at the passed out body on the floor.

Ethan... He was on the floor. Blood... I grab two rags and wrap his arms putting duct tape around it to make it tighter. I pick him up trying not to drop him. I was shaking. I was scared that maybe he won't make it.

Why did he do it...

I carry him to the car as fast as I could. I start driving not even letting the car warm up. I drive as fast as I could.

Once I got to the hospital I carried Ethan in. The second I get in people took him from me. I try following but I was being held back. I try to get out of the employees grip.

"Sir, you can't see him." The employee says.

I nod and go to the waiting room. The tears I've been fighting fall. I start sobbing. I grab my phone and text my friends.

"So something happened, Ethan's in the hospital, I don't know how long, I don't have any information, I'll keep you updated if anything changes."

Sent to Jack and 6 others...

Two seconds later my phone is getting so many notifications. I turn it off and just sit there, crying...

About 10 minutes later Tyler comes and sits next to me.

"Anything new...?" He asks.

"N-no." I say.

"Ok." Tyler says slightly worried.

"I-I'm just worried a-about him..." I say.

"What even happened?" Tyler asked.

"I don't really know." I lie. I knew that he cut himself to deep but I didn't want to say anything, its not what Ethan would've wanted.

He just wanted to be dead...

But I stopped him.

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Depressing I know.... That's how (most if not) all of my stories are.